my shoutout to congratulate to all fellow friends that is graduating with a dr this year... whather u r a dentist, physician or a chiropractor... i'm proud of u guys achivements... have gone through a lot since our days back at U of M... best of wishes on your future guys... keep the passion burning... u have all the reason to held your heads high... u guys did it.. :)
in regards though... remember we had promise each other that we will climb to the top.. so let's do it my fellow friends... that's our meeting point.. the very top... u guys better start climbing.. lol... cause i've already started my journey... :)
my personal shout out to my ex-roommate and best friend. Dr. rohit sharma.. i'm proud of u, hitman~!!
and to my green/red apple... u have fill my life more than ever before... u're the source of inspiration for me to work harder, go further and stay stronger... u make me realize so many things and see things so many more from different aspect...
life like to shower me with all kind of crap and tough shit... let me take those shower away from u too and in exchange shower u with attention and care
there's a million reasons to feel despair, 1000 reasons to be sad, 100 reasons to feel down but 1 reason to stay strong for u...
call it gay, call it mushy.... u stood as the priority... da de, xiao de, or doggie will only come very close.. very very close..
:)
my two cents and share of happiness.... life is always up and down.. my previous few night is hammered with negative feeling and i consider tonight as a happy night... seeing u every morning has been the awesome kick start i have had for the past few weeksSSsSss..... :)
signing off...
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Top 10: Worst Ways To Make Money
No.10 - Day trading
For every financial rock star who makes day trading look easy and glamorous, you’ll find eight or nine smart, capable guys who just can’t make it work.Every guy thinks that surely he’s one of the rock stars, but statistically, once you factor in everyone who loses big, day traders actually earn a lower return than the average investing household. So in the end, it’s essentially a stressful, complicated and high-pressure way to make less money than if you just handed your cash to people who know what they’re doing and then went to take a nap.
No.9 - Flipping real estate
If you’ve ever seen infomercials for some sort of vague but astonishing moneymaking opportunity -- usually one whose details you’ll learn after forking over a few hundred bucks for a seminar -- there’s a good chance it involved flipping real estate. And hey, the guy giving the seminar just got everyone in the room to empty their wallets, so his get-rich-quick scheme worked for one person, anyway.Flipping is a lot less common as housing prices continue to drop, but even when prices do hit rock bottom, any property you buy is still money that’s gone until you get someone else to pay you for the damn thing
No.8 - Trading foreign currency
The foreign exchange market is risky enough to begin with, given that it’s a zero-sum game in which you’re only going to benefit if someone else loses money, and you’re working against people who do this for a living and have more capital than you. In the end, probably only about 15% of forex traders are profitable.On top of that, forex fraud is more popular than ever; there’s no magic software that will guarantee you forex trading profits, and forex trading is not low-risk. However, there are plenty of people who will promise you these and other ridiculous things just so they can walk away with your money.
No.7 - Online surveys
A common subject of Google sidebar ads and exclamation-filled spam e-mails; filling out online surveys is touted as a simple task that is for some reason worth $10, $20, maybe even $50 an hour -- whatever nonsense price they quote is never even close to the truth. How much do you really expect to get for an anonymous busywork job that requires absolutely no talent or ability?If you said anything higher than 40 cents an hour, you're out of your mind. And that's assuming you find one of the legitimate opportunities; the others are likely to charge you some fee for the privilege and then never pay you anyway.
No.6 - High-yield investment opportunities
A high-yield investment program (HYIP) is essentially just a Ponzi scheme, a principle with which everyone and his grandma is familiar with by now -- investors are promised an absurdly high return, and initially they get it (or rather, they get the money of the new investors who were promised the same thing). The scheme is completely unsustainable after a few levels, which is why the people who implement them rely on early investors to spread news of their success.HYIPs are thoroughly illegal, and the simple rule of thumb is that any promised high return that seems too good to be true almost certainly is.
No.5 - Online game economies
Online video games are on track to become a $10 billion industry in 2009. If playing video games all day is your thing, it might seem like an attractive prospect to try to sell in-game stuff for real-world money (a World of Warcraft character famously sold for nearly $10,000 back in 2007).The problem with trying to be competitive in online "gold farming" is that you'll be competing with 400,000 guys, typically Korean or Chinese, making $100 a month and working 12-hour days, so it's inadvisable unless you want to turn the game into a soul-numbing, 30-cents-an-hour ordeal.
No.4 - Blogging
OK, so some blogs actually do make money from advertising. The problem is that the vast majority of these profitable blogs are professional in nature, so when Engadget or the Huffington Post makes money, it's because these sites are actually breaking news or getting industry superstars to write columns. Unless you can snag a former Secretary of State to contribute to your musings about Batman, it's unlikely that you'll similarly distinguish yourself.Instead, like most personal blogs, you can maybe expect to make enough to cover the cost of hosting -- and only after you put in two years of building your audience.
No.3 - Paid medical testing
Paid medical testing is neither a scam nor a low-reward opportunity; it's possible to make actual money if you devote yourself to being a full-time pincushion for science. No, this idea comes with its own unique set of drawbacks like vomiting, chills, seizure, death -- stuff like that.Six subjects in London, for example, suffered organ damage and life-threatening complications while testing an arthritis treatment in 2006. The real question isn't whether or not you can make money this way; it's how much bodily harm you're willing to risk in the process
No.2 - Gambling
There are two problems with gambling in order to make money: The first is the concept of "gambler's ruin," which states that anybody with a finite bankroll (i.e., you) will eventually lose everything when playing against an opponent with an infinite bankroll (i.e., The House). The second problem is that the typical male compulsive gambler loses over $50,000 a year and is 20 times more likely than the average non-gambler to commit suicide. Taken together, these points should indicate that gambling as a money making measure is roughly equivalent to throwing your money directly in the garbage.
No.1 - Helping dying Nigerian millionaires
The famed "419 scam" is a type of advance fee fraud whereby a polite Nigerian widow, preacher, political prisoner, or regular old fellow (who happens to be a millionaire) e-mails you, out of the blue, to help protect his fortune. All he needs is some cash to pay a fee, expense, or bribe, and a portion of his riches are yours.If you thought this old-as-the-internet scam had grown out of style well, it hasn't; the 419 scam netted $4.3 billion in 2007 alone and somewhere around $32 billion overall, making it the single most massive scam in history.
For every financial rock star who makes day trading look easy and glamorous, you’ll find eight or nine smart, capable guys who just can’t make it work.Every guy thinks that surely he’s one of the rock stars, but statistically, once you factor in everyone who loses big, day traders actually earn a lower return than the average investing household. So in the end, it’s essentially a stressful, complicated and high-pressure way to make less money than if you just handed your cash to people who know what they’re doing and then went to take a nap.
No.9 - Flipping real estate
If you’ve ever seen infomercials for some sort of vague but astonishing moneymaking opportunity -- usually one whose details you’ll learn after forking over a few hundred bucks for a seminar -- there’s a good chance it involved flipping real estate. And hey, the guy giving the seminar just got everyone in the room to empty their wallets, so his get-rich-quick scheme worked for one person, anyway.Flipping is a lot less common as housing prices continue to drop, but even when prices do hit rock bottom, any property you buy is still money that’s gone until you get someone else to pay you for the damn thing
No.8 - Trading foreign currency
The foreign exchange market is risky enough to begin with, given that it’s a zero-sum game in which you’re only going to benefit if someone else loses money, and you’re working against people who do this for a living and have more capital than you. In the end, probably only about 15% of forex traders are profitable.On top of that, forex fraud is more popular than ever; there’s no magic software that will guarantee you forex trading profits, and forex trading is not low-risk. However, there are plenty of people who will promise you these and other ridiculous things just so they can walk away with your money.
No.7 - Online surveys
A common subject of Google sidebar ads and exclamation-filled spam e-mails; filling out online surveys is touted as a simple task that is for some reason worth $10, $20, maybe even $50 an hour -- whatever nonsense price they quote is never even close to the truth. How much do you really expect to get for an anonymous busywork job that requires absolutely no talent or ability?If you said anything higher than 40 cents an hour, you're out of your mind. And that's assuming you find one of the legitimate opportunities; the others are likely to charge you some fee for the privilege and then never pay you anyway.
No.6 - High-yield investment opportunities
A high-yield investment program (HYIP) is essentially just a Ponzi scheme, a principle with which everyone and his grandma is familiar with by now -- investors are promised an absurdly high return, and initially they get it (or rather, they get the money of the new investors who were promised the same thing). The scheme is completely unsustainable after a few levels, which is why the people who implement them rely on early investors to spread news of their success.HYIPs are thoroughly illegal, and the simple rule of thumb is that any promised high return that seems too good to be true almost certainly is.
No.5 - Online game economies
Online video games are on track to become a $10 billion industry in 2009. If playing video games all day is your thing, it might seem like an attractive prospect to try to sell in-game stuff for real-world money (a World of Warcraft character famously sold for nearly $10,000 back in 2007).The problem with trying to be competitive in online "gold farming" is that you'll be competing with 400,000 guys, typically Korean or Chinese, making $100 a month and working 12-hour days, so it's inadvisable unless you want to turn the game into a soul-numbing, 30-cents-an-hour ordeal.
No.4 - Blogging
OK, so some blogs actually do make money from advertising. The problem is that the vast majority of these profitable blogs are professional in nature, so when Engadget or the Huffington Post makes money, it's because these sites are actually breaking news or getting industry superstars to write columns. Unless you can snag a former Secretary of State to contribute to your musings about Batman, it's unlikely that you'll similarly distinguish yourself.Instead, like most personal blogs, you can maybe expect to make enough to cover the cost of hosting -- and only after you put in two years of building your audience.
No.3 - Paid medical testing
Paid medical testing is neither a scam nor a low-reward opportunity; it's possible to make actual money if you devote yourself to being a full-time pincushion for science. No, this idea comes with its own unique set of drawbacks like vomiting, chills, seizure, death -- stuff like that.Six subjects in London, for example, suffered organ damage and life-threatening complications while testing an arthritis treatment in 2006. The real question isn't whether or not you can make money this way; it's how much bodily harm you're willing to risk in the process
No.2 - Gambling
There are two problems with gambling in order to make money: The first is the concept of "gambler's ruin," which states that anybody with a finite bankroll (i.e., you) will eventually lose everything when playing against an opponent with an infinite bankroll (i.e., The House). The second problem is that the typical male compulsive gambler loses over $50,000 a year and is 20 times more likely than the average non-gambler to commit suicide. Taken together, these points should indicate that gambling as a money making measure is roughly equivalent to throwing your money directly in the garbage.
No.1 - Helping dying Nigerian millionaires
The famed "419 scam" is a type of advance fee fraud whereby a polite Nigerian widow, preacher, political prisoner, or regular old fellow (who happens to be a millionaire) e-mails you, out of the blue, to help protect his fortune. All he needs is some cash to pay a fee, expense, or bribe, and a portion of his riches are yours.If you thought this old-as-the-internet scam had grown out of style well, it hasn't; the 419 scam netted $4.3 billion in 2007 alone and somewhere around $32 billion overall, making it the single most massive scam in history.
destruction
Man united got beaten and i enjoy the sight of its destruction... Man united fans has been cocky and talking crap all week long... from radio to roadstand to virtually everywhere... looking at all the little devils wearing red shirt getting their favourite team kick... was a "back at your face" sight...
5.11am now.. i don't know if i should be sleeping or what i should be doing... have lots of things going through my mind at this moment..
have a few friend watching the soccer thing with me.. everyone is virtually talking cock there... seriously.. i was just a bit "too deep" into thinking something i didn't even bother to talk along...
i have been an impatient dude with a tendency to get aggitated easily... but i have been doing my best in being patient and control myself as of late.. seriously.. many things have taken place and going through my mind that make me seriously tired... i know it's not only me...
i have been doing this countdown quietly myself each day but then... does the countdown really matters?? if a person would to ask me where i stand at this moment... i honestly do not even know how to answer u.. i wish i could answer this myself too.. i just knew i need to keep doing what i'm doing and set the bar higher as time goes by... how will this end up?? heaven knows.. no, no... seriously.. heaven knows.. i have been understanding but does anyone try to pat me on my shoulder and ask me how is everything??
either ppl come and tell me to do otherwise or just plain tell me their problem... some however critise what i do... where is the support?? oh yea.. back of my head.. i keep forgetting about u...
i know that for whatever thing i'm doing of stand up for at this moment will come back to me one day.... i don't ask for return but i know god do not let me go through this for nothing... yes i choose this road but i know... what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger...
inflict as much crap on me as possible... make me sick, make me tired, make me go crazy... F*** it... i will remember the day i walk this road...
see u on top.. that is if u haters can even reach the top...
i don want to think if it's open or an in............ take your time sitting on the fence...
5.11am now.. i don't know if i should be sleeping or what i should be doing... have lots of things going through my mind at this moment..
have a few friend watching the soccer thing with me.. everyone is virtually talking cock there... seriously.. i was just a bit "too deep" into thinking something i didn't even bother to talk along...
i have been an impatient dude with a tendency to get aggitated easily... but i have been doing my best in being patient and control myself as of late.. seriously.. many things have taken place and going through my mind that make me seriously tired... i know it's not only me...
i have been doing this countdown quietly myself each day but then... does the countdown really matters?? if a person would to ask me where i stand at this moment... i honestly do not even know how to answer u.. i wish i could answer this myself too.. i just knew i need to keep doing what i'm doing and set the bar higher as time goes by... how will this end up?? heaven knows.. no, no... seriously.. heaven knows.. i have been understanding but does anyone try to pat me on my shoulder and ask me how is everything??
either ppl come and tell me to do otherwise or just plain tell me their problem... some however critise what i do... where is the support?? oh yea.. back of my head.. i keep forgetting about u...
i know that for whatever thing i'm doing of stand up for at this moment will come back to me one day.... i don't ask for return but i know god do not let me go through this for nothing... yes i choose this road but i know... what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger...
inflict as much crap on me as possible... make me sick, make me tired, make me go crazy... F*** it... i will remember the day i walk this road...
see u on top.. that is if u haters can even reach the top...
i don want to think if it's open or an in............ take your time sitting on the fence...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
emotion disorder
when u r having emotion disorder, u take it out on dead things such as, the wall or piece of paper... u can even choose to rant it on the blog unless u r a girl which choose to rant it on a dude....
but come on.. u r a guy..... u don't act like a girl.... loser ass... honestly.. u need some serious tampon...
seriously... i hate it when ppl scream at me for no reason and then hang up... like what the hell??
u c ... in a day there's always an individual who will give u crap... this type of people surface everyday... just depends this type of ppl come early in the morning or later that day but definetely... in a day.. u r bound to meet with some F*** up dude that would screw up your day...
so what we suppose to do?? ignore them.. they r stupid either way...
i say let's not have stupid people ruin our day... we r meant for greater things...
we're commander in chief of our life which is destiny to fly high... as they say just get back up when they knock u down..
we have to take the good with the bad.. life is bittersweet...
but come on.. u r a guy..... u don't act like a girl.... loser ass... honestly.. u need some serious tampon...
seriously... i hate it when ppl scream at me for no reason and then hang up... like what the hell??
u c ... in a day there's always an individual who will give u crap... this type of people surface everyday... just depends this type of ppl come early in the morning or later that day but definetely... in a day.. u r bound to meet with some F*** up dude that would screw up your day...
so what we suppose to do?? ignore them.. they r stupid either way...
i say let's not have stupid people ruin our day... we r meant for greater things...
we're commander in chief of our life which is destiny to fly high... as they say just get back up when they knock u down..
we have to take the good with the bad.. life is bittersweet...
quote
'You cannot tell who is swimming without trunks until the tide goes out.'
what is your take on this.... :)
what is your take on this.... :)
8 Toxic personalities to avoid
Although we like to think that the people in our lives are well-adjusted, happy, healthy minded individuals, we sometimes realize that it just isn't so. Personally, I've had moments where I'll be skipping through my day, happy as can be, thinking life is grand and BAM, I'll be blindsided by someone who manages to knock the happy wind out of my sails. Sometimes it is easy to write it off and other times, not so much
Maybe you are a positive person, but when you are around a certain individual, you feel negative. Or, maybe you have an idealistic view of the world and when you are with certain people, you are made to feel silly, unrealistic or delusional. Or, maybe you pride yourself in being completely independent and in control of your life, but when you are around a certain family member, you regress into a state of childhood.
