september 30

3.37pm now... ok, what am i doing with blog at this time of time.... class do not start till 4.30.. and since i have finish my work by around 3.. i stop by a nearby cyber cafe to go online

i think it's great place... they have a/c there and u can go online... only thing i don really like is that it's very noisy... ppl screaming and swearing... aside from the smoking thing...

it's funny... i c ppl swearing over a silly online game... lol... they have a lot of free time playing game.. maybe they r having holiday or they r like me.. waiting for appointment...

there is this song sung by dan hill called sometimes when we touch.. i really like this song...

lol, the song accompany me to sleep many many of those sleepless night

last night was particular hard... i have a hard time sleeping... why u asked...

it's just how things unfold itself... i don have much complain nor a grand speech to it.. who am i to judge someone on what he/she say or do as i'm just beginning to see the real u...

of course i have trouble waking up this morning as i barely have sleep last night... call keep pouring in somewhat after 9am... it was so noisy, i turn it into silent mode... by the time i'm all ready, i realize.. crap~! there's 13 missed call..

whats up with it all..

just as i have finished with everything.. i'm beginning to feel the exhaustion... 2 night of no sleep is definetely no joke.. of course i have gone through a week of only few hours of sleep... prior of exam but this time... i'm just tired...

could be due to a lot of reason

i meet up with a supplier today, we shared a lot of information... by listening to her, makes me understand more on how other competitors operate

but the interesting is that she is from minnesota which is veyr close to winnipeg.. we laugh about our -54 winter... how hard it is to adjust to the warm KL weather... Haha~ good times...

as i was finishing the whole meeting and about to leave... i meet a familiar faces...

as time is drawing close, i will tell this story on my next blog...

till then.

cheers and live happily.. it's our life and we should take command of it... u only live once and there's noway u should lead a crappy life... it's now or never, we're not going to live forever... sometimes life tend to kick us down but thats life.. to give us some bitter pill everyr\ now and then to tell us we r alive.. i came across this quote... if we all live happily we will all be under the gravestone by now.... i couldn't have agree more

my two cents

feeling

i'm beyond tired... thanks to someone, i need to stay up until 4 in the morning to pick him up... and also thanks to someone, i have to wake up as early as 8 to deliver things...

now i'm beyond exhaustion... oh, where's that familar comfort...

it's 6.15pm here... i don even feel like having dinner... i just want to crash and have a good rest

i took a quiz yesterday... send by a good friend of mine... oh, the result was apparently very interesting.. lol especially the rose thing

check this out.... when u meet your gf... will u give her 20 of red roses, white roses or combination.... the answer was interesting

if a guy give 20 red roses meaning he is willing to give it all
if the guy give 20 white roses meaning he expect more from the girl
if it's 10 white rose and 10 red rose.. he expect a fair amount of love giving...

interesting enough.... what colour of roses will u give??

it's raining heavily now... oh, got to be careful... the road is slippery...

there have been many disagreement before as well as agreement... we used to agree on a many common ground but also argue and disagree over many other grounds as well...

a friend told me a long story before he left to melbourne... i listen... another friend then drop me a quote... this is what he say

to win the actor oscar award, u first need to learn how to act.

a short yet simple quote but in it has deep meaning to it. what have u derive from it??

let me share with u a story.... couple months back i make a decision.. so important and vital, it changes the way i'm going to live my life... i thought to myself.. oh, this is it.. i'm done with it and i'm very glad with the decision...

anticipation was there although i'm pretty nervous to be honest... but nevertheless... i began to notice how others do it and how i want to do mine... i have mine plan out... it's going to be different and definetely memorable... to say the least, i couldn't wait... although i knew the burden will get heavy but i couldn't wait

one thing lead to another... hiccups which visit every now and then.. gave me a visit... i did not do a good job on welcoming the hiccup.. so when it came... it rock the very foundation....

embarass?? no.... i tasted worst
hurt my ego?? no.. i tasted worst too
scared?? no, surely i have been through worst
helpless?? nope.. i always believe impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible so long as u pt your will and heart into it

sad... yes, though i have been worst, this is just different

*sigh*

oh..... world is full of crap..

