jack of all trade

today has been pretty much an interesting evening.. i have trouble keep popping up.. like a crocodile laying eggs.. one by one it keep popping out.. the funny thing is that all this trouble eggs are pop by some idiot

i always knew it's through trouble that a person grew stronger... and business is a constant trouble shoot... but there r many times, many problems are avoidable..

there r too many idiots around... seriously.. they should check themself into the idiot hotel..

at this point of time, i have this idiot that is trying to push me off, unfortunately the only thing that will come off is my boot going up his ass~!

i stand up when my name is being call, while u can go home because u like to play with your monkey's ball.
telling people u have the standard of gold, the way i look at it u only know how to give people a good blow.

why don't u know your role.. and shut your mouth..

how true

wise man speak because they have something to say but fool because they just want to say something.

july 28

11.05pm now... have a long presentation today with end up fruitless.. crap~ i definetely not letting this slip off.. i'm closing this...

after the appointment.. i had dinner with a good friend of mine.. yea, a good friend of mine.. he is really kind enough to had dinner with me... we talked... as we're talking one of his friend went by him.. ok.. i don know what's wrong with this so call "friend" i won't really label him friend because his saying seems to be making fun of him...

now, there's a difference between arrogance and plain idiot when u make fun of someone.... that guy is just plain idiot... i don know how or why he don't stand up but then... i have learn this rule... in this world, there's many people.. and i meant a whole of people who tend to say stupid things that will make u upset or mad....

the best way to counter such problem is stay silent and smile... so whats the benefit of arguing back anf forth... he got a reason to say the things he wants to say.. he might say so just to put u down but then... he is stupid either way...

try this.. when someone say something nasty at your face... instead of getting mad try smile and stay silent... it really gives a diff point of view...

i am whatever u say i am if not why would u say i am.. a statement which come with a loud if not subtle meaning...

as we continue to have our dinner.. we saw an old guy.. selling tissue packet... he barely can walk but is still working to sell tissue... he could probably be 60 or over..

our topic change to that... my friend say he is pity for the old guy

don get me wrong but i don feel pity for the old guy at all... i feel bad but i don feel pity..

why.. u must be asking.... u see, this is my point.. if he work hard enough during his younger time, he won't be selling this at this age.... some say he got cheated, but come on... idiot got cheated while smart people, if got cheated always learn their lesson well and able to stand back up...

u probably be saying.. his children took all his money... then its his fault again... what kind of children did u raise that took away his parents money?? there is a lot of reason why he is selling napkins at this age.... others are all excuses.. i don know the story behind... there could probably be a strong reason why he is doing what he is doing now... but from what i saw, i just think he didn't work hard enough during his younger times....

i could be totally wrong... but it's merely my very own space of thought

the person i meet up with today for my appointment... opened her own beauty saloon when she is 27. her business is not doing good... but that simply because she already lost all her motivation to work... i find her to be pretty negative and lack of energy... he can't portrait her thoughts properly and fail to evaluate why things is happening the way it is for her business

she gave a whole lot of excuses on why it fail to live up to expectation... one of her "reason is that her saloon is at first floor" but does moving to ground floor give u a huge jump on income?? is walk n customer your targetted customer?? she then praise that i have the bravery to come out and start my own business at my age...

seriously... i'm considered a late boomer... some already a datuk at my age... i'm peanut compare to them...

she then continue saying how she wished that her brother can be more motivated... her brother is plain lazy and is not working...

this is my take.. in the world of course exist people like them so that there exist more successful people...

i read a blog today.. no offense.. seriously.. no offense

the blog is about a girl taking a shot at a guy try to portrait himself as mature and loving but then cheated on this girl. did not take her out for a date for a whole 9 months.. her next statement continue of such.. "do u think i'm stupid?" frankly... u r... because u let such event took place... u stayed at his place...

move in too quick and yet u din notice any difference... even if u did.. u let it happen and only call it off after 9 months?? u can say how much u love him or so... i know love is blind... i really do but girl.. u let it drag too long.. yes!! there r many player outside.... but if some girl r really smart and alert... do u really think the player will exist for long??

i know sometimes feeling is hard to control... despite many good men outside.. there r plenty of players outside too and why oh why.. fall for their sweet talk... u r experience and mature enough to know the difference between a sweet talk with the truth...

a guy could be just a waiter but so long as he is loyal and have ambition... hands down he will be a loving guy for u... just loyal alone will probably starve u.... he got to have ambition...