Some of these situations, and yes, these people, can have a tremendously negative impact on our lives. And, although we are all human and have our 'issues,' some 'issues' are quite frankly, toxic. They are toxic to our happiness. They are toxic to our mental outlook. They are toxic to our self-esteem. And they are toxic to our lives.
Here are the worst of the toxic personalities out there and how to spot them:
1. Manipulative Mary: These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics. Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late. These individuals figure out what your 'buttons' are, and push them to get what they want.
Why they are toxic: These people have a way of eating away at your belief system and self-esteem. They find ways to make you do things that you don't necessarily want to do and before you know it, you lose your sense of identity, your personal priorities and your ability to see the reality of the situation. The world all of a sudden becomes centered around their needs and their priorities.
2. Narcissistic Nancy: These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around them. They are often not as sly as the Manipulative Marys of the world, but instead, tend to be a bit overt about getting their needs met. You often want to say to them "It isn't always about you."
Why they are toxic: They are solely focused on their needs, leaving your needs in the dust. You are left disappointed and unfulfilled. Further, they zap your energy by getting you to focus so much on them, that you have nothing left for yourself.
3. Debbie Downers: These people can't appreciate the positive in life. If you tell them that it is a beautiful day, they will tell you about the impending dreary forecast. If you tell them you aced a mid-term, they'll tell you about how difficult the final is going to be.
Why they are toxic: They take the joy out of everything. Your rosy outlook on life continues to get squashed with negativity. Before you know it, their negativity consumes you and you start looking at things with gray colored glasses yourself.
4. Judgmental Jims: When you see things as cute and quirky, they see things as strange and unattractive. If you find people's unique perspectives refreshing, they find them 'wrong'. If you like someone's eclectic taste, they find it 'disturbing' or 'bad'.
Why they are toxic: Judgmental people are much like Debbie Downers. In a world where freedom rings, judgment is sooo over. If the world was a homogeneous place, life would be pretty boring. Spending a lot of time with these types can inadvertently convert you into a judgmental person as well.
5. Dream Killing Keiths: Every time you have an idea, these people tell you why you can't do it. As you achieve, they try to pull you down. As you dream, they are the first to tell you it is impossible.
Why they are toxic: These people are stuck in what is instead of what could be. Further, these individuals eat away at your self-esteem and your belief in yourself. Progress and change can only occur from doing new things and innovating, dreaming the impossible and reaching for the stars.
6. Insincere Illissas: You never quite feel that these people are being sincere. You tell a funny story, they give you a polite laugh. You feel depressed and sad and they give you a 'there, there' type response. You tell them you are excited about something and you get a very ho-hum response.
Why they are toxic: People who aren't sincere or genuine build relationships on superficial criteria. This breeds shallow, meaningless relationships. When you are really in need of a friend, they won't be there. When you really need constructive criticism, they would rather tell you that you are great the way you are. When you need support, they would rather see you fail or make a fool of yourself.
7. Disrespectful Dannys: These people will say or do things at the most inappropriate times and in the most inappropriate ways. In essence, they are more subtle, grown up bullies. Maybe this person is a friend who you confided in and uses your secret against you. Maybe it is a family member who puts their busy-body nose into your affairs when it is none of their business. Or maybe, it is a colleague who says demeaning things to you.
Why they are toxic: These people have no sense of boundaries and don't respect your feelings or, for that matter, your privacy. These people will cause you to feel frustrated and disrespected.
8. Never Enough Nellies: You can never give enough to these people to make them happy. They take you for granted and have unrealistic expectations of you. They find ways to continually fault you and never take responsibility for anything themselves.
Why they are toxic: You will spend so much time trying to please them, that you will end up losing yourself in the process. They will require all of your time and energy, leaving you worn out and your own needs sacrificed.
All of these personalities have several things in common. 1) the more these people get away with their behavior, the more they will continue. 2) Unfortunately, most of these people don't see that what they do is wrong and as a result, talking to them about it will fall on deaf ears, leaving you wondering if you are the crazy one. 3) Most of these people get worse with age, making their impact on you stronger with time.
Frankly, life is too short to spend your time dealing with toxicity. If you can, avoid spending much time with people who are indicative of these behaviors and you'll feel a lot happier.
Maybe you are a positive person, but when you are around a certain individual, you feel negative. Or, maybe you have an idealistic view of the world and when you are with certain people, you are made to feel silly, unrealistic or delusional. Or, maybe you pride yourself in being completely independent and in control of your life, but when you are around a certain family member, you regress into a state of childhood.
Some of these situations, and yes, these people, can have a tremendously negative impact on our lives. And, although we are all human and have our 'issues,' some 'issues' are quite frankly, toxic. They are toxic to our happiness. They are toxic to our mental outlook. They are toxic to our self-esteem. And they are toxic to our lives.
Here are the worst of the toxic personalities out there and how to spot them:
1. Manipulative Mary: These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics. Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late. These individuals figure out what your 'buttons' are, and push them to get what they want.
Why they are toxic: These people have a way of eating away at your belief system and self-esteem. They find ways to make you do things that you don't necessarily want to do and before you know it, you lose your sense of identity, your personal priorities and your ability to see the reality of the situation. The world all of a sudden becomes centered around their needs and their priorities.
2. Narcissistic Nancy: These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around them. They are often not as sly as the Manipulative Marys of the world, but instead, tend to be a bit overt about getting their needs met. You often want to say to them "It isn't always about you."
Why they are toxic: They are solely focused on their needs, leaving your needs in the dust. You are left disappointed and unfulfilled. Further, they zap your energy by getting you to focus so much on them, that you have nothing left for yourself.
3. Debbie Downers: These people can't appreciate the positive in life. If you tell them that it is a beautiful day, they will tell you about the impending dreary forecast. If you tell them you aced a mid-term, they'll tell you about how difficult the final is going to be.
Why they are toxic: They take the joy out of everything. Your rosy outlook on life continues to get squashed with negativity. Before you know it, their negativity consumes you and you start looking at things with gray colored glasses yourself.
4. Judgmental Jims: When you see things as cute and quirky, they see things as strange and unattractive. If you find people's unique perspectives refreshing, they find them 'wrong'. If you like someone's eclectic taste, they find it 'disturbing' or 'bad'.
Why they are toxic: Judgmental people are much like Debbie Downers. In a world where freedom rings, judgment is sooo over. If the world was a homogeneous place, life would be pretty boring. Spending a lot of time with these types can inadvertently convert you into a judgmental person as well.
5. Dream Killing Keiths: Every time you have an idea, these people tell you why you can't do it. As you achieve, they try to pull you down. As you dream, they are the first to tell you it is impossible.
Why they are toxic: These people are stuck in what is instead of what could be. Further, these individuals eat away at your self-esteem and your belief in yourself. Progress and change can only occur from doing new things and innovating, dreaming the impossible and reaching for the stars.
6. Insincere Illissas: You never quite feel that these people are being sincere. You tell a funny story, they give you a polite laugh. You feel depressed and sad and they give you a 'there, there' type response. You tell them you are excited about something and you get a very ho-hum response.
Why they are toxic: People who aren't sincere or genuine build relationships on superficial criteria. This breeds shallow, meaningless relationships. When you are really in need of a friend, they won't be there. When you really need constructive criticism, they would rather tell you that you are great the way you are. When you need support, they would rather see you fail or make a fool of yourself.
7. Disrespectful Dannys: These people will say or do things at the most inappropriate times and in the most inappropriate ways. In essence, they are more subtle, grown up bullies. Maybe this person is a friend who you confided in and uses your secret against you. Maybe it is a family member who puts their busy-body nose into your affairs when it is none of their business. Or maybe, it is a colleague who says demeaning things to you.
Why they are toxic: These people have no sense of boundaries and don't respect your feelings or, for that matter, your privacy. These people will cause you to feel frustrated and disrespected.
8. Never Enough Nellies: You can never give enough to these people to make them happy. They take you for granted and have unrealistic expectations of you. They find ways to continually fault you and never take responsibility for anything themselves.
Why they are toxic: You will spend so much time trying to please them, that you will end up losing yourself in the process. They will require all of your time and energy, leaving you worn out and your own needs sacrificed.
All of these personalities have several things in common. 1) the more these people get away with their behavior, the more they will continue. 2) Unfortunately, most of these people don't see that what they do is wrong and as a result, talking to them about it will fall on deaf ears, leaving you wondering if you are the crazy one. 3) Most of these people get worse with age, making their impact on you stronger with time.
Frankly, life is too short to spend your time dealing with toxicity. If you can, avoid spending much time with people who are indicative of these behaviors and you'll feel a lot happier.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
may 26
watch this movie today.. it's called "i love you man"... it's a funny movie and i recomend it to everyone who would enjoy a good laugh... i enjoy mine..
i really enjoy my day with her today... though we only have a brief breakfast and a brief dinner.. it was all pure fun... she has never look better... the ice-cream was sweet too... i really have fun tonight...
oh... and how she look at me when we were going down the escalator.. she literally stop the time.. everything seems to stop moving, leaving only me and her... i knew how much i wanted this the moment our eyes meet...
as night drew closer and i need to send her home.. i wanted to stop just a few feet away from her house and tell how... just how much she means to me and i'm willing to... at all cost, to get it..
as i reaches home.. i saw my dad having meeting with his round table of knights... i saw cheques and money on top of the table.. i sit by the side and listen...
these ppl r rich~!! throwing money out like nobody's business... ppl say we're in recession and that we r poor?? bullshit... i'm poor.. this guys here r rich!! i hate it whenever i sees this... it makes me feel useless and stupid.... we all have the same brain and i have the previledge of gaining extra knowledge else where... i should be earning those money..
be patience many says.. well.. do u realize it's this patience that define and rich and poor person?? how much more patience can u hold?? 10 more years?? man.. we 1980's babies.. r getting old.. i'm born at 1984... 25 this year.. how many more time i can waste?? i don't know about u but seeing this ppl.. really in a way... motivates me..
u c.. women nowadays r smart too.. if marrying a guy will be worse of.. why r they marrying u... make them pregnant u say.. u think bringing up a child is cheap... everything needs money...
i have a friend telling me this.. enjoy your life first.. see the world first.. enjoy before u married.. this is my take.. true.. youth come once and it will quickly disperse as we grew older.. with youth comes energy.. as we grew older we grew wiser not more energetic...
if we don use our current energy to earn more money.. but enjoy life first.. u want to wait till u 30 only start earning money or what?? i prefer i travel and enjoy my life a bit when i'm 30, with my family... i don't disagree with travelling and seeing the world at this age.. i just don't buy the idea.... i think, work harder now.. even if it means u have to take on extra jobs... make every hour counts
I'm doing my MBA now and gosh... this is what i feel.. after leaving school for sometime.. getting back to school is tough... it's different.. it's tough as i have a different mindset now... so i come to understand this.. energy level won't be the same when u r 25 and 30...
1 of my customer share with me an idea.. she says.. "jest, what u r doing is not easy eh??.. how do u motivate yourself to work" of course in front of her i answer.. "i do it because of passion"
i always believe in this... doing what u r doing is because of passion... but what drives u to be more aggresive is definetely the money... if sell 1 thing only gives u 1 ringgit.. how motivate can we all be... but if it gives u 1000 ringgit... i'm sure.. u die also will sell it out... u c where i'm heading to now??
TBE seems to be growing day by day... alliances were form and sales is pouring in.. though not as much as it should be but the figure is not dissapointing either..
there's a quote in the movie that i watch just now.. it says... "why do u married her?? why her??"
loving her is 1 thing but because u like who u r when u r with her and enjoy her company and attention... many would always answer.. i like who i am when i'm with her.. who then r u when u r with her... r u the normal u or were u someone else??
some ppl say... i'm myself when i'm with her.. i'm comfortable...
that... is a disaster.. a good answer but is a disaster... when u r u... too comfortable usually tend to lead in slipping up...
this is my take.. when u r with that person u always seems to do your best and want to improve yourself... to push yourself to the limit.... a different person when u r with her... with energy going through the rooftop... that is what i consider as u like who u r when u r with her... not being comfortable and be who u r.
i know it's complicated but take a slow digest... i hope u understand where i'm coming from....
till then....
my 2 cents for today....
stay motivated... don tell yourself u try but u can do it...
u want something and u need something is 2 different thing.... setting a goal and setting a path to the goal is also 2 different thing... knowing yourself and understand yourself is also 2 different thing...
evaluate where we stand sometimes can help us to become a better person....
i really enjoy my day with her today... though we only have a brief breakfast and a brief dinner.. it was all pure fun... she has never look better... the ice-cream was sweet too... i really have fun tonight...
oh... and how she look at me when we were going down the escalator.. she literally stop the time.. everything seems to stop moving, leaving only me and her... i knew how much i wanted this the moment our eyes meet...
as night drew closer and i need to send her home.. i wanted to stop just a few feet away from her house and tell how... just how much she means to me and i'm willing to... at all cost, to get it..
as i reaches home.. i saw my dad having meeting with his round table of knights... i saw cheques and money on top of the table.. i sit by the side and listen...
these ppl r rich~!! throwing money out like nobody's business... ppl say we're in recession and that we r poor?? bullshit... i'm poor.. this guys here r rich!! i hate it whenever i sees this... it makes me feel useless and stupid.... we all have the same brain and i have the previledge of gaining extra knowledge else where... i should be earning those money..
be patience many says.. well.. do u realize it's this patience that define and rich and poor person?? how much more patience can u hold?? 10 more years?? man.. we 1980's babies.. r getting old.. i'm born at 1984... 25 this year.. how many more time i can waste?? i don't know about u but seeing this ppl.. really in a way... motivates me..
u c.. women nowadays r smart too.. if marrying a guy will be worse of.. why r they marrying u... make them pregnant u say.. u think bringing up a child is cheap... everything needs money...
i have a friend telling me this.. enjoy your life first.. see the world first.. enjoy before u married.. this is my take.. true.. youth come once and it will quickly disperse as we grew older.. with youth comes energy.. as we grew older we grew wiser not more energetic...
if we don use our current energy to earn more money.. but enjoy life first.. u want to wait till u 30 only start earning money or what?? i prefer i travel and enjoy my life a bit when i'm 30, with my family... i don't disagree with travelling and seeing the world at this age.. i just don't buy the idea.... i think, work harder now.. even if it means u have to take on extra jobs... make every hour counts
I'm doing my MBA now and gosh... this is what i feel.. after leaving school for sometime.. getting back to school is tough... it's different.. it's tough as i have a different mindset now... so i come to understand this.. energy level won't be the same when u r 25 and 30...