love without talking

din do much work today... i went by a lot of places...

i drop by at fullhouse cafe today... i went in and order a drink... fullhouse cafe was a memorable place for me... no, silly... nothing really big happen there before but what have occur there bring deep meaning to me... i remember i brought a shirt at that cafe before... it simply called.. lost and found

how many lost and found have u been through before... what have u lost that can't be found....

i then watch a re-run of the ugly truth...

there's a scene where the girl asked the boy.. "so who is that girl who make such impact in u"

a friend asked me today, how ife is treating u so far... i smirk... i din reply...

sometimes, there is a thing called love without talking

september 28

this is tough shit................

september 27

*day 01-day one went by with emptiness in it. day was torridly cold to start of with. i didn't do a good job today, i give myself 40 marks. fail. yes. i went to c my grandma today, also have dinner with her. actually i have something plan for tonight, somehow the plan did not work out. i'm going to have another swollen eye tomorrow.. Haha.... hemm..... i don know what tomorow will bring me. i'm beyond lost. yes i'm weak... hemmm..... one of those night.. oh wait, i forsee this night will continue for many nights to come... it's really tough... but i'm really exhausted... i put this at 30 marks, not even 40 for today...*

hem, had an interesting class today with only 10 people coming, i dont know where did others went... dinner was follow by a yum char session while watching football.. din get to watch much football, have not meet this friend for quite sometime and we exchange a lot of things... i listen and he listen.... we talked for a near 4 hours and its all about work... i guess i got nothing much to share except work... i wanted to talk so much on other things but i don think he wanted to listen nor does it matter too much to him... i hold back on that topic

i reached home and brush my teeth, as i jump into bed, i hold up my phone for a very very long time... there r many probably, questions, assumption,anticipation as well as hesitation.

hahaha... hemmm

i send a short msg... i roll on my bes for a long time, i couldn't sleep... i decided to blog

i came across a quote, before an actor to be awarded the best actor award he should learn how to act. before a person can run, he have to first learn to walk and at times fall

serenity prayers

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

all out of love

i have this song running through my mind....

let me share with u guys a little about love

it had me believe that tommorow is always brigther and always a day to look forward
sometimes it people got tired and forget the core competency of love

i talked to a person today.... that person said.. oh wow, how cool it is to be u...
Haha~!!
please... life to me is always unfair and hard... i enjoy but at the same time hate it as well...
work is stressful
love is complicated

yea, stay in the jungle u say...........

i remember the night when i have this arrangement in sunway hotel restaurant... the night where i tremble the most to say the least... each word that was utter, bring joyful tears to myself....

u think it's easy to undergo what i'm undergoing now??

actually i wanted to upload a powerpoint slide for u guys to c.. very unfortunate blogspot don allow me to... i even have this song i wanted to upload but then again.. i can't..

i'm going to put a dot for the moment tonight

more to write the next day..... i'm seriously exhausted and tired

haiya!!

i'm listening to this SHE song called always on my mind at this moment... i remember this is the very first SHE song that was introduce to me by a friend of mine at that time.. listening to it brings back many many memories... fun and happy one

i still have vivid images of it... i remember it used to be really cold back in winter time in canada... and while i am new there, i don't have many friends.. i resort to make a lot of really good and nice net friends... we have this daily YM chat where we chat throughout a few hours daily...

i know friends r important but when times really comes... how many really stand by... some called me a realist... but i believe friend only need a few... is more than enough.. few friends that will be there when u r at your lowest...