when we're young.. teachers taught us to write an essay called, my ambition.. if i were to asked u to write your ambition now.. can u write it?? not faking it but a real essay about your ambition.. if u can't write it out base on honesty... u r having problem...

it's not easy to find a loyal man nowadays... but there's plenty more from the way i look at it... i just don know why girls keep falling for the player trap then blame all guys r the same...

it really irritate me... just because one or two guy u met r players doesn't mean all are... just because one or two girl u met r bitches or sluts doesn't mean all of them are too...

one asked me if the world is ever fair... friend~!! life is never fair... the ruthless one always win.. it's survival of the fittest...

at this modern age... the player seems to be the fittest one..

anyway... honestly speaking, girl.. u really let it happen.. don blame him for he is only playing his player part.. u should have c it coming...

emotion should never overtake a person's mind... it's hard to do but it can be done.. i was once overtake by emotions and my god... i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can do nothing... it feel like crap and it's suicidal... it's really not easy to handle stupid emotions... i have yet to handle them but i hope to grow better...

it was said, when pray for strength, god does not give u strength but opportunity and endurance to make u stronger... when pray for rich... it give u opportunity and desire to succeed..

all this praying this is all law of attraction.. u keep telling yourself that every day, u r bound to attract it

but then.. i believe a person who believe at god is always a better person than a person who don't have faith....

till my next blog.... if my comment have offended anyone in anyway.. my appology, i have no such intention. i may have come in an indirect way but i don meant it. i'm just being blunt and open with my thought. my thought r always base on circumstances and never on selective individual.

till then.. signing off with a tiring day..

amateurs

amateurs, let me show u the right way to fly...

another top ten of the day

knowledge is power

stupidity does not equal to awesomeness

negativity does not equal to success

laziness does not equal to rich

we watch, read and learn to improve oneself. for present or future purpose

clarity is knowledge and knowledge is power

july 27

this is my blog and a place where i let my mind subtle.. this is the place where i speak my heart out and let my feelings known or heard... many might disagree or find what i wrote to be irritating if not with a pinch salt of arrogance in it...

but if i cant let it loose here.. where can i

i always tell myself when there's a problem arise.. always evaluate why such problem arises...

as once said, a group of sheep lead by a lion will defeat a group of lion that is lead by a sheep.. when a system fail the leader were to be blame.. so when something goes wrong, i always ask.. where did i go wrong...

i never expected to be understand.. but thats why we human learn to communicate... when an argument broke up between 2 individual... rather than let things stay stall.. it's always best to talk, trash and solve it

clarity is power, all books said so...

life is never fair.. thats what many say

i say when life gives u lemon, make lemonade out of it... there's good and bad in life.. how u view it will determine how u handle it

let me share with u blogamaniacs today on my little story

i had once gone through a turbulance in terms of relationship.. the feeling was one of the worst i had to endure... it was so bad... i can't even sleep... tears flow non-stop almost every other hour... not once but many times... i recall the whole situation and i asked myself... i never understand why i can lose to mr. magicboo

until one day i realize and understand the story of the fit dog and poor dog... the story of survival of the fittest... and the power of sweet talk...

but i believe at the law of attraction and i know.... if i put my heart, mind and soul to one thing.. i will never lose... the law didn't dissapoint me...

why would i bring such thing at such hour in this blog?? u c this is my point of view... unlike many... i don think negatively... i don think i can't do this or i can't achieve this

when i say i don need something, i rarely meant otherwise... when i say i want something, i'm pretty clear cut with what i want

i don take excuses, objection or negativity to bring me down for i know all this r that successful individual does not posses..

i have first hand view on what a successful look like and what does a self-made millionaire thinks like... i have meet adequate people to understand what does a good husband mean and have read adequate articles on what does survival of the fittest mean...

my philosophy have always revolve around this... for i believe this is what make a man great.. if man or human are born to be normal.. there won't exist in this world story of successful people and movies made out of their life... we r not meant to be normal but for greatness..

a quote once said clearly.. second place is the first place for loser.. it does matter u win by an inch or by a mile.. winning is winning.. it's through shit that adversity put u through that build character...

age is never a factor in determine u r mature or not.. so many ways to define mature.. if i am to be condemn then state it out why.. if u r lazy to say then don say it.. no, don even think about it.. think equal to work so if u r lazy then don even think about it..

people always like to give excuses especially the word.. i'm lazy.. please, have u not wake up from the fact that lazy people actually share the 20% of the world's wealth but the hardworking one are always on top?? if u tell me u never want to be the top then seriously.. there's either a problem with the education u had, the people u mix with or the things that u had learned.. people i know all want to be the top...