1 of my customer share with me an idea.. she says.. "jest, what u r doing is not easy eh??.. how do u motivate yourself to work" of course in front of her i answer.. "i do it because of passion"
i always believe in this... doing what u r doing is because of passion... but what drives u to be more aggresive is definetely the money... if sell 1 thing only gives u 1 ringgit.. how motivate can we all be... but if it gives u 1000 ringgit... i'm sure.. u die also will sell it out... u c where i'm heading to now??
TBE seems to be growing day by day... alliances were form and sales is pouring in.. though not as much as it should be but the figure is not dissapointing either..
there's a quote in the movie that i watch just now.. it says... "why do u married her?? why her??"
loving her is 1 thing but because u like who u r when u r with her and enjoy her company and attention... many would always answer.. i like who i am when i'm with her.. who then r u when u r with her... r u the normal u or were u someone else??
some ppl say... i'm myself when i'm with her.. i'm comfortable...
that... is a disaster.. a good answer but is a disaster... when u r u... too comfortable usually tend to lead in slipping up...
this is my take.. when u r with that person u always seems to do your best and want to improve yourself... to push yourself to the limit.... a different person when u r with her... with energy going through the rooftop... that is what i consider as u like who u r when u r with her... not being comfortable and be who u r.
i know it's complicated but take a slow digest... i hope u understand where i'm coming from....
till then....
my 2 cents for today....
stay motivated... don tell yourself u try but u can do it...
u want something and u need something is 2 different thing.... setting a goal and setting a path to the goal is also 2 different thing... knowing yourself and understand yourself is also 2 different thing...
evaluate where we stand sometimes can help us to become a better person....
why do women cheat
1)Impulsive behavior - being carried away by the moment - yes woman are more prone to impulsive behavior, particularly if they are also facing problems with their husband or partner.
2)There is no passion in their marriage with their spouse or partner - it has gone dead.
3)Their spouse or partner simply treats them like an 'object' to be used and disposed or kept away for later use... Hence they do not get enough outlet or attention for their sentimental feelings or emotions - hence they go out and cheat with anyone who pays them more compliments, romantic attention, shows deep understanding , makes them feel special, appreciated and beautiful.
4)Women are attracted to power, confidence and money - hence if they are stuck in a cold relationship with an uncharismatic, shy and retiring man, they may respond by seeking someone stronger, more confident, powerful and more romantic - someone that make s them feel special and taken care of.
5)The cheating behavior might have been triggered by deep feelings of insecurity due to the relationship with their father. Yes, the father - daughter relationship can have a strong impact on woman's psychological make up - so if the relationship was a strong, loving attachment with the father, such woman are less likely to cheat, than those who were distant, or felt uncared for or were even abused by their father.
6)Cheating might also be triggered if woman have an unhealthy self image with low self esteem, and they try to reinforce their self image by finding solace in multiple relationships - this makes them feel wanted, or beautiful and powerful.
2)There is no passion in their marriage with their spouse or partner - it has gone dead.
3)Their spouse or partner simply treats them like an 'object' to be used and disposed or kept away for later use... Hence they do not get enough outlet or attention for their sentimental feelings or emotions - hence they go out and cheat with anyone who pays them more compliments, romantic attention, shows deep understanding , makes them feel special, appreciated and beautiful.
4)Women are attracted to power, confidence and money - hence if they are stuck in a cold relationship with an uncharismatic, shy and retiring man, they may respond by seeking someone stronger, more confident, powerful and more romantic - someone that make s them feel special and taken care of.
5)The cheating behavior might have been triggered by deep feelings of insecurity due to the relationship with their father. Yes, the father - daughter relationship can have a strong impact on woman's psychological make up - so if the relationship was a strong, loving attachment with the father, such woman are less likely to cheat, than those who were distant, or felt uncared for or were even abused by their father.
6)Cheating might also be triggered if woman have an unhealthy self image with low self esteem, and they try to reinforce their self image by finding solace in multiple relationships - this makes them feel wanted, or beautiful and powerful.
why do men cheat
1)The Sex-Addict: This type of man is a true addict. He is out of control in his life. He is medicating his emotional pain with sexual activity. His exploits and sexual infidelity are a big part of how he creates excitement. He will never be monogamous with you or anyone until he gets into recovery for his problem.
2) The Grass Is Greener Guy: This man usually marries young and has always wondered about other women. He may be questioning, "is this all there is for me in life?" His marriage may have become more of a to-do list than a shared joy. At a vulnerable moment, he may turn to another woman trying to fill his emptiness or boredom. He may confuse Eros or romantic infatuation with real love. He can benefit from therapy himself and the marriage may be salvageable if the couple seeks help.
3) The Angry Man Acting Out: This man is very angry with his partner. He may have saved up enough hurt or anger for a guilt free affair. He may also set it up so that his woman finds out so that she feels as hurt or angry as he does. This emotional time bomb usually blows the marriage up. This man needs to findconstructive ways to deal with his anger and the problems in his relationship.
4) The Dead Relationship Guy: The love has died in his relationship but he will not bury it. He may stay in it for the kids or other reasons but look elsewhere for love he needs.
5) The Unhappy and Sabotaging Type: This man is unhappy in his relationship. However, he will feel guilty if he leaves. Therefore, he may try unconsciously to sabotage the relationship with an affair so that his mate will leave.
6) The Too Happy and Sabotaging Type: Some people stumble into a great relationship but then at a psychological level do not feel they deserve it. They are out of their comfort zone. Their ulterior agenda is to get back into their element. They usually find someone to have an affair with who helps them to feelunhappy. This is what they are most familiar with at a psychological level. This destroys their happy home and lets them recreate a relationship that feels more like the unhappy home of their childhood.
7) The Non-Monogamous Family Tradition: This man saw his father have affairs and knew his grandfather did also. The verbal and nonverbal messages in his family were that affairs were OK. Asthe twig is bent, so the tree grows.
8) The Criminal Thinker: This man has no conscience, no morals and no values. He is a professional liar and user of people. He is preoccupied with being one-up and getting away with something. He has no guilt or shame although he may be a good enough actor to fake the performance. He sees people as things.
9) The Scared of Engulfment Type: He equates closeness with pain. If he gets too close, he may need to create some distance. An affair will certainly do that. Affairs have devastating effects on relationships. They destroy trust and often the relationship too. The betrayed partner feels emotionally traumatized. Even if she divorces, this trauma can result in suspicion, irrational mistrust and generalized anger toward other men that she may date in the future.
2) The Grass Is Greener Guy: This man usually marries young and has always wondered about other women. He may be questioning, "is this all there is for me in life?" His marriage may have become more of a to-do list than a shared joy. At a vulnerable moment, he may turn to another woman trying to fill his emptiness or boredom. He may confuse Eros or romantic infatuation with real love. He can benefit from therapy himself and the marriage may be salvageable if the couple seeks help.
3) The Angry Man Acting Out: This man is very angry with his partner. He may have saved up enough hurt or anger for a guilt free affair. He may also set it up so that his woman finds out so that she feels as hurt or angry as he does. This emotional time bomb usually blows the marriage up. This man needs to findconstructive ways to deal with his anger and the problems in his relationship.
4) The Dead Relationship Guy: The love has died in his relationship but he will not bury it. He may stay in it for the kids or other reasons but look elsewhere for love he needs.
5) The Unhappy and Sabotaging Type: This man is unhappy in his relationship. However, he will feel guilty if he leaves. Therefore, he may try unconsciously to sabotage the relationship with an affair so that his mate will leave.
6) The Too Happy and Sabotaging Type: Some people stumble into a great relationship but then at a psychological level do not feel they deserve it. They are out of their comfort zone. Their ulterior agenda is to get back into their element. They usually find someone to have an affair with who helps them to feelunhappy. This is what they are most familiar with at a psychological level. This destroys their happy home and lets them recreate a relationship that feels more like the unhappy home of their childhood.
7) The Non-Monogamous Family Tradition: This man saw his father have affairs and knew his grandfather did also. The verbal and nonverbal messages in his family were that affairs were OK. Asthe twig is bent, so the tree grows.
8) The Criminal Thinker: This man has no conscience, no morals and no values. He is a professional liar and user of people. He is preoccupied with being one-up and getting away with something. He has no guilt or shame although he may be a good enough actor to fake the performance. He sees people as things.
9) The Scared of Engulfment Type: He equates closeness with pain. If he gets too close, he may need to create some distance. An affair will certainly do that. Affairs have devastating effects on relationships. They destroy trust and often the relationship too. The betrayed partner feels emotionally traumatized. Even if she divorces, this trauma can result in suspicion, irrational mistrust and generalized anger toward other men that she may date in the future.
another nice quote
If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader
i also came across another quote... a great leader is also a great follower
all in all.. i can say is that... a leader is also a follower..
i also came across another quote... a great leader is also a great follower
all in all.. i can say is that... a leader is also a follower..
nice quote
We need to accept responsibility for any situation... nobody is entirely responsible... We played our part too . Though this may not be very clear. But let's refer it to the universal law of attraction which states that you attract what you give out. So how have you attracted complicated or tough situation into your life?
I find this quote to be so true... when bad things happen... what have we done to attract such situation to us....
we should really analyzed and accept responsiblity for our part in it instead of just blaming and blaming.....
I find this quote to be so true... when bad things happen... what have we done to attract such situation to us....
we should really analyzed and accept responsiblity for our part in it instead of just blaming and blaming.....
worst
worst possible night... thats the interesting part on law of attraction... u keep thinking negative and bad things comes and haunt u if not hit u right at your face....
how vital it is to be thinking positive.... i had my fair share of awesome dates and days which would have kept me smilling all day and night....
i should have think of this when i need the motivation to pick myself up.... damn it.....
i can really talk and annoy at the same time... crap...
as i sit quietly..... i dare not to even think more of what will happen... i recall.. there's once this wording.. business is a constant trouble shooting.. when problem stops... business stops
i don know if this apply same on relationship but i believe in relationship... problem does make it grow stronger that is if both party or at least one party is strong enough else... it will drift far.. i'm in no position to give wise relationship advises... i can share that through experience... wonders can be true
people tend to say... when you're young... go out and have more fun.. know more people.. who knows u will meet the one... this is my take.. the one and those love at first sight exist purely in our mind.... it depends on what u want to think or how u want to think....
the one always exist... but it became more meaningful when the particular one give u the inspiration to work harder and go further....
same theory different application... how much u want something, if u want it so much... be prepare to shred every ounce of energy u have... be prepared for everything that is coming your way....
this is what i think in a relationship... yes.. women r like butterfly... hold it too tight u will kill it, hold it too loose it will fly away.... i say this.... y so headache... let it loose... if u r good, and i mean that damn good.. it will come back...
have faith and keep working to get better....
it's funny how a butterfly and rock a titanic...
have u guys heard of the butterfly effect?? it means a flip of a butterfly wing at the states can cause a hurricane in china.. this is what psychology teaches.. the butterfly effect... it's actually an analogy or metaphor saying that.... a small thing can lead to big effect... how important it is to keep our composure...
this is my last take and i cannot lose this... there's always 1 D & G, immitation exist.. substitute is there too but there always be 1 D & G....
i don't come here to say hi nor did i dress up this neatly to have a drink at a mamak store... i don't go through war for the sake of having the war feeling nor do i shed nights of tears just to shed it over again....
i have said the next time i do so it'll be the tears of joy and when i grab hold of it... i'm holding it tight... u got to chop my hands off if u want me to let it go...
many have gone through worst....
i have said it one to many times... whatever happen in the middle matter but it's not important, what stand as the most important is whather u reach your objective or not... what happen in past shape who u are... what happen in the middle prepare u when u reaches the final destination...
everyone will bound to shollow the bitter pile at least once... have u shollow yours?? i say screw this shit... bring the whole bottle in... either u finish the bottle or u die chocking on pills... we're here to live and be great people not to just live and die... people leave footprint here on earth... either at hollywood boulevard or at someone's heart... have u leave yours?? she definetely leave hers...
there'll be one D & G and one high school sweetheart. i will be damn if i don make it count this time round... i knew it's all in my mind either to make it or break it...
