Sunday, May 30, 2010

oil spill

over the past few weeks, we had read news about oil spill.. from the gulf of mexico to the recent one here in the singapore straits

i have been keeping tab and also reading on these thing... there r many comments

one of the few comments.. let me share with u all

"stop consuming and we put this oil company bastards out of business, once and for all"

r u stupid when u guys say comment like this??

how?? like no cars, no planes, no plastic, no roads??

i call your words a waste of air and challenge u to live your day without things mention above, as statistic has shown that transport consume 27% of our daily live, will u be able to live just by working to work?

of course there's many things such as the solar and nuclear power to replace oil but thats not the point.. when start criticising something, please do also offer solution or better yet, analyze the situation and give critical comments, pointing fingers and air wasting is seriously pointless.. not only u r making fart sound but u r making yourself look stupid too


i read that oil spill in the mexico gulf is more serious as it's located 5,000 ft below sea. A previous problem by IXTOC uses 208 days to stop and thats only 200 ft deep..

all this oil spill, not only causing enviroment damage but i can foresee gas price shooting up the roof again, just matter of time.. BP have lost close to 1 billion USD just to clean up and solve this unsolve problem... its then after the problem solved, time to jack up the price to fill their pocket back up again

who is the loser??

the consumer and enviroment is always.. take my word, always at the losing end

Thursday, May 20, 2010

may 20

have been really busy these few days... like seriously busy, with tutoring starting to take its toll and office work too... as exam nearing for my mba... it can only mean disaster for such a pack schedule

u c, i don't really mind working hard as long as it pays.... and at this moment, it's not going at the rate that i want... with this effort i'm giving i should be getting more than 5 figure for god sake...

christ sake

i've been doing lots of thinking as of this late too... like really a lot of thinking... i don't really know how to put this into words... it's just confusing, or rather not.... u c, i'm just making everything complicated myself....

*sigh*

i know there r bigger things in life to worry about... i do...

how i wish there is this button where i can just press reset or shut down... but no, in life there's no take two... it's a single take and u just have to keep running with it

i actually have many more that i wanted to say but i'm really tired at this moment... seriously both physically and mentally... tell me u understand when u're in my shoes... i know some r tasting worse i do

some dude just pm me earlier... oh running his mouth on lots of shit

u know, seriously.... don't come and talk to me about burden when u only need to pay 1 grand for both your car and household... don't come and crap to me about relationship when u have no idea what complicated and tough shit means... also go and say how stress your job is when u have no clue what stress means

seriously, i find it to be naive and retard.... it's stupid~!!

i finally today have a realy decent conversation... a happy conversation with a 65 year old lady.... she seems to understand what i'm saying and what i'm going through

no serious, i'm really happy to talk to her.... at least for once someone really understand what i'm going through.... for at this moment, i don't think anyone understand how i feel and what i'm going through... it's always about how they feel or what they think... when i speak about mine... they listen but always listen halfway and i got stop...

giving an example

i was talking about something today... i got stop twice..... towards the end though i wanted to say more but i don think the other party really have interest in listening more... else i won't be stop twice... so i decided to not continue and change my topic

is there anybody listening....

Friday, May 14, 2010

Westlife - More Than Words

thomas cup

the thomas cup hype, am i one of the very few people who really care how our country fare??

not many people seems wanting to care of we fare...

i think we should show our support one way or another

let's just go out, kick ass and chew some bubble gum

Westlife - Fool again

Westlife- Total Eclipse of the Heart (Live With Lyric)

up to u

yea, a few twick here and there... but i seriously enjoying my new ride.. :)

forget about the fuel consumption.. it's crazy... and because of that i have to put in extra hours however.. again..

i'm enjoying my ride :)

and i think thats important

doing my part to take really good care of it

went for an appointment this afternoon and bump into my friend adam after my appointment..

long time no see...

we went to nearby coffee shop to chat... he was with his other friend there... we chat and we talk

he seriously have a cocky friend over there... it didn't sit too well with me...

for many times i wanted to asked him to shut the hell up... in rather i just look around and finally decided to call it off... i have enough and decided to continue with my work

nothing happen much today...

went to work at 9am this morning and i just wrap everything off at around 10pm... thats 13 hours... no, not that i'm crying over it.. it's a good thing at least i'm making good use of the time.. it's just tiring that i have to travel alot.. i don really mind putting in those hours but to travel here and there is a pain in the ass at time

adam then called me up and invited me to club later this weekend... oh seriously, i don't even feel like it.. no, it's not like i'm getting old but i really really have plent of work to do besides, i want to look fresh the next day for my class too... so i decided not to

it is however fun catching up with an old friend

as i was on my way back, an old friend called up.. we have fun chatting over the phone while getting stuck between the traffic....

and he raise an interesting issue...

y do u pack your schedule so intensively, u don't sound like u got a life or having fun

fun?? u know.. i have fun during holidays and not on normal weekdays or weekends

i adhere very much to work hard and ermm the play hard thing is really not my thing.. how about spend hard

lol

another bad example.. i should start saving

i'm at this moment thinking more of investment... since i'm already paying for the house thing, i might as well go for another property

another burden??

burden or no burden... i think i need to have something under me before i hit 30

i have my own ambition on what i want and i really want to achieve such feat before i reach 30

some would say do i even have time for relationship??

u c, putting in effort into is never a wrong thing however my 24 hours definetely does not revolve only around her... skip this topic, it's sensitive and i don't want to deal on it further

if it is to be, it will be.... and in relationship at many times.. it's not up to me

i have tried hard.... and i knew... its really not up to me

up to god la.. what else

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

張學友 - 慢慢

god bless

it has been nothing but long and tiring month...