11.03 now.. so many more things to handle... i think i better continue and blog in a later hour... till my next blog... cya!

the apprentice

have u guys watch the show the apprentice? i was looking at it through youtube... task given every week is simple... organize the most successful event in a day or collect the highest fund in a given day

i agree when such quote was say.. in business, it's consider success on how much money u make at the shortest time, u want goodwill u go do charity

i couldn't have agree more

it's a horrendous day for me... it was... tutoring centre finally start operating.. oh my, the work is horrendous mounting... it's so not easy to manage one, not as easy as i thought it would be.. looking at the task, i'm bewilded... oh crap

then came TBE... so i was able to close a deal today which is a happy thing... at the same time i got few good contacts in between... everything seems to be doing well and fine until night came

i had many talks with a few too many individual... of which few of them did not end up well...

i always have this concept... u want an apple?? i'll give u an apple... so long as u have an apple and u did not die, sick or get in trouble with that apple.. u don't have to worry how i get that apple...

y ask so many question asked on that apple?? why never u asked why do u need an apple for..

by the way, i came across this exception interesting story...

A said to B stating A only have diploma while B have degree and u don't need degree to earn big money

i agree as seen in bill gates, donald trump and many more others...

but this statement is totally funny... like really funny... so u're going to tell this to your kids?? and not encourage him/her to study?? u c... if u can't get a degree then u don't come up with silly statement saying u don't need degree to earn more money...

people knew degree do not give u that cutting edge to earn more but it's a known fact that knowledge is important... life is a constant learning thing... furthermore a degree can move u up the ladder.. thats y ppl need MBA unless u r working by yourself... if u r working under someone... please, review that statement...

betul betul funny... by the way, bill gates were admitted to harvard, bush drop out from yale.. they r from ivy league school.. not funny college with funny degree... u want funny u go to clown schools where u learn how to be clown not by giving funny statement

i remember ack at those days when my result was not that great... my dad told me.. "son, u don't need good marks to earn money, but good marks show that u work hard on your studies and this is the trait u should have"

i used to believe in study smart, spotting questions and study what is needed... back in my college and first year university.. i never did great... it is then i began to study hard.. and understand that it is through hardwork goals achieved

when i start to work, i realized, apart from work hard... it's through working smart one gets further... i began to evaluate... why some people r at the position they r at while others r not... i began to read many articles and stories... i try to learn from successful bosses and not managers... i c at diff level, each share the same trait

i use to have a manager... he's around 40+ is i'm not wrong... seriously he got yell at and work like dog while driving a toyota wish whereby the boss although work like dog too, get to have holiday from japan to italy to spain.... at the same time he is driving this BMW 7 series...

i began to look and evaluate...

seriously... both r almost the same age.. i don't know about u but i certainly don't want to be that manager...

i got a statement tonight saying i am too money minded

i have live some pretty poor life, although i chose that path... i don't want to go back to that life...

u can't compare....

i have known few individual who work hard, don't earn much yet have to support family with huge sum of money every month... i also know individual who have to worry about their meal every day.... i also have seen people work like dog just to earn that extra 100 ringgit...

how can watermelon understand durian when one grew on ground while the later grew on tree.... never even expect they both to understand but at least know that each is different.... my belief, there's no right or wrong in this world but rather how u preceive as right or wrong... so long as nobody is hurt then it's all good

people keep telling me about their belief, what?? nobody in the end want to listen to my belief?? stating mine is so wrong... i didn't even say yours r wrong... call me straight but this individual keep telling me her ethics and belief... if u r so right, u already taught some really good children and not rebellious child...

my thinking could be a bit funny too but i very much know... business is business, personal is personal and that education is important... just because u have a PHD does not mean u can look down on others who doesn't and just because u don't have a PHD, it's because u don work hard enough....

seriously... for student or working life... work or study hard... there's a reason why some fail some past with flying colours, why some r rich while some r poor... just because u r lazy to evaluate does not mean u don't have such ability...

haven't u heard early birds gets the worm?? if it is to be it's up to me??

my rant

u think business world is easy?? it's the industry for the cunning... thats y i said.. i'm tired.. mentally... stating i never listen... what?? who then listen to me... and when nobody listen i rant it here... then say i write silly things.... oh other ppl can say silly things, can write silly things.. then when i have my rant, i have to eat them all up??

life all in all is hard, i know... so seriously, u inflict it upon me... i don really care...