I am jest and this is what i do best... this is one of those worst night and if this is bound to break me or pull me down.... sorry, as this is unfortunately not going to happen.... u know superman?? yea... he's too strong for u...
i don tell myself how BIG the problem is but HOW BIG I AM.... so the next time u mr.problem come knocking on my door.. make sure u bring your papa and uncle or that big uncle because i am kicking your ass.... all around cheras...
as a famous wrestler once say... "do u smell what the rock is cooking"??
till then.... stay determine and stay focus.... next time u feel like a crap... give ownself 1 tight slap.. it works~!!
how vital it is to be thinking positive.... i had my fair share of awesome dates and days which would have kept me smilling all day and night....
i should have think of this when i need the motivation to pick myself up.... damn it.....
i can really talk and annoy at the same time... crap...
as i sit quietly..... i dare not to even think more of what will happen... i recall.. there's once this wording.. business is a constant trouble shooting.. when problem stops... business stops
i don know if this apply same on relationship but i believe in relationship... problem does make it grow stronger that is if both party or at least one party is strong enough else... it will drift far.. i'm in no position to give wise relationship advises... i can share that through experience... wonders can be true
people tend to say... when you're young... go out and have more fun.. know more people.. who knows u will meet the one... this is my take.. the one and those love at first sight exist purely in our mind.... it depends on what u want to think or how u want to think....
the one always exist... but it became more meaningful when the particular one give u the inspiration to work harder and go further....
same theory different application... how much u want something, if u want it so much... be prepare to shred every ounce of energy u have... be prepared for everything that is coming your way....
this is what i think in a relationship... yes.. women r like butterfly... hold it too tight u will kill it, hold it too loose it will fly away.... i say this.... y so headache... let it loose... if u r good, and i mean that damn good.. it will come back...
have faith and keep working to get better....
it's funny how a butterfly and rock a titanic...
have u guys heard of the butterfly effect?? it means a flip of a butterfly wing at the states can cause a hurricane in china.. this is what psychology teaches.. the butterfly effect... it's actually an analogy or metaphor saying that.... a small thing can lead to big effect... how important it is to keep our composure...
this is my last take and i cannot lose this... there's always 1 D & G, immitation exist.. substitute is there too but there always be 1 D & G....
i don't come here to say hi nor did i dress up this neatly to have a drink at a mamak store... i don't go through war for the sake of having the war feeling nor do i shed nights of tears just to shed it over again....
i have said the next time i do so it'll be the tears of joy and when i grab hold of it... i'm holding it tight... u got to chop my hands off if u want me to let it go...
many have gone through worst....
i have said it one to many times... whatever happen in the middle matter but it's not important, what stand as the most important is whather u reach your objective or not... what happen in past shape who u are... what happen in the middle prepare u when u reaches the final destination...
everyone will bound to shollow the bitter pile at least once... have u shollow yours?? i say screw this shit... bring the whole bottle in... either u finish the bottle or u die chocking on pills... we're here to live and be great people not to just live and die... people leave footprint here on earth... either at hollywood boulevard or at someone's heart... have u leave yours?? she definetely leave hers...
there'll be one D & G and one high school sweetheart. i will be damn if i don make it count this time round... i knew it's all in my mind either to make it or break it...
I am jest and this is what i do best... this is one of those worst night and if this is bound to break me or pull me down.... sorry, as this is unfortunately not going to happen.... u know superman?? yea... he's too strong for u...
i don tell myself how BIG the problem is but HOW BIG I AM.... so the next time u mr.problem come knocking on my door.. make sure u bring your papa and uncle or that big uncle because i am kicking your ass.... all around cheras...
as a famous wrestler once say... "do u smell what the rock is cooking"??
till then.... stay determine and stay focus.... next time u feel like a crap... give ownself 1 tight slap.. it works~!!
Monday, May 25, 2009
pressure
i thrive under pressure
some people asked.. how evil can u be... i can be extremely harsh when it comes to burying my competitor...
the more u guys think i'm not going to make it... the more i'm going to stand up and punch it in its face.... seriously....
welcome to my life....
don''t even tell me i can't make it.... nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing...
i got my mind on my objective and i'm not going away....
some people asked.. how evil can u be... i can be extremely harsh when it comes to burying my competitor...
the more u guys think i'm not going to make it... the more i'm going to stand up and punch it in its face.... seriously....
welcome to my life....
don''t even tell me i can't make it.... nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing...
i got my mind on my objective and i'm not going away....
magazine
i was walking in my college on staurday.. came by a book stand.. meet with this guy.. he is doing some reading.... i was looking at forbes magazine.. he told me.. "young man, do u know the difference between these magazine"
friendly guy.. i reply.. "i don't"
he continued, there is a difference between the time magazine, forbes magazine, fortune magazine and the reader digest... lol, of course i know there's difference but i'm more interested in knowing whats the difference.. this is what he told me..
it depends what u want to learn from these magazine...
reader digest is more of improving your english... time magazine prepare u for conversation with people of all rank... it gives u knowledge of current affair... forbes and fortune is same magazine but fortune is more designated for students and forbes for working man because fortune magazine analyse in depth
interesting... i learn something that day but hey... he could be wrong but anyway i decided to proceed with what i wanted to do... i subscribe to time magazine...
lots of things is going through my mind as time goes on... i don't even know where to start or how to end... i cannot change things that have happen
i agree with this statement.. "if i will be worse of why settle for that??" the bar is high... i have to do better to eclipse what your parent has achieve and had been doing greatly for the past few decade... it's so not easy... but of course i shouldn't take this as an excuse, it's just another mountain to climb through... it's not easy but hey who say life is easy
life is never fair... never fair nor is it easy.... tough shit and i'm going through it...
and i tell myself... this is only another challenge god throw to me... it is always meant to bring us to hell before heaven so that we can appreciate heaven... how interesting is this hell trip... drowing us with it's pool of madness, burning us with its flame of emotions, hitting us with its ball of negativity and ripping us of our determination and faith...
i always tell myself this.. there's always haters and asshole outside that try to piss u off but never... surrender yourself and get upset because of external factor... never to lose your composure...
as i was doing my normal visiting customer routine... i saw mr. magicboo.... he gave me this idiotic look which make him look more stupid... like what's his beef... i feel like giving him 1 tight freaking slap... but i know.. this is a test... the more this test wants me to lose my compusure.. the more i'm not letting the devil win....
there r at times i just want to lock the door and be alone..... there r at times i just want to yell on top of my lungs.... and there r times i just want to have a break from all this...
i talk to this person as of late... she told me.. guy's word cannot be trusted especially the i will wait for u phrase
honestly... i think that's the most stupid phrase ever said... wait?? what r u waiting for?? do u know i'm always waiting for money to come itself... money won't come itself and the girl u r waiting for.. won't come itself either... u have to work hard and tiredlessly for it.... although i have no clue why can't girl come to us rather we have to go to them.. but hey.. what to do when we have fallen deep and hard for that girl... but yea... wait for money and girl...
chances of u dying of choking on "toufu fa' is higher than the girl or money come rolling in by itself...
sometimes... there r things better left unknown rather than knowing it... really.... it's better left unknown....
friendly guy.. i reply.. "i don't"
he continued, there is a difference between the time magazine, forbes magazine, fortune magazine and the reader digest... lol, of course i know there's difference but i'm more interested in knowing whats the difference.. this is what he told me..
it depends what u want to learn from these magazine...
reader digest is more of improving your english... time magazine prepare u for conversation with people of all rank... it gives u knowledge of current affair... forbes and fortune is same magazine but fortune is more designated for students and forbes for working man because fortune magazine analyse in depth
interesting... i learn something that day but hey... he could be wrong but anyway i decided to proceed with what i wanted to do... i subscribe to time magazine...
lots of things is going through my mind as time goes on... i don't even know where to start or how to end... i cannot change things that have happen
i agree with this statement.. "if i will be worse of why settle for that??" the bar is high... i have to do better to eclipse what your parent has achieve and had been doing greatly for the past few decade... it's so not easy... but of course i shouldn't take this as an excuse, it's just another mountain to climb through... it's not easy but hey who say life is easy
life is never fair... never fair nor is it easy.... tough shit and i'm going through it...
and i tell myself... this is only another challenge god throw to me... it is always meant to bring us to hell before heaven so that we can appreciate heaven... how interesting is this hell trip... drowing us with it's pool of madness, burning us with its flame of emotions, hitting us with its ball of negativity and ripping us of our determination and faith...
i always tell myself this.. there's always haters and asshole outside that try to piss u off but never... surrender yourself and get upset because of external factor... never to lose your composure...
as i was doing my normal visiting customer routine... i saw mr. magicboo.... he gave me this idiotic look which make him look more stupid... like what's his beef... i feel like giving him 1 tight freaking slap... but i know.. this is a test... the more this test wants me to lose my compusure.. the more i'm not letting the devil win....
there r at times i just want to lock the door and be alone..... there r at times i just want to yell on top of my lungs.... and there r times i just want to have a break from all this...
i talk to this person as of late... she told me.. guy's word cannot be trusted especially the i will wait for u phrase
honestly... i think that's the most stupid phrase ever said... wait?? what r u waiting for?? do u know i'm always waiting for money to come itself... money won't come itself and the girl u r waiting for.. won't come itself either... u have to work hard and tiredlessly for it.... although i have no clue why can't girl come to us rather we have to go to them.. but hey.. what to do when we have fallen deep and hard for that girl... but yea... wait for money and girl...
chances of u dying of choking on "toufu fa' is higher than the girl or money come rolling in by itself...
sometimes... there r things better left unknown rather than knowing it... really.... it's better left unknown....
12 commandments of wealth
1) seek money for money's sake and u shall not find it
2)find your perfect pitch, know your weakness and strength
3)be your own boss
4)get addicted to ambition
5)wake up early. Be early
6)Don't set goals, execute or get executed
7)fail so you can succeed
8)location doesn't matter, success take place anywhere
9)moor yourself to morals
10)say yes to sales
11)borrow from the best and learn from the worst
12)never retire
2)find your perfect pitch, know your weakness and strength
3)be your own boss
4)get addicted to ambition
5)wake up early. Be early
6)Don't set goals, execute or get executed
7)fail so you can succeed
8)location doesn't matter, success take place anywhere
9)moor yourself to morals
10)say yes to sales
11)borrow from the best and learn from the worst
12)never retire
May 25
I have been very busy and tired these few days... it seems like i have been working almost everyday... monday to sunday, monday to sunday again.. crap..
i wanted to say.. i can tolerate the at times lazy ppl but i cannot tolerate stupid people... constant laziness also irk me a lot... let's talk about stupid
let's take a bottle of cream for example... if u have seen it and feel it... why oh why would u still want to ask me how does it feel?? u have seen it and feel it!! even if you fail to identify the exact same bottle of cream.. getting the similar cream will do the trick too... and if i said it once.. u don have to ask another hundred times... the answer will still be the same... OMG...
and another thing... i hate it when a person says... what if they say no, why don't u think what if they say yes?? why always close your mind to negativity... it really pisses me off
i stumble upon this article from reader digest latest issue... this is the title of the article.. the bounce back chronicle...
it's an 11 page article.. but the point revolve around 1 concept... learning from failure.. how to approach failure and how we should think "positive" i have read quite a numbers of books and article recently... many revolve around thinking positive and about the law of attraction... it's mind over matter
i got a friend told me today... attitude and personality of an individual could not be change... the phrase in cantonese goes by something like this "what u act at 3 year old will determine what u r at 80"... i used to agree with this statement but as of now.. i disagree... because i agree with this statement i became by default will always think... "i'm like that.. this is me"... i totally disagree with this because i strongly believe nothing is impossible and it's always mind over matter...
same concept different application... do u want to quit smoking... "yes i can" will make u stop.. "i'm like that" will make u continue smoking.. so i hate it when an individual always... complain this and that while surround himself with stupid negativity... what if this doesn't work what if that doesn't work..
of course having plan B and plan C is good but if u have choose plan A, u make sure plan A don't fail...
i also meet with an interesting guy on my MBA class... ok!! so u're a rich dad's son.. yes.. rich dad's son.. that however doesn't mean u r capable... u brag about about your car, your achievement.. wait a minute.. what achivement?? yes.. it's easy to take over family business and never easy to make it bigger... but what is your achivement again?? u come over and brag crap about this and that when in fact u have little clue on what business is all about.. u don't even realize the type of hardwork your dad have pour in on his business... mind u.. his old method give him what he has at this moment..
yes.. start your own business than u come and brag shit.... not that i'm veing arrogant but man... u don't even know what u r talking about... seriously.. stupid people piss me off a lot.....
i wanted to say.. i can tolerate the at times lazy ppl but i cannot tolerate stupid people... constant laziness also irk me a lot... let's talk about stupid
let's take a bottle of cream for example... if u have seen it and feel it... why oh why would u still want to ask me how does it feel?? u have seen it and feel it!! even if you fail to identify the exact same bottle of cream.. getting the similar cream will do the trick too... and if i said it once.. u don have to ask another hundred times... the answer will still be the same... OMG...
and another thing... i hate it when a person says... what if they say no, why don't u think what if they say yes?? why always close your mind to negativity... it really pisses me off
i stumble upon this article from reader digest latest issue... this is the title of the article.. the bounce back chronicle...
it's an 11 page article.. but the point revolve around 1 concept... learning from failure.. how to approach failure and how we should think "positive" i have read quite a numbers of books and article recently... many revolve around thinking positive and about the law of attraction... it's mind over matter
i got a friend told me today... attitude and personality of an individual could not be change... the phrase in cantonese goes by something like this "what u act at 3 year old will determine what u r at 80"... i used to agree with this statement but as of now.. i disagree... because i agree with this statement i became by default will always think... "i'm like that.. this is me"... i totally disagree with this because i strongly believe nothing is impossible and it's always mind over matter...
same concept different application... do u want to quit smoking... "yes i can" will make u stop.. "i'm like that" will make u continue smoking.. so i hate it when an individual always... complain this and that while surround himself with stupid negativity... what if this doesn't work what if that doesn't work..
of course having plan B and plan C is good but if u have choose plan A, u make sure plan A don't fail...
i also meet with an interesting guy on my MBA class... ok!! so u're a rich dad's son.. yes.. rich dad's son.. that however doesn't mean u r capable... u brag about about your car, your achievement.. wait a minute.. what achivement?? yes.. it's easy to take over family business and never easy to make it bigger... but what is your achivement again?? u come over and brag crap about this and that when in fact u have little clue on what business is all about.. u don't even realize the type of hardwork your dad have pour in on his business... mind u.. his old method give him what he has at this moment..
yes.. start your own business than u come and brag shit.... not that i'm veing arrogant but man... u don't even know what u r talking about... seriously.. stupid people piss me off a lot.....
Thursday, May 21, 2009
take me to your heart
Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking
without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking
without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
mary says
How long has it been since i held you near?
How long will it be till i have you right here?
You say that it hurts, i cant disagree
But how can i hold on to someone who's leaving me?
And mary says she's gonna be ok
She tells me things are getting busy these days
And mary says she's gonna be alright
You know how much i need her in my life
Goodbye yesterday i see my dreams walking away
And Mary looks just like she did before
Except she dont love me, she dont love me anymore
I could shake your hand or I could kiss you goodbye
But i just might break down looking in you brown eyes
So what happens next
Do i listen to my mind or heart
I dont know where to start feeling alright again
you know how much i'm missing her deep inside
and mary says she's gona be ok
she's gonna be alright
How long will it be till i have you right here?
You say that it hurts, i cant disagree
But how can i hold on to someone who's leaving me?