many things happen as of last night to, causes me to have a very late night sleep

reading an article earlier today... the article write about how the girl misses her ex so much even afetr the ex bf already married with a kid now... it has been 4 years ago since their last break up... she try to move on but find it extremely hard.. she's 29 now

at first glance i thought it to be absurd and stupid.. not to mention silly.. at age 29, so much to live and worry for.. but choose to worry about that instead?? come on~!!

but then... only i realize... we're not really robot or programme which can be turn on off as we wish... maybe she is really attach to him, and maybe she really like him.. in regards of how they break up... she is very much emotionally attach to him..

from that point i feel a slight pinch and pity for the lady

u think i'm any better?? lol~!!

talk to a few friend and i always have the tendency to asked ppl's opinion or view on me

some would say i'm a busy man, others would say i'm a heartless individual... i got the statement saying i'm a stubborn individual before too...

some says i'm cocky while some says i'm a bad guy

in regards on how many view me.. i believe... right or wrong, it could be a mis-prejudgement.. but then

i am whatever u say i am if not why would u say i am

i am really tired as of now, not mentally but physically... i hardly had a good sleep last night and i have to wake up really morning today

luckily there ain't any tutoring today else it would really exhaust me out

a friend call me up and asked if i'm interested with an evening job... i listen, it's a 7pm to 12 pm job.. works 6 days a week and pays 3,500 per month

good pay for such a short period of time...

furthermore it's not even sales.. it's basically promoting beer.. i always thought it's a female job but apparently they need male this time round

i past the offer around.. it's really tiring for me

i look back at few pictures... it really bring many heartache looking at those pictures...

oh my

i'm sure god put me where i am at the moment for a reason and i just have to trust him...

god bless

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

joke

the joke is on me...

but i know my hard work will pay off one day.. i know it will

uh huh

many things had happen and had been really busy these few days or this week...

talk to a friend just now... he told me of his problem with his gf... he talk a lot.. venting to be precise

stating how his girl being not understanding and how tough his gf is being

i totally understand when a girl is being a tough nut, life is getting hard for the guy... when a guy being submitive then she would say he being weak.. when he being the hard nut.. this is what u get.. a big bang when two goes head to head

he continue venting and swearing at times...

i then stop him.... saying something stupid

i replied " actually, all she want is just your attention and care, she could have give u lots of lemon and also act like a bitch, however i think all women want is just that extra attention "

he went off saying he already give her a lot.. so and so

at that moment... i thought to myself.. this is the rally stupid part of relationship

two individual who cope well with each other, have good time with each other.. why on earth why want to make a difficult life more difficult... maybe just that both at times does not know what both party wants thus say something hurtful or do something hurtful...

did i get hurt before?? that's a yes

how about burn?? oh yea... definetely

i don think i'm tired for i know hurt is tougher than being tired.... how long can one last the run?? this i firmly believe i'm more stubborn than anyone i met.. i don stop until i reach the final line

i then stop my friend again and said

seriously, how many more 10 years do u have in your lifetime?? if u really love somebody then enjoy the remaining few 10 years u going to have with that somebody... u don't like it or feel someone suit u better.. then by all means go ahead

this is my take.. in the end all women r basically the same.. they all need that extra attention and if u can't give it to them... be prepared to have that hated argument which i believe all men hate...

thats my opinion

an old friend of mine once said

she could be less pretty, she could have a figure which does not resemble a model and she could be poor but if she is a wife material... she is all u need in your life

i couldn't agree more

what is a wife material u asked

everyone has their own definition.. and i have to agree with this statement, respect their definition and not let anybody change it... u can take their opinion into consideration but don't change it nor do u stand firm on it for the sake of standing firm...

ip man movie once say this

there's different class of people in the society but what us so special we can have different class of dignity??

its not that i cant take any challenges but when an individual try to act like a hot shot and shooting me down.. u c, by all means go ahead but i don think it should be to a point of disrespecting..

no, it's not really about ego or pride

in a relationship to me its about respect and trust, which of course also apply on friendship, family and others...

as said, treat other as u would like to be treated..

i feel really tired and sleepy now.. more works to be done tomorrow..

so much more...

Monday, May 3, 2010

Broken String (Duan Le De Xuan) LIVE - Jay Chou

seriously??

just finish off assignment and more assignment is due this coming month.. a hectic month for me

with tutoring job starting to fill up the evenings and 3 more assignments due... as well as with sales coming up... may have never been this hectic

got off very early this morning to finish up my work before finally gave a farewell to my mom's 13 year old car... have been my great ally last year... following me to every customer.. had seen many things too...

i can't deny i really miss the car but it has to go and make way for the new car.. which i'm pretty exicited...

red riding hood.. seems like a name well fit :)

if everything goes well i will be giving it his first spin this thursday

many things had happen during the month of april... i don't even know where and how to start... sooner or later, however i don't want to say that now

i want to vent something else

"i seriously think, open is the best policy, always saying i try to twist and turn or not telling the truth, how can u not be open and just tell me staright??"

wait.. afraid of argument?? now u c how sometimes i try to avoid misunderstanding and argument as well??

enough or venting.. i feel better now, time to do my assignment

my second vent... *that i want to keep it to myself, i dont know how to start or where to start*

my partner in crime is getting his new ride too, saw the car he wants and already put down the deposit.. i'm so happy for him.. i have been dreading him to change that car for quite sometime now.. and better still.. he will put body kit for that car.. wow.. he is pimping it already

i lost my mood to write today.... there's a lot of things which is keeping me busy and i seriously hate to let this things bother me and affect my work for i know it will...

to pay off the car is really not easy task... and i need concentration doing it

if it's 500 bucks i understand it being easy but it's not 500 buck

seriously