the people who i knew who don think big... is stuck at where he 30+ with a crappy job and a mountain of debt... no wife, no money, no career... yes, thats what i think..

by no money i mean by the time u reach 30 your bank is rolling with digits mount up to 6 digits, a wife and near the management level... or near

u don still stuck at executive level at age of 30+

i consider that as massive.. massive failure...

a person with 4.0 gpa and a person with 2.0 gpa does not show a person smart or stupid but rather hardworking or lazy... a person with income of 5k and a person with the income of 2k does not show a person smart or stupid but rather hardworking or lazy... nothing in this world comes without a price ot pay.. everything come with a price.. if u not willing to pay a price, u'll get nothing.. even education.. u have to pay to get it..

god give us brain.. so make full use of it... think smart and think hard

god give us eye.. so make full use of it.. look carefully and look forward

god give us hand.. so make full use of it.. work hard and hold on tight on the things u want

god give us leg.. so make full use of it.. stand firm and chase the things u want

mouth, heart, ear and everything else have a reason to why they r there.. so make full use of it.. seriously...

some say family is important, some say friends r important, some says money is important while other says sleep is important.... this is what i say.. u yourself, your mind and yourself is the single most important thing in the world... your mind determine where u stand, where u go and how u do your things... if u don make use of your mind.. then stop saying what is important.. for u don even know what is important... then u should evaluate why u don't know..

too lazy to think?? then u r born to feed the rich and smart... don feel bad.. thats what u r born to do then....

again.. this is where i let my thought known... and where i post my 2 cents... there's no right or wrong nor sensible or not sensible... no 2 person is the same in this world.. twins could be same physically but even so they don share the same thought or ideology...

so fire up if my thoughts r different from my many blogamaniacs outside.. i would love to share or listen to many other different thoughts too..

till then.. i hola u on my next hard to sleep late night blog..

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now is i'm yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me
All that that means
is neither of us is listening
and what's even worse
that we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'
fighting for
Nothin'
crying for
Nothin'
But we wont let it go for nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
mad at you
And i don't want you to go to bed
mad at me

And it gets me upset, girl
when your constantly accusing.
askin' questions like you've already known
We're fighting this war, baby
when both of us are losing.
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go.

what happened to workin' it out
We've fall into this place
where you ain't backin' down and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now...

It's all for nothing

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
and just how good it's gonna be
we can fuss and we can fight long as everythings allright between us...
before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

evaluation

how many people have the ability to evaluate what they do or what they say... how many ppl willing to take a step back and evaluate rather than just know how to blame other people... how many people willing to offer solution rather than raise questions or problems

somehow, someway along the line... there are times when things are merely a thought or an opinion..

how would a person perceive a criticism or a suggestion... how would u handle rejection or objection... how far would u go to show your determination??

there r many times i just have no clue what others r thinking but then we're human and thats what make us different.. so why don't just accept this fact that every individual have their own thinking and also philosophy..

top ten of the week

on the boat

as i jave finished my previous blog.. i start to list down the things i wanted to achieve now, by 30 and in this life..

thats some list over there but i'm happy at least i'm on track with some of it..

i know more can be achieve now that princess is on the boat.. :)

my 2 cents

9.27pm.. it's a tiring day today, with work piling up both at school and office... i woke up with puddle of water lying at the roadside... i'm happy.. the morning's air breeze through and i can smell the "just-after-rain" feel...

whats more excited than having breakfast with my princess... seeing her in the morning always gave me that special motivation to start off my day...

slightly after breakfast, i start working on my school's assignment.. i'm having lots of fun this term as i'm studying organization behaviour... it's not a tough course but rather a fun course... as sun peak on top of my house, i received a call... an urgent call to settle some problem that my customer is facing at this moment.

darn it... i was thinking of making myself a good lunch... i settle for a two piece strawberry bread and head off to my customer's place... problem settled and i'm off to another appointment...

the heat outside is crazy... and i really mean crazy hot... as i walked by i saw a refreshing soy bean drink... i parked aside and ran across the road for the drink... the first gulp was refreshing but before i got to swallow it... i nearly throw up... polis diraja is there giving me summon... i ran across.. but despite what i saw.. to no avail.. i was fine for simply park..

now.. i know it's less than 3 minutes of parking but a wrong parking is a wrong parking.. and i have to swallow the summon ticket.. crap!! i take this ticket as my motivation and i work my butt off to secure as many presentation as i can... i got a few calls... i knew i can make up for the loss...