And mary says she's gonna be ok
She tells me things are getting busy these days
And mary says she's gonna be alright
You know how much i need her in my life
Goodbye yesterday i see my dreams walking away
And Mary looks just like she did before
Except she dont love me, she dont love me anymore
I could shake your hand or I could kiss you goodbye
But i just might break down looking in you brown eyes
So what happens next
Do i listen to my mind or heart
I dont know where to start feeling alright again
you know how much i'm missing her deep inside
and mary says she's gona be ok
she's gonna be alright
load
God will take you through hell, just to get you to heaven
So even though the load is heavy,
We will still able to carry , to grin and still bear it, win and still share it.
So even though the load is heavy,
We will still able to carry , to grin and still bear it, win and still share it.
ain't no sunshine
i'm hearing what u say but i just can't make a sound... i take another chance, go for another shot and another hit for u... it come in hard and it come in tough but no worry.. it's nothing new... they say if u want an angel.. u have to be prepare to fall from sky...
i listen quietly for guidance from father above... i need this strength so much to withstand the many impact and negativity that is going on...
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
She's gone much too long
Any time she goes away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
I know
She's gone to stay
It's breakin' me up
Anytime she goes away
Gotta leave the young thing alone
i listen quietly for guidance from father above... i need this strength so much to withstand the many impact and negativity that is going on...
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
She's gone much too long
Any time she goes away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
I know
She's gone to stay
It's breakin' me up
Anytime she goes away
Gotta leave the young thing alone
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
world of businesses
had been working hard on coming up with a marketing strategy to market our going to be new launch product... i like the challenges that lies ahead...
in a recent msn chat.. a friend share with me a business idea... he told me.. how his friend who sell cellphones go from one shops to 4 shops.... he thinks the idea that his friend share will work and asked if i'm interested in joining his quest... i listen to his proposal...
i did not disagree but i did not agree too.. this is what i think personally.. if the guys' idea work why on earth would he share it with u?? just like the marketing strategy that i'm working so hard on... if it works... why do i just share it with u without any benefit to myself??
come to think on it.. is he share u the truth or is he pointing u to the wrong direction... but again.. i could be wrong... what i'm trying to say is... don't do it just by listening to his so call "success story" and fall into the "get rich fast dream". do own research...
i always say this... if u fork out RM2 worth of effort... r u getting back RM2, 0.50 cents, or r u getting back RM6 or even RM8?? every plan sounds workable and bring u profits.. but even in malay they have this saying... "indah khabar dari rupa"
believe nothing but own research and own ability... keep an open mind however..
another malay catch phrase i would like to share "kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang".. even if it's "kais pagi makan pagi dan petang" i think this attitude is unacceptable too...
what if that day u fail to kais anything... so no need to eat anything?? save yes... but through the inflation rate that is going on now... how much can u save... lets say it took u few years to save 30 grand... again, what is 30 grand by that time... even now 30 grand means peanuts... let's go a figure higher... a million.. what is a million nowadays.. britney spears blew a million dollar in a month...
leave the convertion rate... let's compare it dollar to dollar... she spend a million dollar in a month.. that show us... how little a million dollar is... of course u can say she lives luxury life.. so it's different... of course i know its different... it's a figure of speech on how tiny a million dollar is..
another friend of mine talk to me over msn... she offer me this "lucrative" offer... that could easily earn me 3500 to 5000 per month... through the proposal that she propose.. it's workable... but i think i got to past on it... on the amount of work i might be doing to get that money.. i'm not interested.. but if any of u blogamaniacs who is interested to earn this money... give me a shout. i regard this as a RM2 work with RM3 return
it's digi business line...
i took a quiz today on facebook.. this is what it says...
Direct people are fast paced. They like to keep busy. They aren't team players, preferring to do things by themselves or delegating work they don't find interesting. They can become annoyed when having to work with others and do things differently from their chosen way. They are persistent, viewed as stubborn, overcome obstacles and win at any cost. They're great people to have on your side. They will fight for you and protect you. They are fearless. They have high expectations of others. They are interested in meeting their own goals. Direct people are so goal oriented, they are not aware of other people's feelings and frequently override them. They appear uncaring, however their main concern isn't another person's feelings but getting the job done, meeting the goal. They tend to tell people, instead of ask. They are forceful, bottom-line people who hate to waste time. They want straight talk and direct answers. They want answers to their "WHAT" questions.
even the apple that sit n the fence told me it's true... lol
in a recent msn chat.. a friend share with me a business idea... he told me.. how his friend who sell cellphones go from one shops to 4 shops.... he thinks the idea that his friend share will work and asked if i'm interested in joining his quest... i listen to his proposal...
i did not disagree but i did not agree too.. this is what i think personally.. if the guys' idea work why on earth would he share it with u?? just like the marketing strategy that i'm working so hard on... if it works... why do i just share it with u without any benefit to myself??
come to think on it.. is he share u the truth or is he pointing u to the wrong direction... but again.. i could be wrong... what i'm trying to say is... don't do it just by listening to his so call "success story" and fall into the "get rich fast dream". do own research...
i always say this... if u fork out RM2 worth of effort... r u getting back RM2, 0.50 cents, or r u getting back RM6 or even RM8?? every plan sounds workable and bring u profits.. but even in malay they have this saying... "indah khabar dari rupa"
believe nothing but own research and own ability... keep an open mind however..
another malay catch phrase i would like to share "kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang".. even if it's "kais pagi makan pagi dan petang" i think this attitude is unacceptable too...
what if that day u fail to kais anything... so no need to eat anything?? save yes... but through the inflation rate that is going on now... how much can u save... lets say it took u few years to save 30 grand... again, what is 30 grand by that time... even now 30 grand means peanuts... let's go a figure higher... a million.. what is a million nowadays.. britney spears blew a million dollar in a month...
leave the convertion rate... let's compare it dollar to dollar... she spend a million dollar in a month.. that show us... how little a million dollar is... of course u can say she lives luxury life.. so it's different... of course i know its different... it's a figure of speech on how tiny a million dollar is..
another friend of mine talk to me over msn... she offer me this "lucrative" offer... that could easily earn me 3500 to 5000 per month... through the proposal that she propose.. it's workable... but i think i got to past on it... on the amount of work i might be doing to get that money.. i'm not interested.. but if any of u blogamaniacs who is interested to earn this money... give me a shout. i regard this as a RM2 work with RM3 return
it's digi business line...
i took a quiz today on facebook.. this is what it says...
Direct people are fast paced. They like to keep busy. They aren't team players, preferring to do things by themselves or delegating work they don't find interesting. They can become annoyed when having to work with others and do things differently from their chosen way. They are persistent, viewed as stubborn, overcome obstacles and win at any cost. They're great people to have on your side. They will fight for you and protect you. They are fearless. They have high expectations of others. They are interested in meeting their own goals. Direct people are so goal oriented, they are not aware of other people's feelings and frequently override them. They appear uncaring, however their main concern isn't another person's feelings but getting the job done, meeting the goal. They tend to tell people, instead of ask. They are forceful, bottom-line people who hate to waste time. They want straight talk and direct answers. They want answers to their "WHAT" questions.
even the apple that sit n the fence told me it's true... lol
may 20
talk to one my friend in canada recently... have some interesting talk regarding the economics and health issue that is occuring in the western world...
i touch the "swine flu" or commonly known as influenza A H1Ni... he asked if i have done any research on this matter yet.. well, to be perfectly honest.. i did not as i do not have much time reading this flu thing... my friend continued by explaining the whole hype of the swine flu thing...
through his explanation, swine flu is actually a normal flu with a particular name.. person that got infected with the flu normally show normal flu symptom... nothing more and nothing less... thousand of ppl die from flu every year, just that this time round with the media coverage... the story got hype... in short... its flu season and its normal that we get flu... ppl in the country with 4 seasons... it's changing from winter to spring.. a sudden change in temperature normally causes flu as is such occurance are normally being called as the flu season.. ppl normally will get the flu shot to boast their immunity
all in all.. this is what he derieve from the whole media thing... it's a hype, nothing more.. nothing less.. it's just a normal flu with lots of media coverage to boast the pharmaceutical flu shot industry.. this happen nearly every year with the SARS, avian flu and etc.... not the type of pandemic that everyone thought it is...
it is very interesting how i did not see it from this point of view... i remember me studying about the whole avain flu thing when i was in the microbial disease class and how the lecturer taught us on this issue...
i don take the word as true but instead i take it as another point of view.. i always believe to keep an open mind is always the best option... u see and understand more of why event took place
talk to ms. red riding hood yesterday before the crab dinner... she had this talk with one of her friend and she mention this word... quote to quote... "i do not want to settle for second best"
good wording~!! honest i think women around the world should adapt to this mind set... why go for second best when u can settle for a better one.. now i'm not praising how grand or great i am but i like that idea. survival of the fittest. even in the nature... male animals go head to head with other male to win the female... in short.. the alpha male always win... just that in the human society... alpha male is unfortunately define from the female.. individually...
but then... all in all.. i believe all women also looking for the same thing... stability and a mature caring alpha male...
how important is self improvement... there's a constant need to study, motivate and improve oneself in order to stay or be the fittest... sometimes if u don't even believe in yourself, how do u expect others to believe in yourself.. same concept.. if u don't believe in the product that u r selling, how do u expect others to believe in the product that u r selling...
i touch the "swine flu" or commonly known as influenza A H1Ni... he asked if i have done any research on this matter yet.. well, to be perfectly honest.. i did not as i do not have much time reading this flu thing... my friend continued by explaining the whole hype of the swine flu thing...
through his explanation, swine flu is actually a normal flu with a particular name.. person that got infected with the flu normally show normal flu symptom... nothing more and nothing less... thousand of ppl die from flu every year, just that this time round with the media coverage... the story got hype... in short... its flu season and its normal that we get flu... ppl in the country with 4 seasons... it's changing from winter to spring.. a sudden change in temperature normally causes flu as is such occurance are normally being called as the flu season.. ppl normally will get the flu shot to boast their immunity
all in all.. this is what he derieve from the whole media thing... it's a hype, nothing more.. nothing less.. it's just a normal flu with lots of media coverage to boast the pharmaceutical flu shot industry.. this happen nearly every year with the SARS, avian flu and etc.... not the type of pandemic that everyone thought it is...
it is very interesting how i did not see it from this point of view... i remember me studying about the whole avain flu thing when i was in the microbial disease class and how the lecturer taught us on this issue...
i don take the word as true but instead i take it as another point of view.. i always believe to keep an open mind is always the best option... u see and understand more of why event took place
talk to ms. red riding hood yesterday before the crab dinner... she had this talk with one of her friend and she mention this word... quote to quote... "i do not want to settle for second best"
good wording~!! honest i think women around the world should adapt to this mind set... why go for second best when u can settle for a better one.. now i'm not praising how grand or great i am but i like that idea. survival of the fittest. even in the nature... male animals go head to head with other male to win the female... in short.. the alpha male always win... just that in the human society... alpha male is unfortunately define from the female.. individually...
but then... all in all.. i believe all women also looking for the same thing... stability and a mature caring alpha male...
how important is self improvement... there's a constant need to study, motivate and improve oneself in order to stay or be the fittest... sometimes if u don't even believe in yourself, how do u expect others to believe in yourself.. same concept.. if u don't believe in the product that u r selling, how do u expect others to believe in the product that u r selling...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
5 things u didn't know about north korea
1- North Korea is one of the world’s largest fresh fruit producers
The first thing you didn't know about North Korea is that it’s a global leader in producing things that are delicious and nutritious.Estimates made by the Food and Agricultural Organization of the United Nations (FAO) consistently rank North Korea as the 10th largest producer of fresh fruit like apples, peaches, nectarines, and pears. North Korea also ranks 12th in fresh vegetable production. Yet, this food production wasn't enough to prevent a famine of biblical proportions in the 1990s, which according to The Wall Street Journal may have cost the lives of two million North Koreans. Apparently all that produce is for export only.
2- North Korea has a 99% literacy rate
A literacy rate is defined by what percentage of the population over the age of 15 can read and write. Despite just 11 years of compulsory education and a recent history of catastrophic famine that would otherwise interrupt a child's education, the CIA believes that North Korea's literacy rate is equal to that of the U.S., the UK and dozens of other countries, and far better than over 100 others. Dictatorial leadership masquerading as some form of Marxism does seem to produce high literacy rates, as both the CIA and the United Nations cite Cuba as having the highest or second highest literacy rate in the world.
3- North Korea’s Kim Jong-il shoots 38 under par
Another thing you didn't know about North Korea is that on the links, leader Kim Jong-il is a golf phenom who shoots an amazing 38 under par. According to reports by the Kim Jong-il-controlled media, the man can pretty much sink a hole in one at will. You wouldn’t expect anything less from a man whose glorious birth atop the country's highest mountain (he was actually born in the Soviet Union) was allegedly foretold by birds, rainbows and shiny stars, and whose other accomplishments include having composed several operas and musicals.Seriously, the rigorous cult of personality surrounding North Korea’s Kim Jong-il would be laughable if it weren't so deadly.
4- North Korea built a film industry through kidnapping
In another life, Kim Jong-il probably worked at Video Archives in Manhattan Beach with Quentin Tarantino, as he's reputedly a major film nut with an enormous movie collection that’s heavy on James Bond and Rambo. This was a rather common trait for unstable 20th century autocrats (recall the fascination with John Wayne shared by Nikita Khrushchev and Japanese Emperor Hirohito), but Kim Jong-il took it a step further when, unbelievably, in 1978 his agents kidnapped South Korean film director Shin Sang-ok and his wife, actress Choe Eun-hui, and instructed the pair to establish a domestic film industry in North Korea.Eight years and dozens of films later, the couple managed to escape while on a trip to Vienna.
5- North Korea’s long-time heir apparent is an Eric Clapton fan
The last thing you didn't know about North Korea is that its former heir apparent (a South Korean news agency, Yonhap, has recently reported that Kim Jong-il’s youngest son, Kim Jong-un, will succeed him), 27-year-old Kim Jong-chul, likes his rock ‘n' roll; he's been seen pumping his fist at an Eric Clapton concert.
The first thing you didn't know about North Korea is that it’s a global leader in producing things that are delicious and nutritious.Estimates made by the Food and Agricultural Organization of the United Nations (FAO) consistently rank North Korea as the 10th largest producer of fresh fruit like apples, peaches, nectarines, and pears. North Korea also ranks 12th in fresh vegetable production. Yet, this food production wasn't enough to prevent a famine of biblical proportions in the 1990s, which according to The Wall Street Journal may have cost the lives of two million North Koreans. Apparently all that produce is for export only.