september 21

oh.. what a raya festival i have... i din really celebrate it nor did i do anything out of ordinary... somehow along the line.. i get to go shopping.. oh yea.. shopping

it seems like once upon a time since the last time i go shopping... i was looking around shops and what they r offering.. it's window shopping... din buy myself anything.. tiring but nevertheless a very fun outing..

i also went to this skytrek thing (i'm not even sure if the spelling is correct).. ok, it's funny and silly that i went to this little adventure, yea.. laugh.. i however enjoy the whole outing..

a holiday that i truly enjoy... i never really get to rest or have much outing during weekends due to work and also studies.. thus to have such thing going on at this weekend.. really throw my stess away for a moment there...

as i was going for this shopping i notice how "rich" people shop and OMG, r they living the awesome life.... i told many times to many people money is really that important.. u need money to live like king.... and i will be damn if i don at least do my best to reach that pinacle

seriously, living poor is so pathetic... many seriously don agree with my athics but somehow there aren't much choices

i talked to a friend the other day and told him how much i wanted to finish my MBA, she replied, if u hate MBA so much, then how do u plan to do PHD? to be honest i do have the intention of doing a doctorate degree.. not that i hate my MBA but i prefer a research base program more..

i don't hate books, just that sometimes there r things which i don like reading.. for one, i don't prefer accounts... oh crap, speaking of MBA, i suppose to head down to their office to collect my result sheet as well as register for next class

crap!

truly a degree don't really prepare u for anything in the real world.... it however make u think more rational and able to work hard as an individual.... to look back at what i want to achieve, i realize i'm behind a few schedule.... i really need to make time count and make this life... a successful one

yes, i have my own definition of success... i also have my own definition of independent.... disagree with me as u may but i believe if u have your own hand, feet and brain then please... make good use of it

i hate people who come up to me, throw question or problem without a solution

or when a task is past over, nothing is achieve....

stupid........

it's one person's ability to troubleshoot a problem that make him success or rich... i hate everytime i meet people who r too lazy to use their brain.... honestly, nothing is really that hard if u put your brain and hardwork into it... nothing

one quote said, if u r not fast enough u r the food..

how true...

september 17

oh my god... finally i able to use the internet again... after like how many weeks of can't log into the net...

i'm beyond excited... no serious... no more visitting the cyber cafe... borrow this and that... oh u have no clue how happy i am..

day past... exam finally over.. the stress is over and now anxiety awaits... oh my.. the exam is seriously not that hard and if i have study harder.. i'm sure i could do it better...

nothing really much happen through out the whole week... have been really busy with work lately...

i couldn't be happier with the rate that i'm going right now.. i really enjoy what i'm doing and if things fall on how i want it to be... i'll be getting that dusun that i have yearn for in the near future

haha

what dusun u must be asking.. orchard to be precise.. yea yea, it's a direct translation but i have always wanted to have a fruit orchard.. many might not know but i remember... when i was at a younger age... me and my cousin visited this durian orchard.. oh my!! we have such a fun time picking up durians, there's a fishing pond over there too... it was so much fun... i know it's expensive to own 1 but i have always wanted my own fruit orchard.. or a strawberry farm.. that would be cool too..

time passes by... i'm finally in the second phase of my career... expanding and stabilizing.. as eagerly awaits... i'm setting my foot into the advertising industry... a totally new industry which i have little clue of whats going on... but nevertheless.. an industry which again i can let my creative side take control

i don really like rigidity and is never the follow the rules type of person.. work is work.. i know but i understand to not take the fun out from it... sometimes u need to have fun while doing work... i enjoy my flexibility and the fun in it.. :D

talked to a few friend last few days and realize.. oh crap, people r getting married... and it's happening right in front of me... i'm so happy for them..

many say too early, while some say too soon

this is what i think

nothing is too early or too soon... u know when its time

i also came across a quote yesterday... this is how it says

some dream of success while others wake up and work hard on it

this to say there's no short cut to success.. there's always sacrifice.. there's always a price to pay to be successful, it just depends what kind of price r we talking about..