after work and tutoring i went back home... after a shower i drop down to bed and there i was.. laying there for a good 2 hours before i was woken up by a bad dream.. it's a bad dream.. a dream that involve my lil princess

u c... to me... my princess really means a lot if not the world to me.. she has her version on wher she stand or where i stand but i can tell u... her version is the censor version and mine is the unrated, uncut version... lol.. thats what i think... i have a verse dedicate to my princess.. here it goes

"there's so much darkness in the world, but i c beauty left in u girl, and that's enough to let me know that everything will be alright, and this is all enough until the end of time"

anyway, i got this bad dream about my princess... i woke up, sit back... to realize it's only a bad dream... i shake my head... well, my princess... let everything aside, u r everything to me

i picked myself up and start working on my assignment when a call came in.. i start to get busy again... i got a proposal to open a beauty saloon.. i think, it's a good idea but definetely not a strong proposal as it don really generate the type of income i'm looking for.. furthermore... it could end up with me losing money every month to keep it going.. i prefer the F & B biz.. even naza group is doing it...

stock or share market is another option i'm seriously considering..

they say if u were to work, make sure u r enjoying or having fun with it.. i'm very happy at this moment i found what i want... i'm enjoying what i'm doing and having great time doing it.. thinking of new ideas and exploring new ideas everyday make me realize... there's a difference between a career and an occupation

i then got another call from my school mate.. we talked.. he describe me as a single-minded, self-motivating and get on to the task type of person.. interesting comment.. we talked more.. i've learned more of him during this conversation... a person with bright mind.. really bright mind.. he told me he plan to go for PHD and i have nothing but joy on his behalf.... he should.. knowledge know no boundaries and if u have the brain.. by all means.. go for it.. at least that's his ambition..

as i ran through articles on the net... i read this blog... this guy was ditch by his girl... he was extremely sad and find no energy on working... took a long leave and stayed at home.. he cried... he try to get her back but to no avail...

at the moment of reading the blog... i totally understand what he is going through.. i just don agree with what he is doing.. i know it sucks to get dump, and to get ignore feel even worse.. i so understand how he feel...

his blog continues.. it has been more than 2 months, i resigned from his job and is doing freelancing now... his motivation are gone.. he misses her a lot and keep wonder how she can move on so quickly...

i understand what he is going through and this is my take... life is never fair.. i don really know this blogger but seriously.. life is never fair... u misses her a lot, that i understand but have u really asked yourself what have u done to reaches to this point and what have u done to get her back??

if u don even know the answer to these question... u can continue to cry..

seriously.. what has happen to malaysian men... not applicable to everyone but to the very few that is surrounding me... they r either sissy-faggot, kid-in-adult-body-that-still-have-not-grow-up-espcially-with-silly-net-gaming, hotshot-wanna-be (yes, wanna be), or just playboy.

i understand about playboy thing, they have it everywhere.. i just don understand how come girls fall this trap and then blame all guys r the same... silly women with silly.. extremely silly thinking to generalize all guys r the same.. can i have 1 apple and generalize all apple r bad??

now let's talk about faggots... seriously.. these faggot r sissy as hell.. not only r they vain nd walk 1 one... they r soft and talk like one... trying to look good is 1 thing but trying to look good and eventually looking like a faggot is a massive failure

another thing which i notice.. is the hotshot wannabe.. this is what i notice when i went clubbing last week.. i saw many guys... walk and talk as if they r some kind of hotshot.. oh please... especially this dude.. got kinda brush by one of my friend during the club.. he gave this blood shot stare.. i mean come on.. u expect to go to a club and not get touch by anyone at all?? the rich and famous people that i met and knew never acted like hotshot but rather humble and down to earth type of person... so u r definetely not rich or famous... maybe rich wanna be..

july 23

there's this mosquitoe that is bugging me a lot... like a lot... i have to wake up to look for it... now since i'm up.. i decided to pen a few words

internet was down and slow for the past few weeks!! yes.. weeks.. i have trouble accessing to a lot of things on the net.. either man r getting too reliable on internet thing or simply internet is not fast enough here in malaysia..

now let's pen a few things... past few weeks have been tiring and bz for me.. have run a few roadshow and also promotion for customer.. i particular like the outcome of each promotion...

things is up and running.. i hope business can continue to pick up... i desperately need 3k every month to support "someone"

as said.. i came across a very nice phrase... this is what the article says.. "when i share with u something, u no longer will listen.. not because u have close your mind but your cup already full.. so y not u take another empty cup to fill what i'm sharing". i find this phrase to be very true... i did my own evaluation these few days...