2- North Korea has a 99% literacy rate
A literacy rate is defined by what percentage of the population over the age of 15 can read and write. Despite just 11 years of compulsory education and a recent history of catastrophic famine that would otherwise interrupt a child's education, the CIA believes that North Korea's literacy rate is equal to that of the U.S., the UK and dozens of other countries, and far better than over 100 others. Dictatorial leadership masquerading as some form of Marxism does seem to produce high literacy rates, as both the CIA and the United Nations cite Cuba as having the highest or second highest literacy rate in the world.
3- North Korea’s Kim Jong-il shoots 38 under par
Another thing you didn't know about North Korea is that on the links, leader Kim Jong-il is a golf phenom who shoots an amazing 38 under par. According to reports by the Kim Jong-il-controlled media, the man can pretty much sink a hole in one at will. You wouldn’t expect anything less from a man whose glorious birth atop the country's highest mountain (he was actually born in the Soviet Union) was allegedly foretold by birds, rainbows and shiny stars, and whose other accomplishments include having composed several operas and musicals.Seriously, the rigorous cult of personality surrounding North Korea’s Kim Jong-il would be laughable if it weren't so deadly.
4- North Korea built a film industry through kidnapping
In another life, Kim Jong-il probably worked at Video Archives in Manhattan Beach with Quentin Tarantino, as he's reputedly a major film nut with an enormous movie collection that’s heavy on James Bond and Rambo. This was a rather common trait for unstable 20th century autocrats (recall the fascination with John Wayne shared by Nikita Khrushchev and Japanese Emperor Hirohito), but Kim Jong-il took it a step further when, unbelievably, in 1978 his agents kidnapped South Korean film director Shin Sang-ok and his wife, actress Choe Eun-hui, and instructed the pair to establish a domestic film industry in North Korea.Eight years and dozens of films later, the couple managed to escape while on a trip to Vienna.
5- North Korea’s long-time heir apparent is an Eric Clapton fan
The last thing you didn't know about North Korea is that its former heir apparent (a South Korean news agency, Yonhap, has recently reported that Kim Jong-il’s youngest son, Kim Jong-un, will succeed him), 27-year-old Kim Jong-chul, likes his rock ‘n' roll; he's been seen pumping his fist at an Eric Clapton concert.
may 19
No matter how much we mock those we consider beneath us, it's much more satisfying to be reminded that everyone has dignity...
short but deep and powerful statement...
short but deep and powerful statement...
mental strength and courage
http://www.menshealth.com/cda/article.do?site=MensHealth&channel=guy.wisdom&category=life.lessons&conitem=a45ff170b76a8110VgnVCM20000012281eac____&page=1
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alexander the great
12.49am... i'm glad it rain these few days... the heat is killing me....
kudos to my partner... all and all.. i'm proud to say the least in having a competitive partner at TBE.. i am very sure we're in the right track... i once read this article before... it says when an individual able to contorl it's mind... the chances of the person to be successful is very high...
a person who can control it's mind can control it's emotion, ability to self motivate, most importantly... reach height in a shorter time..
give an example... when i say don't think of a red apple.. what is the first image that pops up from your mind?? if it's a red apple.. u still have some work to do.. if u did not think of a red apple.. u r on the right track... of course it also need to have the right attitude too
now.. i have yet to reach that height yet... but as said.. a person is consider wise if he acknowledge his drawback and make positive adjustment to it.. keep on saying.. no, this will not work or worse.. i'm like that.. will only bring u to the other end.. far end away from success
i honest hard to accept ppl who say things like this.. "i'm like that".. seriously.. have u even heard yourself?? u sound like a 5 years old...
speaking of this.. i stumble upon an interesting story today... there's this guy... he is trying.. i used the word trying because i think he is trying... i'm not sue if he is but let's assume he is trying.... to chase this girl....
he told he girl he change the EPF beneficary to the girls name... the whole action is not funny but rather... confusing... u see... this is what i think... u don't change the beneficary name because u want to chase a girl.. there's many more other ways... put it this way.. let's say u fail to chase her.. what would your next girl think?? change the EPF thing to a girl that u r chasing?? and to be honest... whats so great about your EPF..
i talked to a guy friend of mine on msn just now.. well.. i'm happy for him in a way because he is getting married~~ of course the marrying thing is something worth celebrating but he did so because the girl is pregnant
nowadays... everyone seems to married because of pregnant... *sigh*
anyway... he told me few of his problems.. he just resign... so asked me if i got any job for him... how can he resign at such moment?? his answer... he is not happy with the job...
dude... u r getting married and in maybe 9 more months or less.. u will have a baby coming out... where r u getting the money?? i'm sure u can pull this through but u r going to work extra hard this time round... i really hope u can change your current lazy attitude
i have this friend of mine... high school friend to be exact... he once told me... i'm not as smart as u so of course i cannot do what u guys can do... honestly.. this is so retard.. no offense but come on.. we have the same brain, receive the same education from the same school and the same class.. what do u mean i'm smarter and u r more stupid... have u ever stop thinking negative and evaluate why something i can do while u cannot do?? i had friend who is studying medicine which i knew from high school that came out from the same class as i am...
i'm not in medicine because i was not as hardworking as he is and i do not have his passion in helping others.... instead of blaming... do u ever evaluate??
just like the EPF dude... did he stop and evaluate on why he failed to chase the girl.. at this moment?? instead of doing all this thing... did u ever evaluate why the girl at times give u the cold shoulder?? this is what i always think... if u do your very best.. mark this word down.. your very best... nothing u do will end up losing.. u might at times lose due to some bad luck but u only lose the fight never the war.. u know why?? because u gave your best... when an individual gave his or her best.. very few... end up in the losing end.. sometimes it will amaze u.. how far u can really go and what u can achieve if u gave your best shot..
blogamaniacs.. if u find u fall short on achieving what u want to achieve.. it's just because u have not gave your best shot... push yourself so hard that u feel u r running out of air... just like doing push up... push yourself so hard that u can no longer lift yourself up after giving every ounce of energy u have... that is what i meant by giving your best shot...
my catch phrase for today.... evaluate... by evaluating situation and things... we will sometimes see things on why successful ppl r successful..
so mr.magicboo... sometimes stop being stupid and think for a moment... god give u brain to think so don abuse it.. at first i thought u were some kind of hot shot.. but u end up being just a pot shot..
i talk to my ex boss today.. after realizing how much my ex boss earn through the things he sold.. really motivates me a lot... just depends on how much i wanted it.. they say if u pay peanuts u get monkey as employee... if u dream peanuts u get monkey result.... aim for the stars because even if u fail at least u reach the sky... if mr. chiew can get revenue of 100 million and AM can earn revenue of around 10 million... i don't see why TBE cannot at least earn 1 million in revenue.. everyone says u cannot do this or do that.. some say take baby step, take it slowly...
eh.. already 25... still take slow?? already take a bold and risky move in setting up TBE.. as my ex boss said.. already came out.. now take the ball and run with it.. run hard and run far.. hold the ball tight and don drop it.. just run with it.. if it is to be, it's up to me.. we r all born to be great.. it just matter how great u want to be... mickey mouse the great or alexander the great..
kudos to my partner... all and all.. i'm proud to say the least in having a competitive partner at TBE.. i am very sure we're in the right track... i once read this article before... it says when an individual able to contorl it's mind... the chances of the person to be successful is very high...
a person who can control it's mind can control it's emotion, ability to self motivate, most importantly... reach height in a shorter time..
give an example... when i say don't think of a red apple.. what is the first image that pops up from your mind?? if it's a red apple.. u still have some work to do.. if u did not think of a red apple.. u r on the right track... of course it also need to have the right attitude too
now.. i have yet to reach that height yet... but as said.. a person is consider wise if he acknowledge his drawback and make positive adjustment to it.. keep on saying.. no, this will not work or worse.. i'm like that.. will only bring u to the other end.. far end away from success
i honest hard to accept ppl who say things like this.. "i'm like that".. seriously.. have u even heard yourself?? u sound like a 5 years old...
speaking of this.. i stumble upon an interesting story today... there's this guy... he is trying.. i used the word trying because i think he is trying... i'm not sue if he is but let's assume he is trying.... to chase this girl....
he told he girl he change the EPF beneficary to the girls name... the whole action is not funny but rather... confusing... u see... this is what i think... u don't change the beneficary name because u want to chase a girl.. there's many more other ways... put it this way.. let's say u fail to chase her.. what would your next girl think?? change the EPF thing to a girl that u r chasing?? and to be honest... whats so great about your EPF..
i talked to a guy friend of mine on msn just now.. well.. i'm happy for him in a way because he is getting married~~ of course the marrying thing is something worth celebrating but he did so because the girl is pregnant
nowadays... everyone seems to married because of pregnant... *sigh*
anyway... he told me few of his problems.. he just resign... so asked me if i got any job for him... how can he resign at such moment?? his answer... he is not happy with the job...
dude... u r getting married and in maybe 9 more months or less.. u will have a baby coming out... where r u getting the money?? i'm sure u can pull this through but u r going to work extra hard this time round... i really hope u can change your current lazy attitude
i have this friend of mine... high school friend to be exact... he once told me... i'm not as smart as u so of course i cannot do what u guys can do... honestly.. this is so retard.. no offense but come on.. we have the same brain, receive the same education from the same school and the same class.. what do u mean i'm smarter and u r more stupid... have u ever stop thinking negative and evaluate why something i can do while u cannot do?? i had friend who is studying medicine which i knew from high school that came out from the same class as i am...
i'm not in medicine because i was not as hardworking as he is and i do not have his passion in helping others.... instead of blaming... do u ever evaluate??
just like the EPF dude... did he stop and evaluate on why he failed to chase the girl.. at this moment?? instead of doing all this thing... did u ever evaluate why the girl at times give u the cold shoulder?? this is what i always think... if u do your very best.. mark this word down.. your very best... nothing u do will end up losing.. u might at times lose due to some bad luck but u only lose the fight never the war.. u know why?? because u gave your best... when an individual gave his or her best.. very few... end up in the losing end.. sometimes it will amaze u.. how far u can really go and what u can achieve if u gave your best shot..
blogamaniacs.. if u find u fall short on achieving what u want to achieve.. it's just because u have not gave your best shot... push yourself so hard that u feel u r running out of air... just like doing push up... push yourself so hard that u can no longer lift yourself up after giving every ounce of energy u have... that is what i meant by giving your best shot...
my catch phrase for today.... evaluate... by evaluating situation and things... we will sometimes see things on why successful ppl r successful..
so mr.magicboo... sometimes stop being stupid and think for a moment... god give u brain to think so don abuse it.. at first i thought u were some kind of hot shot.. but u end up being just a pot shot..
i talk to my ex boss today.. after realizing how much my ex boss earn through the things he sold.. really motivates me a lot... just depends on how much i wanted it.. they say if u pay peanuts u get monkey as employee... if u dream peanuts u get monkey result.... aim for the stars because even if u fail at least u reach the sky... if mr. chiew can get revenue of 100 million and AM can earn revenue of around 10 million... i don't see why TBE cannot at least earn 1 million in revenue.. everyone says u cannot do this or do that.. some say take baby step, take it slowly...
eh.. already 25... still take slow?? already take a bold and risky move in setting up TBE.. as my ex boss said.. already came out.. now take the ball and run with it.. run hard and run far.. hold the ball tight and don drop it.. just run with it.. if it is to be, it's up to me.. we r all born to be great.. it just matter how great u want to be... mickey mouse the great or alexander the great..
Saturday, May 16, 2009
ranting again
i'm beyond exhausted as of me writting this now... physically i have been hovering on the promotion thing for a few days now and literally every weekend i have a promotion to do... it's not my only effort but the whole TBE and i am very proud of everyone that is involve... i'm sure the effort that every individual puts in will bear delicious fruit soon...
mentally i have a lot of things i want to rant... it's just i have not much in knowing how to rant it out.... i also don't want to bitch something that i can't do anything about in which i have choosen a certain road... yes i have the right and the freedom to go otherwise... so it's literally pointless in bitching about it....
all and all i can say that life is never fair.. never... and life is meant to be tough... like real tough shit... on top of working hard to earn peanuts... as a boss, i have to dealt with company issues and also politics in which is a constant... constant trouble shooting... and on top of all that... there's relationship and also family issues....
there's a quote saying if u r sailing too smooth... u might be sailing the wrong direction...
it's a love-hate relationship thing.. i hate life but at the same time i enjoy what it's giving me... so yea if u ever thought u're in a complicated and tough life... everyone is going through the same shit...
i think i need a break... just a break with someone i enjoy to be with... but hey... as said.. if life is sailing that smooth.. i'm probably is sailing the wrong direction...
i'm working hard... really hard to make everything works the way it should work... nothing in the middle should matter if i ever reach my objective...
i really hate when these hiccups try to cause turbulance or stir my mind with negativity..... like please... get the F out... i don't tell myself how big the problem is but i tell U~!! how big i am... yes!! i'm nobody but i'm putting up a fight against all odds... u haters try to make my life miserable... u better give me your best shot...... cause the next time u seeing me... i'm going to give u hell
my rant for today~~~
mentally i have a lot of things i want to rant... it's just i have not much in knowing how to rant it out.... i also don't want to bitch something that i can't do anything about in which i have choosen a certain road... yes i have the right and the freedom to go otherwise... so it's literally pointless in bitching about it....
all and all i can say that life is never fair.. never... and life is meant to be tough... like real tough shit... on top of working hard to earn peanuts... as a boss, i have to dealt with company issues and also politics in which is a constant... constant trouble shooting... and on top of all that... there's relationship and also family issues....
there's a quote saying if u r sailing too smooth... u might be sailing the wrong direction...
it's a love-hate relationship thing.. i hate life but at the same time i enjoy what it's giving me... so yea if u ever thought u're in a complicated and tough life... everyone is going through the same shit...
i think i need a break... just a break with someone i enjoy to be with... but hey... as said.. if life is sailing that smooth.. i'm probably is sailing the wrong direction...
i'm working hard... really hard to make everything works the way it should work... nothing in the middle should matter if i ever reach my objective...
i really hate when these hiccups try to cause turbulance or stir my mind with negativity..... like please... get the F out... i don't tell myself how big the problem is but i tell U~!! how big i am... yes!! i'm nobody but i'm putting up a fight against all odds... u haters try to make my life miserable... u better give me your best shot...... cause the next time u seeing me... i'm going to give u hell
my rant for today~~~
Friday, May 15, 2009
may 15th
took an emotional hit yesterday... woaa... the effect was to say the least... tremendous to last till this morning.... it tooks me a while to set myself in.... on what i should do...
i met with alan today... have a very light breakfast and talk a lot on business.... he told me... if i knew wai meng.. cellnique's boss... i say i do... he told me... quote to quote... "do u know he aim for 100 million in 1 year??" 100 million.... thats' a lotttttttt of money...
