crap

4.06am

i had a rough night.. hand in hand with a rough week too....

man.. it's just getting tougher from here..

crap for the second time

crap!!

i'm back

hello earth... i'm back

crap............

love

no, love alone is never enough in a relationship...... there's more to it....

it all

day kick start normally....

did not get many things done... and i'm still up 2 in the morning finishing up a proposal which is due the next day... no, the proposal is not something that bothers me...

i spoke to an individual today... we spoke about goals and vision...

i stated that when we got into a comfort zone we tend to slack and take things easily... now i reckon to that individual... at this age... below 30.. being in the comfort zone is not a good news.. we shouldn't be in comfort zone at this moment... not now.... 50 maybe...

so how do we get ourself out of this comfort zone?? by setting hard to achieve goals and with some commitment of course...

ok apart from all this... i watched the legion just now... it was a very well written movie with well written meaning behind the movie... rather i would agree with the very theme the movie is trying to bring forward... have faith on what u believe in rather than have faith on orders....

what do i believe in??

i believe in not giving up that if couple with hardwork, nothing can stop me from getting what i want... i believe in god for it brings values in life....

how about u... what do u believe in??

i have been browsing through facebook just now and look at quite a few pictures... i see many ppl having lots of fun in their daily activity... mountain climbing, diving, partying... it's fun i couldn't have agree more.... maybe i should check some activities out... hemm thats some good idea

ok, anyway before i do any of those activities i think it's vital to at least finish my mba..., entering my final semester... i can't wait.. :)

phrase

i came across this phrase again and i would like to share it with everyone else again

"let me tell u something u already know, world is not all about sunshine and rainbow.. it's a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough u r, it will beat u to your knees amd keep u there permanently if u let it. nobody is going to hit u as hard as life. but it's not about how hard u get hit but how hard u get hit and keep moving forward. how much u can take and keep moving forward. that's how winning is done"

the next phrase shows again how winning is done

"if u know what's you're worth, go out and get what you're worth but u got to willing to get the hit and not pointing fingers u ain't where u r because of him, her or anybody. cowards do that and not winners"

phrase from rocky balboa... some inspiration to be heard over and over again

as say, until we start beleive in ourself, we won't have a life.

submission

2.50am... u c how stress things r when it bothers u till u can't sleep??

and i have work to do the next day... oh no wait.. it's few more hours later....

problems r like gum stick on your shoe... they slow your pace and gives u stress...

oh god...

then the whole statement will come "oh, if it slow your pace then let it go or forget about it"

u c... if i give up so easily... i would have fail my degree, not even in mba... i would have not have my own career but just an executive until i'm 31... i would have die earlier because i give up my life... so even it's stress u don't give up easily...

seriously.... why is it so hard to get this message across...

ppl who give up easily never really got anywhere... think about it..

buckle up

u r the bitter wait, let me anxious and afraid of the future
each fate brings its own destiny
each love brings its own story
u r like a sand in the wind, hard to catch
a whisper in the wind, a spark in the dark
it's so hard to even past days without u around
u r that hard decision, with u around i find determination
there's no take two in life
and for two person to get together is never easy
its obvious who i am thinking of

before i end my blog for today i want to make a shout out

Boy boy!! please grow up... don't act mature and all when u hardly can take the hardship in life... talk to me when u eat enough lemon and walk the hardship in life... life is not all about girls... having vision is good but smartness and luck only gets u that far while hardwork gets u really far.. and oh... boy boy, your hardwork?? is something but not everything... seriously pathetic.. u're not fit the title director....

and my second shout out

success is not final and failure is not fatal.. it is the courage to continue that counts... so in regards of the crap i'm being thrown... make sure u have strong arm to throw them... the only way to find out the limit of possible is by going beyond them into impossible.. as many says.. do not mistake activity with achievement... we're all born as the man of steel.. let only bullets and sword penetrate us but not words or hardship...

i'm having major headache... and i have more work to do the next day... but i'm vowing not to deter this from what i want... i might be lifeless as well as plain dull and boring now but i know its time for me to shine now or else i will be working like crap till i'm 60...

like an old samoan phrase... "just go out, have fun and shine... remember however to shine real good"

and oh... to u boy boy... go fly kite!!! don involve my time with your triangle thing..

it's more important to know how u get to a place than just knowing where is the place...

as my title says... buckle up... and give life your best shot

frustrated

it is very tough when effort is flush down the drain or when u fail to reach what u aim for

i'm currently listening to this song called "ku sha"

a very meaningful song which describe my current feeling...

till next blog...

i'm very very tired..

january 23

let me share a few story or two to everyone...

at this moment i'm beyond exhausted... but i still have a proposal to write which is due tomorrow.. crap

now.. where should i start...

how about a small glimpse on my relationship life... not many words can be used to describe it... but if insist on a word, i would say... close..

we have fair share of happiness where we had great fun and laugther... that's close to heaven
we also have our fair share of arguments when we fight... that's close to hell
we have goals and vission that is similar... that's close to building our home together
we also had our fair share of difference... that's close to every reason on not to build our home together
we also have our fair shares of ideas... in which we close our mind

many closes... so when the deal will be closed??... god bless

benz

serious, though comfy and look very nice on the inside... it looks like a crap on the outside... i'm talking about the mercedes clk class...

now only have mercedes step up and make it look cool on the outside...

i wonder what took them so long to realize that....

never really into mercedes either way....

yuck...

STG

steven tea garden, i wonder how many have fallen to this steven tea garden thing... another of its subsidary the island red cafe... both closed down after merely 16 months in operation... to be honest, malaysia is full with this thing and people should really read more and also think more before really decide on anything at all.

being greedy has its plus point but take precaution while being greedy.

to be honest i'm a very greedy man... who isn't so, to be right fully honest..

but while being greedy please ask asked tactful questions and understand fully before u get yourself involve, if u have more questions than answer than u probably got confuse into doing or buying something...

in sales there's always 3c which many of u should really take notice

the flow always flow like this...

convince then confuse to then con...

of course not all sales r so but do asked proper questions

STG or IRC r well manage by a group of young people that go by the name MDDT.. bunch of bright young fellow... do u seriously know how much they made from this concept thing? i can speak as i know one of the MDDT director.... he probably made the figure up but he made a whopping 8 mil from this project. bear in mind there's 7 director in this MDDT thing.. thats a lot of money for such a young guy...

impressive...

when will u have your first million??

lol

mine is not anywhere near too..

crap~!!!

birds of the same feather flock together

before i go on and share some of my views... i just want to share that i had an awesome weekend... i began to feel really really happy and comfortable with the other special one.. she's different every since we came back from the thailand trip.. i'm happy and i c me spending more time with this special someone.... :)

i really enjoying my time with her...

back to the other topic

i wanted to say this.. birds of the same feather usually flock together although they don F together but yea.. they flock together

so normally gays hang out with gays... not all r gays but the closest one r gay
losers hang around with losers.. not all are losers but the closest one r losers
u get the point

so when B is doing what A is doing and A scold B for acting stupid... Mr. A please evaluate your own disgusting act as well.... to be honest both A and B r disgusting to me.. oh and all your so call konco-konco...

i dispise u on your action...

and oh... saw this itune travel thing.. not sure if many of u heard or stumble upon... they offer really good low pricing on fares as well as cheap hotels... of course they r always good deals but then always make sure u do some checking before commit...

many say sometimes it's too good to be true... sometimes there r, just make sure u check it

make story short... apparently many says it's a scam... so there u go... story long became short

meet the morgans r by the way a good movie... trust me when i say good movie... it's good