ever wonder why some enterprenuer r more successful than other?? in this case.. let's take EPI... they have 49 franchise with boss as young as age 20. each and every individual are doing great to a certain level. now, what makes them great.. from what i see is how they think and how they motivate themself...

i meet with an epi boss today.. this is what she share with me... win or lose, determine what kind of mind set your mind is in....

secret to success, financial freedom, retire early, think like a millionaire, to be rich and famous... all these things... seriously.. form what i have learned and notice so far.. everything is mind over matter... it's just different term used to motivate individuals...

standing at this junction in my life.. at the age of 25... i think i'm slow in getting success... as song says.. come on.. it's serious now or never...

will u be the one that sit there and hope thing will get done that way or r u those type that walk the walk... many can say they walk the walk.. but can u really do it...money is not the most important thing in the world but your world definetely will look much better if u have money.. i don like to hold myself back...

i have clear cut objective and i by all means do whatever i can to reach my objectives.. everything in middle is only excuses or obstacle to me.. if i knew i can touch the moon.. i always go for the moon.. many says, don fly too high.. when u drop u will feel the pain and god always have a way to bring u back down to earth...

if i always think of the pain when i fell.. don say moon.. i won even reach 3 storey high.. life is not about falling down but about how u pick yourself up and keep going.. every fall make u stronger.. if u fell 1000 times and still fail to get back up, don give up because so long as u did not give up.. chances r always there...

life always unfair to the weak one.. it is afterall survival of the fittest.. the weak one is never u or my competitor but the fit ones.. because when the fit one grow stronger... u and me will get eliminated one day...

people who don have ambition always irritate me... i always look at this people and shake my head in total disbelief... knowing if not because of your parents, u have been eliminated long time ago... u don have to dream big but u definetely have to dream.. it's the dream and desire that get u places.. u don rely on other people to do that for u..

i knew a lot of people.. yes, a lot of people who only float in the middle of the ocean, some refuse help while some just don really care.. funny people.. anyway, it's really time to sit down and list down what u want and get going...

someone told me this before... "she told me she won't buy the machine, she don't need it" and guess what?? the deal was close when a demo wasn't even done.. so nothing is impossible.. it depends u want to get it done or not... u want to stay float in the middle or r u going to do something with your life... if u ask me to float in the middle.. i would rather kill myself.. waste time, waste resources..

thats my 2 cents for tonight.. talked about dream and ambition.. reach as far as u can reach...

as i said before.. sometimes it's really about taking the ball and just run with it... the outcome is better than u just sit there...

looking at beauty saloon that closes shop today, if the boss of such shop don evaluate and realize why the shop was closed and blame it on the customer... u r still sleeping... there's a reason and customer is never your problem.. u r the problem yourself..

high cost of living

Tokyo has knocked Moscow off the top spot as the world's most expensive city for expatriates, a survey suggests. The strengthening yen meant the Japanese capital now had the highest cost of living, followed by Osaka, said data firm Mercer.

That's number 1 and 2 most expensive city in the world.. thats crazy japanese...

top ten of the week...

lies women tell

1)"I'm not mad at you."

Oh, yes she is. Don't think you're getting off that easily. This lie is one of the most frequently used in relationships. Typically, women who have been hurt by men in their lives -- often inadvertently -- use this phrase as an emotional defense. For example, if a guy forgets his girlfriend's birthday, calls her by his ex's name or commits any of the other minor screwups that most men do on a daily basis, women usually can't just let it go. They dwell on it, letting worries whittle away normal feelings of well-being like a dog gnaws on a bone.

Instead of admitting that she's actually quite hurt by his relatively minor offense, the woman will halfheartedly pretend that she doesn't care at all. In reality, she does care, very much so, but doesn't want to look too anal-retentive or bitchy about it, so she puts up the flimsiest of facades to indicate otherwise and tells one of the five lies all women tell.

Lie radar: This lie is extremely easy to pick up on because women barely bother to hide their irritation in this situation. As unfair as it may seem, they basically want men to read their minds and learn that, in this case, "No, I'm not angry" actually means "I am shooting invisible hate laser beams at you right now, please pick up on it." Excessive eye rolling, mean tones and passive-aggressive behavior in general are dead giveaways.

What you should do: Save yourself some time and headaches later on by calling her on her real feelings and discussing why she's so angry.

2)"I'm just not ready for a boyfriend right now."

Once again, this statement is almost always false, although at least it's told with the best intentions, in order to soften rejection. It might be followed by an additional excuse such as: "I just came out of a bad relationship, and I don't want to be hurt again," or "I'm just too busy with my career right now to have a boyfriend." The truth is, if the woman is single and at all interested in you, she will certainly make the time to date you. It's that simple.