it's not impossible... i asked him... what is the secret to that...
this is what alan said... "sees big picture, dare to dream and focus"...
focus.. thats what i'm talking about... i lost my focus this morning... and this shall not repeat...
i know life there will be obstacles and hiccup along the way.... life is never fair nor is it perfect... life is meant to be tough...
i knew yesterday was meant to be a test... and i should be strong to take this.... small wind or wave shouldn't be rocking my boat... no... it shouldn't.... so... thats the best u can give?? cause u know what... i'm still standing...
how tough u r depends on how focus u can be..
i saw magicboo yesterday... i'm sure he saw me too... hey~nothing happen... anyway.. he shouldn't be bothering me... i am my best competitor, i am my biggest enemy... if i can overcome myself... i always believe.. it's the survival of the fittest... hell, let's raise the bar so high this time round.. i make sure nobody can jump over it...
really honest... if this is going to make my life a tough shit... bring those tough shit in cause i'm going to give it hell.. yes i'm going to give it hell....
i'm so pump up now.. i think i better use this energy on my work...
hola on all blogamaniacs later....
i met with alan today... have a very light breakfast and talk a lot on business.... he told me... if i knew wai meng.. cellnique's boss... i say i do... he told me... quote to quote... "do u know he aim for 100 million in 1 year??" 100 million.... thats' a lotttttttt of money...
it's not impossible... i asked him... what is the secret to that...
this is what alan said... "sees big picture, dare to dream and focus"...
focus.. thats what i'm talking about... i lost my focus this morning... and this shall not repeat...
i know life there will be obstacles and hiccup along the way.... life is never fair nor is it perfect... life is meant to be tough...
i knew yesterday was meant to be a test... and i should be strong to take this.... small wind or wave shouldn't be rocking my boat... no... it shouldn't.... so... thats the best u can give?? cause u know what... i'm still standing...
how tough u r depends on how focus u can be..
i saw magicboo yesterday... i'm sure he saw me too... hey~nothing happen... anyway.. he shouldn't be bothering me... i am my best competitor, i am my biggest enemy... if i can overcome myself... i always believe.. it's the survival of the fittest... hell, let's raise the bar so high this time round.. i make sure nobody can jump over it...
really honest... if this is going to make my life a tough shit... bring those tough shit in cause i'm going to give it hell.. yes i'm going to give it hell....
i'm so pump up now.. i think i better use this energy on my work...
hola on all blogamaniacs later....
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
may 11th
2.35am.. got woken up by a bad dream.... yea... the dream was bad enough to make me stay awake and write this blog....
i dream i lose her again....
lol.. lol... lol... this little red riding hood... man... is constantly in my mind... i suppose this is a good thing... enough to drive me do the things i needed to do...
anyway.... woke up early this morning... oh shoot... this reminded me that i need to finish that house chores... got to get that going by tomorrow i guess...
meet with a few customer today and hand in my assignment... the heat outside is so, so terrible... as i sat by a coffee house to get something cold to drink... i saw one of my course mate... we end up chatting over a cup of cold drinks... we talked.... he told me he will defer next semester, i was surprise to say the least... asking him why... he said he has lost focus both on work, family and school... maybe it's the workload that is burdening him causing him to lose his focus... he is going to stop for a semester to re-group himself... he got a point there...
he can't give up his work or his family and only sensible thing to do is put a pause on his school work... many would have disagree on the things that he does... saying how long is he going to drag this?? that it's time wasting for him...
i however agree with what he did... i understand how bad things can turn by losing focus.... having a clear cut objective is one thing... to reach the objective as focus as possible.. is at times not that easy... many ppl just scrap through...
it's like u taking a course... we all know we should pass the course but r we passing it with a 90 or a 50?? focus gives us 90 or above... merely getting through is a 50...
yes... u manage to reach your objective.. u pass but u did not give your best... because u're best is definetely not just a 50.... definetely.. that i'm sure...
let me share with u a true story... i used to be bad in mathematics.. really bad... i used to think.. oh math, i never think i will pass it.. i'm bad with math either way... this idiotic thinking... cost me dearly as i failed my add-math during my SPM.. yea.. u got that right... i failed it.. i got a 9 and thus i did not have add-math printed on my cert...
embarassing.. yes... but wait.. let me continue
as i continue to university... i have to go through this add-math again... it's called calculus.. as i look at my course outline... i have to take at least 15 credit hours of calculus... the first 6 is exactly the same of what i have studied previously in high school.. only that i fail...
i knew if i fail, i won't be able to graduate... i work really hard on the course... i still remember how i sat in front of the professor's room almost every single day... working on every single question from the calculus text book... now.. bear in mind i still have other course work to do... i was focus, determine and work really hard in that course and i'm proud to say the least that i score 96
from fail to 96.... and at the moment of me receiving my result... i knew.... everything is possible just by staying focus, being determine and put in lots of hardwork...
this apply the same on work and relationship too..
my relationship takes a bad hit because i was not focus and slip up.... i was that hungry and smelly dog that time... to change that dog to a confidence dog... is going to take some hardwork and time...
steady hands, just take the wheel
steady feet, don't fail me now
i have come long and climb high for this...
sweaty palms, don't slip up
nervous heartbeat, don't quit me on me now
if i were to sweat let the sweat of tiredness drown the fear
if i were to drift away, steady hands pull me back in the track
if negativity tries to feed itself on me, give it 1 tight slap
no.. for real.. crap.. my ego is flying through the sky... i need to pull it back down to earth before gavity works its magic... god always have a way to pull u back down to earth whenever we fly too high....
NO!! i will be steady this time... i'm in the business industry where i carry the weigh of my company on my shoulder... if i can stay focus there... i'm very sure i can on many other things too
little miss sunshine... cute little red riding hood... i won't fail u... u remember the dreams that i have told u about?? let the beemer do the talking......
3.30am?? man.. this blog took me an hour to write.. i better sign off now... got a breakfast with someone special tomorrow... i wonder if it'll be 3 eggs again this time round... oh well.. as many said.. it's not about the breakfast, the waking up early thing nor is it the morning fresh air... sometimes it's about who u have breakfast with that kick start your day
a morning hug or a morning coffee does make a difference..... i'm a little greedy.. i want both and a little more than that...
yea yea.. there u go again... i hear u!! hey.. i say i hear u... lol...
signing off... my two cents for today... may god give u the blessing to kick starts your day... he already did a good job for me... :)
smile and the world will smile back at u... think positive and positive energy will goes back to u... do good deeds and good deeds will come back to u... it's law of attraction......
till then... have fun blogamaniacs....
i dream i lose her again....
lol.. lol... lol... this little red riding hood... man... is constantly in my mind... i suppose this is a good thing... enough to drive me do the things i needed to do...
anyway.... woke up early this morning... oh shoot... this reminded me that i need to finish that house chores... got to get that going by tomorrow i guess...
meet with a few customer today and hand in my assignment... the heat outside is so, so terrible... as i sat by a coffee house to get something cold to drink... i saw one of my course mate... we end up chatting over a cup of cold drinks... we talked.... he told me he will defer next semester, i was surprise to say the least... asking him why... he said he has lost focus both on work, family and school... maybe it's the workload that is burdening him causing him to lose his focus... he is going to stop for a semester to re-group himself... he got a point there...
he can't give up his work or his family and only sensible thing to do is put a pause on his school work... many would have disagree on the things that he does... saying how long is he going to drag this?? that it's time wasting for him...
i however agree with what he did... i understand how bad things can turn by losing focus.... having a clear cut objective is one thing... to reach the objective as focus as possible.. is at times not that easy... many ppl just scrap through...
it's like u taking a course... we all know we should pass the course but r we passing it with a 90 or a 50?? focus gives us 90 or above... merely getting through is a 50...
yes... u manage to reach your objective.. u pass but u did not give your best... because u're best is definetely not just a 50.... definetely.. that i'm sure...
let me share with u a true story... i used to be bad in mathematics.. really bad... i used to think.. oh math, i never think i will pass it.. i'm bad with math either way... this idiotic thinking... cost me dearly as i failed my add-math during my SPM.. yea.. u got that right... i failed it.. i got a 9 and thus i did not have add-math printed on my cert...
embarassing.. yes... but wait.. let me continue
as i continue to university... i have to go through this add-math again... it's called calculus.. as i look at my course outline... i have to take at least 15 credit hours of calculus... the first 6 is exactly the same of what i have studied previously in high school.. only that i fail...
i knew if i fail, i won't be able to graduate... i work really hard on the course... i still remember how i sat in front of the professor's room almost every single day... working on every single question from the calculus text book... now.. bear in mind i still have other course work to do... i was focus, determine and work really hard in that course and i'm proud to say the least that i score 96
from fail to 96.... and at the moment of me receiving my result... i knew.... everything is possible just by staying focus, being determine and put in lots of hardwork...
this apply the same on work and relationship too..
my relationship takes a bad hit because i was not focus and slip up.... i was that hungry and smelly dog that time... to change that dog to a confidence dog... is going to take some hardwork and time...
steady hands, just take the wheel
steady feet, don't fail me now
i have come long and climb high for this...
sweaty palms, don't slip up
nervous heartbeat, don't quit me on me now
if i were to sweat let the sweat of tiredness drown the fear
if i were to drift away, steady hands pull me back in the track
if negativity tries to feed itself on me, give it 1 tight slap
no.. for real.. crap.. my ego is flying through the sky... i need to pull it back down to earth before gavity works its magic... god always have a way to pull u back down to earth whenever we fly too high....
NO!! i will be steady this time... i'm in the business industry where i carry the weigh of my company on my shoulder... if i can stay focus there... i'm very sure i can on many other things too
little miss sunshine... cute little red riding hood... i won't fail u... u remember the dreams that i have told u about?? let the beemer do the talking......
3.30am?? man.. this blog took me an hour to write.. i better sign off now... got a breakfast with someone special tomorrow... i wonder if it'll be 3 eggs again this time round... oh well.. as many said.. it's not about the breakfast, the waking up early thing nor is it the morning fresh air... sometimes it's about who u have breakfast with that kick start your day
a morning hug or a morning coffee does make a difference..... i'm a little greedy.. i want both and a little more than that...
yea yea.. there u go again... i hear u!! hey.. i say i hear u... lol...
signing off... my two cents for today... may god give u the blessing to kick starts your day... he already did a good job for me... :)
smile and the world will smile back at u... think positive and positive energy will goes back to u... do good deeds and good deeds will come back to u... it's law of attraction......
till then... have fun blogamaniacs....
Sunday, May 10, 2009
she will be loved
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow I want more
I don't mind spending every day
out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved, and she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my doors always open
You come anytime you want
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and makes me catch her every time she falls
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow I want more
I don't mind spending every day
out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved, and she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my doors always open
You come anytime you want
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and makes me catch her every time she falls
counting down
counting down to the big day.....
have faith and detrmination... i'm sure i will make it to that day... i'm sure i can and i will....
nothing is too far, too tough, too hard, or too strong....
i got my mind on my objective and i'm not going away...
the road will be long
i know what i'm doing is not wrong
for this, i'm staying strong
and make this into any other fairytale song
oh yea.. u will be love
yea yea.. stop it, u must be saying... what... can't a dude say something like that??
signing off for the 2nd time...
have faith and detrmination... i'm sure i will make it to that day... i'm sure i can and i will....
nothing is too far, too tough, too hard, or too strong....
i got my mind on my objective and i'm not going away...
the road will be long
i know what i'm doing is not wrong
for this, i'm staying strong
and make this into any other fairytale song
oh yea.. u will be love
yea yea.. stop it, u must be saying... what... can't a dude say something like that??
signing off for the 2nd time...
sleepless
i couldn't sleep the whole night.... too many things that is bothering me.. i took a small nap.. but i can't...i woke up everytime i close my eye
i end up taking a cold shower and a small walk outside my house before i sat down and work on my assignments which is due tomorrow..
I have been delaying the stupid assignment for a long time.. honestly.. i don't have the heart to do it previously and was just a tad too busy... what makes me to determine to finish it this time round?? well... i can't sleep... i can't call her... i don't play games.... it's too late for a movie.... what else can i do?? my partner in crime is all drunk so i certainly can't talk business with him...
no.. i'm kidding.. i was thinking a lot about her.. but i knew she is sound asleep and that i also knew... she would want me to know what i should do... that alone is enough to make me finish this stupid assignment...
honest... i have a little bit sound of regret in taking this MBA course... though it's not superhard or heavy workload... i just have small problem balancing the MBA with working hours... i know it's possible.. it's just not easy... but anyway since i'm in.. i'm all the way out for it.. and i knew i will benefit hugely from this MBA
lots of cute and sweet wordings filled my empty head while i was doing my assignment.. honest... 1 tight slap~!! focus~!! as dawn breaks and sun rose... bird sings and noisy... freaking noisy dog barks... it makes me wonder.. like what the hell these dog barks for?? taking over a roaster's job or something?? bark to let everyone know... morning is here?? hey doggie.. do u know in this world exist something called alarm clock?? even the alarm clock does not sound it means... people want to sleep..... ok.. now i' m being silly
anyway.. i was impress with how i proceed with my assignments... by 9 am.. i have finished 90% of the assignment...
a person liberate me yesterday... she said.. does it really matter what other think or say?? it is until a person know the whole story... will a person understand why a person do the things they do...
we're all judgemental individual and i believe.. accepting criticism is part of life... sometimes i don't have to go all out to change a certain traits of ours to please everyone... but... at least don't create conflicts...
i was talking to one of this guy yesterday... this is what he told me... he was very young when he started his own event company... he however manage to land a fashion event... a big event which require certain backing from certain individuals from the goverment...
he went to see that individual... he told me... wonder why he would want to help u out as u're not giving him any benefit?? i listen closely
this is his answer
"tan sri... i'm like your son... also the son of malaysia... the elder or past generation have succeed but they succeed without sharing that secret formula to be successful with the new young generation.. without your help today, u will destroy me and i won't be able to go anywhere... malaysia needs sons like us and wisdom from u to continue what the past had build... "
the next day.. that "tan sri" sign the papers that he asked for...
don asked me how true it is... it's definetely for us to evaluate... i agree that we young generations r the drive of the country... just how r we driving this country forward... and yes.. i do believe we play a role.. small or big.. i'm sure we play a role..
i really really enjoy my time spending with her both on friday and saturday... god has been kind to me... i don't know if this will be a 100M run, a 200M, 400M or a marathon run... i don't know... i just know and sure that i'm in this run and i will have to keep running.. no, u silly blogamaniacs... i'm not stopping this run...
there's no certain in life... and all i can do is really enjoy this run... i don't know when, where, or how this run will end...
ppl once told me.. if it's meant to be it will be.. while others said.. fate is in your hand
this is what i think
god show u the path.. its up to u to walk the path...
so long as there is a single ounce of energy left... i will be running... the moment i stop is maybe the moment i broke my leg... but lol... can't i crawl?? so yea..
ever read this comic when u guys were young?? what happen when an unstoppable object meet an unmovable object?? when it clash... even superman died...
well... i'm no superman...
but i know.. superman or no superman... to u... let's raise the bar a little higher shall we?? u once said... i was the type that will just climb and when i realize i'm too high... instead of climbing down.. i will keep climb up and just tell myself that i cannot fall... well... let's keep raising the bar...
u r that sweet escape... no... my sweet escape..
till then...
i end up taking a cold shower and a small walk outside my house before i sat down and work on my assignments which is due tomorrow..