a friend of me asked... "i really wanted to start my own business but the capital is too huge" i don really understand what she meant by huge but i know there's always penny lose pound gain.. no pound will be gain if no penny r lost... thats for sure

have been looking at some investment plan as of late... nothing interest me.. like literally nothing.. but check this out... this person introduce this funny plan to me... this is how it goes

u pay 4,500 for 5 years supposingly which come up to 22,500. u will get a return of around 24,000 so meaning by investing 22,500 u will get back 46,500 but in 25 years time... of course it's a better plan if u compare it with fix deposit but come on.. 25 years??

let's not say 25 years... i even think 15 years is too long

spare me the pain of saying it's more than 100% return...

this is always my take in whatever i'm doing... if it can give u a more than 100% return meaning that company alreayd make much more with your money... y make other people rich with your money??

sure, who don't want to earn more and be their own boss but what if business fail and end up being the losing end.... to be honest, i have seen people fall from grace and being at the wrong end but at the same time i have seen people getting really rich too... i always believe all business is the same.. the system could differ slightly but the core principle is the same

just like life

there's liability and asset, it's lowering liability and increase asset that one increase it's networth... its the same ball game.. investment and platform grow u, spending and leisure shrink u

time began to fly and i start to know what i want in life... no, not about living rich, or goals... but rather how i want to live my life when i grew older...

orchard does sound like an awesome life.... life seems too fast to me at the moment.. i want to go for some peace and slower life... and no, i'm not going back to working for someone.. my creativity, ideas, system and hardwork r copyright of jest

i don work for u and help u earn that money.. u want it u better start using your brain...

selfish??

i just know my asset.. i don study half dead and pay so much on my education so that other ppl can benefit from it... for this i could sound selfish and proud but i really hate show stopper wanna be... or hotshot wanna be when there's empty inside

as of late the world is getting a bit crazy... i c an acturial graduate work as insurance agent while some computer design thing go and be a teacher... stupid people getting rich and smart ppl work their ass off... oh the world is getting crazy day by day...

stupid ass

i really really hate talking to stupid people... like literally.. i hate talking to them... they always seems to not understand what does respect means and always seems to talk without using their brain.. yes!! their brain

their conversation is hollow, and their content r stupid...

ok so u do give good stimulating conversation at times but to me, when u gave a statement.. u have to be ready to back your statement up.. if u can't then please.. don't talk~!! u look down right stupid

i am not smart but hey... if the not smart me can think u r stupid then u definetely... stupid~!!

fuh~!! ok... enough of the rant

internet is seriously stupid... i have no clue as of why i can't get on to the internet these few days... how do i get on now?? yea.. cybercafe... in a unique way.. there is a need of cybercafe... yea..

work starting to pile up.. i meet up with few people during these last few days... i'm very glad with the opportunity that seems to be opening up to me...

there's a girl out there that told me the other day.. that i could probably be thinking too huge.. too large but i know it's through thinking big, one can grow big.. actually some would say.. earn so much in this life for what?? can't bring to next life...

leave for children??

well... to be honest... i'm more into wanting to leave a legacy... to build an empire... i don think it's that grand or special but i want to make use of my life... to fully ultilize resources and brain.. to wanting to do what i want to do... to be creative and if.. with god will... one day i will live without having need to trouble myself with the financial thing anymore...

lately i realize there r some people giving me this shit face... u know... seriously.. if u want to hate then u go ahead and hate... if u want to give shit face then u go ahead... i hate this but i don think i can do much... yea bear with it... i always tell myself..

thats y their education level is just like that... funny how sometimes people who tend to study a lot also act stupid... trap in your own world.. no wonder u don't know what's going on in the world..

september 06

it's the day of the time again where i drop my 2 cents..

it has been a tiring yet frustrating day.. stressful too.. words can't really describe much.. internet is down at the moment thus to check my mails and everythign, i have to subjected a nearby cyber cafe.. which is crappy.. the whole cyber cafe is full packed with little boys... screaming and yelling..

luckily yff is not on at the moment..

many things r going on and i just feel tired on saying it today.. will definetely say or share more on some other day..