Lie radar: Does she seem uncomfortable, avoid eye contact, talk too much, and come up with numerous excuses? Liar, liar, miniskirt on fire.

What you should do: Let it go. Don't bother letting her know that you see through it. Take the easy way out by pretending you believe her for your own personal dignity, and just walk away.

3)"I don't mind picking up the tab tonight; you always pay anyway."

Not true. Although this lie doesn't apply to all women, most still do expect men to pay for things, especially if the man asked them out in the first place. They will secretly think that the guy is cheap if he wriggles out of the bill on a regular basis. Men should always at least offer to pay for dinner if they have asked the woman out. If she protests vigorously , then go Dutch; if she just protests casually, she's only doing it out of politeness -- so pay for it.

Lie radar: If she says: "Oh, I'll cover this," but doesn't even make the motion of rooting around in her purse for her wallet, it means that she has no real intention of paying.

What you should do: Dude, just go to the date fully prepared to pay for the whole shebang. In later stages of the relationship, you can work out a fair way to determine who treats who when, but in the early, critical dating stages, don't risk looking cheap.

4)"I don't mind if you go drinking at the bar with the boys."

Wow, you have the coolest girlfriend ever! Not quite. If this one sounds too good to be true, that's because it is. Word to the wise: Virtually all women mind when their men go out and act end up doing something else. It's only a question of how much they mind.

This one of the lies women tell is very similar to lie No. 1, in that it is another fib that only comes up in relationships and is told by women to make themselves seem less pathetically needy. In general, women are extremely wary of their boyfriends. Also, they hate to feel second best to a boys' night out. In this case, she's either telling one of the lies all women tell to save face or to test you.

For the same reasons, they are also lying when they say they don't mind you checking out other women in front of them.

Lie radar: This lie is usually a little bit more artfully concealed than the first because it's a little bit more pathetic to own up to one's insecurity. It's best to just always assume that this statement is a lie.

What you should do: You're probably better off just not going. Ask yourself: Are two hours of bare booty worth weeks, even months, of bitchy comments?

Sometimes she's only fibbing a bit to protect her own feelings or yours. Sometimes her motives are less laudable, like lying to cover her tracks. Whatever the case, certain lies occur much more frequently than others. It's up to you to learn the lies all women tell, and how to handle them.

Little white lies are part of being human. They are a legitimate means to an end, and they are neither right nor wrong. Being aware of the white lies women tell can help you decipher where you stand, and what she really means. But just be aware. Women love men for their differences, and even though they may complain about it, frankness and honesty are generally always appreciated. 2 words usually save a lot of things. "Yes, dear.”

second chances

Every day a person wakes up is a second chance.

If things in life aren’t going so well you might want to ask yourself: "How many second chances is it going to take to get things right again."

Just because things didn’t go right today doesn’t mean you should give up. Tomorrow you’ll get another second chance to make things right again.

Never give up. If you keep trying, the odds are in your favor to get it right eventually, and then you’ll be glad you didn’t give up.

superman in making

superman in making.. lol

july 8

front of the star paper talks about ex-MB with a house worth somewhat around 24 million..

as i read the papers.. it stated.. khir toyo is a dentist before and there's no way he can afford such house.. even as a MB.. there's no way he has such funding to get the house...

of course he cant buy the house if he's a dentist.. thats y he became an assemblyman...

this is my opinion

do u know how much effort he put in and hardship he have to go through before he became a MB?? he is a smart guy. he knew what he wants and he went all out to get what he wants.. of course it's corruption and all but he's the MB...

seriously... corruption or no corruption.. it really shows if u want something... despite hardship, u'll eventually get what u want..

i don agree he corrupted such figure but what i can learn from him is.. this man got the will of steel.. network himself properly and work hard to get where he is...

sitting on swings, playing net game, blowing water, smoking pot, and doing monkey dance suffling definetely won't get u there...

i am strong

I welcome challenge and fair competition. Believe in me. I can do anything...

the slogan.. appearance are skin deep.. look deeper... inspiring!!

july 7

i like the current weather so much... so wow.. it's not hot.. it's windy.. it's cooling and best of all... it rains!!! i enjoy raining so much... :D

talked over the phone last night with my partner till the wee hours... was so darn tired the next day... and the funny part is i totally forgot about tutoring.. crap!!

went to have steamboat/hot pot with my friend after the tutoring.. we talked a lot.. do some catching up... he just brought a house at the peak.. yea.. "brought" lol.. but yea.. congrats!! we talked a lot on businesses as well... he shared some of his view... to be frank.. i understand where he coming from but to me... his statement seems superficial... i have been indulge myself as of late with many many business ideas and project....

as we r having our dinner... he met with his old friend, a guy that he said earns around 10K every month... of course he said.. there's nothing to be jealous about.. he worked his ass off... he deserve it... i don know about him or anyone but i'm really jealous.... i read an article that once said.. we have no control of what is put beneath is.. if we're born in the land of stones, we have to make a statue out of it, if we're born in the land of fire, we'll make barbeque out of it but we have no control over what is beneath is... we however r bless with the same thing between our ears... someone make good use of it while some don't.. it's how much we willing to use it that determine how high we'll go...

seriously... we're all humans... if someone can earn bug bucks why can't we??

as i was driving home after the dinner.. i turn to the BFM.. i really enjoy the interview they have there... they interview a successful doctor who practices psychiatric.. he share with us on how to talk to other ppl.. instead of keep saying u, he says.. says ME or I... every wording that have the word U will make other party more defensive... for example... "u r wrong" can be said "i think the the situation could have a more positive impact if... "

he also said that using the word and to replace the word but.. for example.. "u r right but.. " instead, it can be said "i agree with you and feel the situation can improve more remarkably if.... "

what do u think??

he then continue as saying the three yes from customer... the serenity quote... the law of attraction... the methodology of self-belief... the clarity is knowledge and knowledge is power statement... and also the evaluation theory...

honestly speaking... do u really need a doctorate degree to understand all that?? i don put it as common sense but it's something really basic.... for this interview... i'm fairly dissapointed.. please do say something which i haven't heard of...

i mean come on.. lol.. it's like u're telling me kancil is of perodua production

he then continue... oh yea.. yes.. i continue listening to the interview through the net and though it's something i heard of, i want to listen more just to c if there's omething more to it.. anyway this is what he say....

A is equal to B, B is equal to C... A does not really equal to C... very simple... cat is mammal, dog is a mammal but cat does not equal to a dog... both true statement does not equal to a true conclusion... it depends very much on the premises and logic application behind it...

logic reasoning... is how he conclude his closing... u reason with logic and a reasonable premise...

seriously, a degree holder can deliver such "magnificant"statement.. u must be some kind of doctorate holder.. i begin to wonder if it's from university of honolulu or instant-graduate university...

yada-yada...

my buddy IM me from canada yesterday.. i was happy talking to him.. we shared a lot too... haven talked to him for ages... he said i've changed a lot.. i do not know if it's a good thing or a bad thing but if i'm still the same as who i am 3 years ago.. i'm in deep shit trouble.. we grew, we learned new things and we do change.. some funny statement..

sure i agree there r times not many people understand what's going on in my head but it's partically normal because u're not me and unless u take time to study or understand.. maybe u will know why i do the thing i do.. sometimes by judging someone.. u can hell learn a lot from that individual..

sometimes when u look at a fail product, a successful product or individual.. u can learned a lot... to evaluate why certain things fail or success... will elevate u to a certain degree as well.. life is a life-long-study thing... we have to constantly stud and read to be successful...

i knew there's always ppl who like to say silly or retarded things to pull u down or make u lose your confidence... if u're not up to the challenges then as the song goes... "if u ain't got no money then take your broke ass home"

have u heard of the song by r.kelly called the world's greatest?? the chorus is inspiring.. listen to it before u start your day... and of course if fanyone ask u who r u.. stand up tall, look at his face and says.. i'm the world's greatest

everyone is elevating and climbing up the ladder... where r u?? if u're not.. then it's time my blogamaniacs.. to up your A game and tell those that who don't to go fly kite...

i speak to one friend yesterday.. she's doing this MLM thing.. i listened... she bring me to meet with the founder of the MLM group.. the founder showed me that she is driving this BMW.. apparently very proud of it... it's a brand new car i can see but... it's only a 320i.. seriously.. that's not something proud.... u tell me how great driving the car... i know u r playing the feeling game but come on... a 320i?? it's better than any japanese car but have u even try driving the 5 series?? seriously... u must have fell and knock your head real bad if u think by driving the 320i is something grand...

anyway... something really sad happen yesterday... as i was driving back home after meeting an old friend of mine... along jalan kuching... u c.. i was driving.. doing my own thing... the car in front of me suddenly sway to the left.. i was wondering.. why would it sway to the left.. little i knew.. in the middle there lies a cat.... i was shock... i sway to the left too... but darn!! i knew i hit something... it was alive when the accident happen...

i'm a cat killer...

lord have mercy....