life is a bitch and i can so feel how bitchy life can be...

i just want a quiet and peaceful life... at least for the moment..

sepet

i had my hair cut short the other day... i want something different... a better different start?? i don know if it will be for better or for worse.. god knows.. i don't

i just want a fresh start...

i'm very tired as of this moment... i'm tired of school, i'm tired of work... i'm tired

i want a getaway so much.. stress in work is so much different from when i was working someone.. should i say immense??

i feel so tired i don even have the energy to say anything or do anything.... i'm mentally tired..... i don like bitching around... but i just want a shoulder to put my head on

it's 4.36am now.. i'm so stress out.. i can't even sleep.. this brings me back to when i was in college... i just want to have a getaway and have a good laugh... i know i should approach my day with a smile but i'm simply too tired to smile

in god i trust

no.. forget about it.. u don really know whats going on...who knows.. let's c... nobody!!

it can be done, just that it's not easy juggle between relationship, work and studies.. everything is done for a reason... i'm getting tired of this..

signing off

one in one..

take this sinking boat and point it home
we still got time
raise your hopeful voice
we have a choice
falling slowly
and i can't go back
moves that take me and erase me
u have suffer enough and walk by yourself
do u know what's worth figthing for
and it's not worth dying for
does it takes your breath away and make u feel useless
does the pain weight out the price
when u're at the end of the road and lose the sense of control
and your thought have taken it's toll
when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
when it's time to live and let die
your faith walks on broken glass
nothing fail to last and everything is in ruin

it's after all...

it's 10.45pm now.. i breath a small sigh... wall seems to be closing in.. things started to get a little heavy... i'm choking at my own air... heartbeat starts to beat slower... as i lay on the bed, holding tight of the pillow.. i picked myself up slowly to grasp more air... life is becoming acute..

analogy can't seems to be more precise to describe the least...

i always said, many wouldn't have understand why i do the thigns i do for many have not walk nor willing to see where i'm coming from.. i don't lead an excellent life... i am lucky but i have to work bare hand to build a lot of things by myself....

the world is so complicated, and there's so many words i wanted to say
i never understand complicated philosophy
what moment is precious to be remembered
happiness shouldn't have turn its back on us, it's too cruel
to write a love poem or sing a lovely melody
it's a sweet dream or beautiful nightmare
have we understand the story behind a smile or the story behind each tears

who am i to judge
on what u say or do
i'm only just beginning to see the real u
sometimes when we touch
the honesty is too much
yes, make us want to close our eyes and hide
where is that arm that bring comfort to us
who is there to hold
through insecurity, it's how everything surfice
we're just a being trap in lies
how r we going to brave through
when it'll break us to our knees

there's a quote

do not pray for an easy life, rather pray for the strength to endure a difficult one

i'm not having any easier life than any one of u out there too... we're all in the same boat...

relationship

in a relationship it always start with like/good impression.. then it move on to communicate/dates to then tolerance/understanding and then respect each other..

i never understand a lot of things... as i'm still on the verge of learning....

mathematics

little johnny was working on his math question... he stumble upon a hard question..... he work a few times, he couldn't get the answer

the easy way out, drop the pen.. close the book

the tough way out, grind it and work the solution out... in regards

there's flight and fight

don always say i try to take the easy way out... i always work to solve problem and not leave it... i don close the book and move to other subject... i finish my questions and then only i move on to the next subject... but i make sure all question r finished and done..

just another writer

i read this article...

when u found that special one.. ho wu know the person is the married type... will the other party willing to hold on u for the next 40-50 years....

it's not about u holding that person but rather that person holding on u....

marriage is more than just 2 people as 2 family will get involve also... but will 2 person go through riches and poorer, health and sickness together??

the article press on... it's 2 pair of hands that will withstand anything in front and to build things... nothing will come with only 1 pair of hand...

yes, when in a relationship... u can still fly with 1 wing but in marriage, nothing will take off with only 1 wing....

i'm just another writer trap in this wee hour, listening and wondering... why always me who have to solve stressful problems at this time?? yes, i'm a risk taker but i take risk base on statistics.. i don take risk if i know nothing about something.. those r called stupid...