O

I know you heard men say it
Time and time again
That they would rock your world
And change your life
But I can’t blame them
Cause you make them wanna get involved
Wanna get the drawers
Well I’m gone put my bid in
And get at you
No disrespect but I want it bad as they do
The only difference is
they look out for themselves
But I’m doin’ it just to hear you yell..yeah

Girl come on over and
Let’s get this thing crackin’
You’ll be surprised when
You see what O’s I’m packin’
Cause I’m young but I’m ready
Try to get hot and heavy
Turn you out if you let me
Girl I’m gone take you
Somewhere that never been
Show you some things that
Make you wanna show your friends
Have you so weak that you
Can’t even say a thing

Girl I work my way from A
All the way to Z
But trust me baby girl
O is where you wanna be
Couldn’t believe me when I tell you
I’m not trying to tell you what to do
Cause when it’s said and done
The choice ain’t mine it’s really up to you
Just say yes don’t fix your mouth

gone too soon

Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And SparklyAnd Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

july 3

it's one of those sleepless night.... i gaze up into the sky... there ain't many stars tonight... hot air.. a lot...

durian season is on.... i always like durian but very unfortunate... i can't have any... whenever i had one.. i will fall sick... weak ass... can smell, can look but cannot eat...

night breeze through the window... i saw a cat walk past the dark alley... we share the same feelings tonight cat....

i want to know, whoever told u i was letting go..

who would sit down and listen to me talk this time round.... u didn't even seems want to know...

as lean back and listen to my all time favourite song.... do u remember which is my favourite song??

i play the song over and over... let it accompany me tonight.....

u got it bad.........

speechless

thought that counts... isn't it??

i'm speechless at this moment...

fall from grace

fall from grace?? it was never a graceful move.. cheater who choose the dead road will have to face the consequences sooner or later.. it was never fall from grace... it's karma, what goes around come around

have a talk with a friend of mine today.. he is doing his master in computer science now.. he told me what a failure of a person he is.. he never success in getting the girl he wants... now, evaluating his situation and position is a good sign of improvement... he continue by saying how his friends who knew how to sweet talk gets all the girls... this is my reply.. my personal point of view

yes, nice guy always finish last but nice guy with quality always wins in the end.. those dude that knew how to sweet talk gets all the ladies.. but they won't last... these type of guys nothing to admire about.. so they get the girl... how long can they maintain it and let's say they get married... how far can he go with sweet talk... he's married...

seriously..

feel bad for the girl?? come on.. the girl make her own decision.. how to feel bad.. ask why the chick so dumb to fall for such thing?? practically speaking... i don really care... them being stupid is their problem... i'm a very selfish individual who concern how i perform and what i do rather than think about why them being stupid....

of course it's a different situation if that girl is someone u really like... my blogamaniacs.. i understand but seriously... what can u do... it's a game of survival of the fittest... that dude must be fitter than u in some sense that's y u lose out... so long as u're the fittest of them all.. there's no way u will lose... no way...

be it career or relationship... it's always darwin theory.. survival of the fittest...

i talked to another friend today.. she kinda find out that his so call "bf" is cheating on her.. i at the moment do not know what to say.. it is afterall a problem between themself... and i am afterall a third party who happen to listen her problems..

i'm not cold blooded but i don think i'm in position to tell the girl what to do... she should know what to do... i can tell her if i'm her what i would do..

just like what i said above... how to wake her up if she don't know when or why to wake up... if she doesn't know how to protect herself.. who am i to protect her... as a friend?? thats only that much i can do... a guy lending help to a girl too much will just make her current gf jealous... vice versa...

am i a jealous guy?? i am but i am very understanding as well... yea, complimenting myself but i believe i am an understanding partner..

i'm however stuborn in my very own way but i have a reason on why i'm being stuborn on certain issues... just because some ppl have a close mind, not willing to listen, don't spend time to listen, or just don't undestand... doesn't mean what i'm doing is wrong...

a book once said, right or wrong is always detemine by the individual itself... law is to govern the society in making sure chaos does not break out or life been taken away...

speaking of life... ppl die everyday here in malaysia due to robbery or whatever stupid reason which could be prevented...

anyway i agree u have your view and i have mine but isn't it always better to respect each others view... and share each others view?? just because ppl think differently, doesn't mean that person is arrogant or stupid

link back to my story above, stupid is by our interpretation... that person might not think so... so i say... let it be... just by listening is already probably one of the best option...