i take risk base on favourable statistics readings...

base on that.... i never lose and i never fail.. maybe at times but thats rare...

so road in front should be pave else... it'll end up in mud hole... not everytime have to knock on wall only know what is right or wrong..

what is important what is not... one should know..... where or who is your importance

else, it's time to wake up...

september 3

there's a few singers which i personally like a lot and that i would love to see them perform live.. one of them is called tori amos while another one is faye wong... i especially like tori amos version of "total eclipse of my heart".. air supply did a good job with the song but i think i prefer tori's version....

amazing

have a wonderful merdeka countdown thing at envy club few days ago... i haven really have a chance to party that much... as much as everyone's favourite on the phuture.. i don really like it there... simply because it's too crowded... i don like their songs and i don dance.. i don really smoke or drink....

the one i went.. the envy club however was kinda my type... it's spacious... i have a comfortable chair to sit on... surrounded by a bunch of people that i know.... there's silly dice games and there's beer... oh and there's wii too... the music is not bad.. not too loud... that's something of my thing....

many would argue saying phuture have this good looking girls.. eye candy for many.. but seriously... although it's awesome to have good looking girls around but if u r not hitting on them nor they hitting on u... whats the whole point?? some however argue back saying.. we can dance there...

again... if a girl says she have a stressful day and want to dance her stress out.. i totally understand but if a guy come to me and say he want to dance his stress out.. i'll be like WTF?? u go to the bar to dance your ass?? y don't u join the dance class??

i really like enjoy get together thing... i enjoy more if there's stimulating conversation...

i remember when i was a kid, i always heard parents sit with their siblings and talk about past... ok, maybe they r past their prime but whats up with youngster talking about past?? y not sit down and talk something current or something that can benefit each other??

not everyone is me

i know..

my opinion

as day gets nearer... i can feel the stress getting into me... i hardly prepared for the upcoming exam and is very nervous about it... with tutoring classes going on, i know time is going against me... oh crap...

talked to an old friend today... we shared a lot of stories together.... oh wow.. time past by so quickly.. we have not seen each other for 3 years now.. i remember the day before i left i only had a drink with him.. man, time flies... it's only few months away before 2010 come and i'll be 26... Haha.... damn

i saw many friend the other night during the small gathering thing... bring back a lot of high school memories... i read a phrase before saying that the god envy us simply because we r immortal and that because nothing last... everything is beautiful

i enjoy my college life and also my teen life... growing up believing in ghost was the awesome part... studying in a foreign land was almost hard to forget...

my old friend told me.. y take things so hard and so serious... learn to satisfy easily and although it's a normal and not rich life... enjoy life... u don have to be bill gates to enjoy life...

i agree.... but i hate it everytime i c people of my age doing really awesome thing with cash in hand

money is such a devil.....

september 1

ok, here comes september... national day past by with no fireworks this time round... but all in all i have a wonderful national day party... i think i drank quite a few but i'm lucky enough the one vomitting is not me... no, it's not the doctor either despite me trying to make him drunk...

i'm so dead as of this moment as exam is coming closer and i need to study so badly... crap!! can't seems to able to get the words in my brain... no, not that i'm lazy.. ok u got me.. i'm lazy... it's really hard getting back into the study life after coming out to work..

seriousyly, i think study life is harder than working life... why would i say that?? now.. firstly... at least work give u money... secondly.. though study life is flexible, sometimes when u r not using your time wisely.. u'll find that u r wasting your time... thirdly... working create creativity, in study u can't do so... when u become creative with your answer.. your grade suffer...

so to conclude.. i think study life is harder... and man!! do i still have long way to go... like really long way... i enjoy education and believe that study is a life long thing... but at this moment i just want my studies to finish ASAP...

speaking of studies, i think i need to get my name check prior to the exam else i wouldn't be sitting it....

speaking of it makes me so nervous... damn....

ok... though i have good rest today, i think i'll head to bed now before tom start... ore studies to be done