I have been delaying the stupid assignment for a long time.. honestly.. i don't have the heart to do it previously and was just a tad too busy... what makes me to determine to finish it this time round?? well... i can't sleep... i can't call her... i don't play games.... it's too late for a movie.... what else can i do?? my partner in crime is all drunk so i certainly can't talk business with him...
no.. i'm kidding.. i was thinking a lot about her.. but i knew she is sound asleep and that i also knew... she would want me to know what i should do... that alone is enough to make me finish this stupid assignment...
honest... i have a little bit sound of regret in taking this MBA course... though it's not superhard or heavy workload... i just have small problem balancing the MBA with working hours... i know it's possible.. it's just not easy... but anyway since i'm in.. i'm all the way out for it.. and i knew i will benefit hugely from this MBA
lots of cute and sweet wordings filled my empty head while i was doing my assignment.. honest... 1 tight slap~!! focus~!! as dawn breaks and sun rose... bird sings and noisy... freaking noisy dog barks... it makes me wonder.. like what the hell these dog barks for?? taking over a roaster's job or something?? bark to let everyone know... morning is here?? hey doggie.. do u know in this world exist something called alarm clock?? even the alarm clock does not sound it means... people want to sleep..... ok.. now i' m being silly
anyway.. i was impress with how i proceed with my assignments... by 9 am.. i have finished 90% of the assignment...
a person liberate me yesterday... she said.. does it really matter what other think or say?? it is until a person know the whole story... will a person understand why a person do the things they do...
we're all judgemental individual and i believe.. accepting criticism is part of life... sometimes i don't have to go all out to change a certain traits of ours to please everyone... but... at least don't create conflicts...
i was talking to one of this guy yesterday... this is what he told me... he was very young when he started his own event company... he however manage to land a fashion event... a big event which require certain backing from certain individuals from the goverment...
he went to see that individual... he told me... wonder why he would want to help u out as u're not giving him any benefit?? i listen closely
this is his answer
"tan sri... i'm like your son... also the son of malaysia... the elder or past generation have succeed but they succeed without sharing that secret formula to be successful with the new young generation.. without your help today, u will destroy me and i won't be able to go anywhere... malaysia needs sons like us and wisdom from u to continue what the past had build... "
the next day.. that "tan sri" sign the papers that he asked for...
don asked me how true it is... it's definetely for us to evaluate... i agree that we young generations r the drive of the country... just how r we driving this country forward... and yes.. i do believe we play a role.. small or big.. i'm sure we play a role..
i really really enjoy my time spending with her both on friday and saturday... god has been kind to me... i don't know if this will be a 100M run, a 200M, 400M or a marathon run... i don't know... i just know and sure that i'm in this run and i will have to keep running.. no, u silly blogamaniacs... i'm not stopping this run...
there's no certain in life... and all i can do is really enjoy this run... i don't know when, where, or how this run will end...
ppl once told me.. if it's meant to be it will be.. while others said.. fate is in your hand
this is what i think
god show u the path.. its up to u to walk the path...
so long as there is a single ounce of energy left... i will be running... the moment i stop is maybe the moment i broke my leg... but lol... can't i crawl?? so yea..
ever read this comic when u guys were young?? what happen when an unstoppable object meet an unmovable object?? when it clash... even superman died...
well... i'm no superman...
but i know.. superman or no superman... to u... let's raise the bar a little higher shall we?? u once said... i was the type that will just climb and when i realize i'm too high... instead of climbing down.. i will keep climb up and just tell myself that i cannot fall... well... let's keep raising the bar...
u r that sweet escape... no... my sweet escape..
till then...
keep holding on
You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in
No I won’t give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I’ll fight and defend
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in
No I won’t give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I’ll fight and defend
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Friday, May 8, 2009
3 am rant
2.21am... i try to fall asleep but i can't....
have u ever wonder y u r being label?? i came across this wording... u r whatever they say u r if not why would they say u r...
i consider myself a quick temper guy... i got angry easily... though realizing such weakness.. i'm taking steps to lower such anger... this reminds me... how much do we actually know ourself
when i was young... like way back in primary.... i always look up on certain individual and wanted to be like that individual a lot... this goes up to junior high... i still remember how i try to act like that individual in front of the mirror... lol... little did i realize... this dude that i try to mimic.. will have an impact on what kind of person i am becoming
as i enter my college days... i beginning to have that identity crisis... i don't know what i want or who i really am... i remember about this struggle and in came a friend that knock sense into me...
he said... "jest, stop wasting time.. u're here in canada.. u have to survive in regards of who u r... else u better pack and go home" this did not struck me until i did extremely bad on my first semester..... it was so bad... like real bad...
the GPA almost guarantee me a place back to malaysia instead of scholarship... i saw how my friends r doing great in their studies while planning to go into med school...
from there i understand what determination and hardwork means... in regards of situation.. i still need to get groceries, i still need work for extra income, the GPA to get the scholarship money and to worry about dinner everyday... i never have time for what malaysian society, yum char, clubbing, or just hang out and talk silly... these to me r time wasting.. i would rather take the time to study or do something... i'm all alone in canada.. i'm all looking out for myself.. only myself...
through these i finally able to find myself.. who i am.. what is my qualities and what is my drawback.. how to pick myself up... i however won't deny.... i still did not do an awesome job... there's more room for improvement..
maybe it's the desperate feeling that i'm moving too slow which prompt me into slacking off in a few area... there r times when we just need to sit back and take a look on what we have accomplish rather than keep going forward.. once a while.. it does take pressure off
a man does not grew wiser in time.... they grew wiser with experience... i have a 25 year old friend that still act like a 16 year old.. he talks about revenge all the time.. i think it's because at 25 he still play a lot of video or computer games.. u know.. these games talks about revenge all the time too... so i think it's into his head... game thing, once is a while is alright... but don get too into it.. it really makes u look stupid... really...
oh yea.. alcohol too.. too much of it makes a person look stupid too.. this is through experience
life at times r terrible if not horrible, to a point it makes us feel miserable...
hey.. why bow down to these horrible thing eh?? like what.. we're slave to horrible life?? my blogamaniacs.... there will always be haters outside... to try to bring us down.... this is done so, so that we will not slip up too much.. to bring us pain to tell us that we're human and that we're still alive... losers out there so that u can be the winner...
my mind is filling itself up with many many unhappy and negative thoughts....... honest... unfair to me?? can i even ask for fairness?? no......... i don even bother to think about fair or not fair anymore..... so many things i want to rant.... but i can't..... i simply just can't................ at this junction of life.... it's not easy to be me... don't even say u understand...
it's there but it's not there.... simple yet meaningful words..... so close yet so far..... yea... thats a better one
so close yet so far......
have u ever wonder y u r being label?? i came across this wording... u r whatever they say u r if not why would they say u r...
i consider myself a quick temper guy... i got angry easily... though realizing such weakness.. i'm taking steps to lower such anger... this reminds me... how much do we actually know ourself
when i was young... like way back in primary.... i always look up on certain individual and wanted to be like that individual a lot... this goes up to junior high... i still remember how i try to act like that individual in front of the mirror... lol... little did i realize... this dude that i try to mimic.. will have an impact on what kind of person i am becoming
as i enter my college days... i beginning to have that identity crisis... i don't know what i want or who i really am... i remember about this struggle and in came a friend that knock sense into me...
he said... "jest, stop wasting time.. u're here in canada.. u have to survive in regards of who u r... else u better pack and go home" this did not struck me until i did extremely bad on my first semester..... it was so bad... like real bad...
the GPA almost guarantee me a place back to malaysia instead of scholarship... i saw how my friends r doing great in their studies while planning to go into med school...
from there i understand what determination and hardwork means... in regards of situation.. i still need to get groceries, i still need work for extra income, the GPA to get the scholarship money and to worry about dinner everyday... i never have time for what malaysian society, yum char, clubbing, or just hang out and talk silly... these to me r time wasting.. i would rather take the time to study or do something... i'm all alone in canada.. i'm all looking out for myself.. only myself...
through these i finally able to find myself.. who i am.. what is my qualities and what is my drawback.. how to pick myself up... i however won't deny.... i still did not do an awesome job... there's more room for improvement..
maybe it's the desperate feeling that i'm moving too slow which prompt me into slacking off in a few area... there r times when we just need to sit back and take a look on what we have accomplish rather than keep going forward.. once a while.. it does take pressure off
a man does not grew wiser in time.... they grew wiser with experience... i have a 25 year old friend that still act like a 16 year old.. he talks about revenge all the time.. i think it's because at 25 he still play a lot of video or computer games.. u know.. these games talks about revenge all the time too... so i think it's into his head... game thing, once is a while is alright... but don get too into it.. it really makes u look stupid... really...
oh yea.. alcohol too.. too much of it makes a person look stupid too.. this is through experience
life at times r terrible if not horrible, to a point it makes us feel miserable...
hey.. why bow down to these horrible thing eh?? like what.. we're slave to horrible life?? my blogamaniacs.... there will always be haters outside... to try to bring us down.... this is done so, so that we will not slip up too much.. to bring us pain to tell us that we're human and that we're still alive... losers out there so that u can be the winner...
my mind is filling itself up with many many unhappy and negative thoughts....... honest... unfair to me?? can i even ask for fairness?? no......... i don even bother to think about fair or not fair anymore..... so many things i want to rant.... but i can't..... i simply just can't................ at this junction of life.... it's not easy to be me... don't even say u understand...
it's there but it's not there.... simple yet meaningful words..... so close yet so far..... yea... thats a better one
so close yet so far......
Thursday, May 7, 2009
birthday
i remember this day.. :)
small cake but definetely a memorable one.... i'm sure u do too.. :)
untitle comfort
Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
And i can't make this go away
And i can't make this fade away
open your eyes.. where is your comfort?? mine is from your smile and that look from your eye... thats my comfort..
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
And i can't make this go away
And i can't make this fade away
open your eyes.. where is your comfort?? mine is from your smile and that look from your eye... thats my comfort..
craziness
the whole MBA thing is taking a toll on me... crap.. i have this assignment thing that is due this coming monday and i have not even started working on it... honest... at times i think to myself.. what have i got myself into...
a friend told me... u don't seems like a person that will give up easily... u don't like to lose...
it's not that i do not know how to motivate myself.. but i think i wouldn't mind that sweet hug.... :)
thinking about the hug makes me smile now.. lol... crazy ol' jest....
a friend told me... u don't seems like a person that will give up easily... u don't like to lose...
it's not that i do not know how to motivate myself.. but i think i wouldn't mind that sweet hug.... :)
thinking about the hug makes me smile now.. lol... crazy ol' jest....
may 7
i saw this interesting quote which i wanted to share today...
freedom is given to those people with dicipline and not to those people that want freedom.... i find it to be so true.... without strong discipline... u r bound to wreck havoc with the new found "freedom"
i don think this only apply to teenagers... it apply to everyone...
assume u r a 30+ year old dude who start his own business... now the new found freedom is that he no longer need to report to anyone, no rigid rules.. just pure freedom but without discipline.. his business will without a shadow of a doubt... plunge deeper than the recession stock market..
yes freedom does not come with a cost but there is surely a price to pay if it's misused...
speaking of this... i got a phone call today... a friend of mine.. he is working in a bank... personal loan department... he didn't ask if i need any personal loan but he asked if i have any contacts... people's name and contact number.. so that he can call and ask about personal loans
many said.. this is retard.. because who will give him such name and number... i however admire this... this guy is taking initiative and doing something to meet the so call monthly target while at the same time being innovative...
let's take the 80-20 rule...
he called 10 ppl.. 2 responded.. but of the 10 ppl he called.. he ask for contactssssssssssss... assuming for every ppl he called he got 10 more contact... he will have 20 respond by the end of the day.. of the 20 ppl that responded, he closed 4.... number game but... nevertheless he is being innovative.. i often got calls asking if i knew anyone who is interested...
these ppl r trying to catch potential clients.. but then.. potential or not is not up to us or anyone to determine but is determine by the seller himself..
this is how i look at it... in my world... so long as u willing to listen.. u r my potential..
while doing my readings today a long time friend of mine msg me.. i enjoy the conversation with him... we talked a lot.. exchange idea in between... smart guy with a hardworking attitude.. just unfortunate... is not a risk taker...
i know a risk taker is never a good thing but to start a business or run a business... always involve risk.. just depends how risky is the risk.. anyway.. i find it to be a waste.. lol.. a very hardworking guy...
as i was doing my normal routine work today... something hits me... that is a figure of speech not like literally i got hit by something... i look around... and evaluate... y some dude drives a luxury car while some dude just drive a silly old worn out car... sometimes did we stop and evaluate ourself and things around us?? what make us lose out on certain things and why such thing occur?? why some dude can spend like nobody's business while some is hardly making end meets?? why some seems to have so many friends while some have only a handful??
as i drive... i begin to think and evaluate... and yes... i realize, it's the evaluation and the law of attraction... i realize some ppl fail to evaluate and tend to just let such thing happen on them.. whereby for those who evaluate have this negativity law of attraction saying.. this is how it is and he have to accept the fact
i once saw a clip... this guy is born with no limbs.. like no limbs.. no arms and no leg... but he live his life and enjoy every moment of it... from the clip.. he mentions... even if u fall, never stay down.. keep climb back up.. even with no limbs.. keep climb back up.. u will eventually make it... don live your life as it's your last.. the pressure is crazy but instead.. enjoy every moment of it... i came across this quote before... gods and immortal above envy us simply because we are mortals... there r things that happen will never occur again..
as i drove.. i over this song... i think this part is inspiring.. from TI live your life
Got everybody watching what i do
come walk in my shoes
and see the way i'm living
if u really want to
got my mind on my money
and i'm not going away
living the life, the life
in the windmill city
the life, my life
i do it how i wanna do
i'm living my life, the life
i will never lose
i'm living my life, the life
and i'll never stop it
motivating yet inspiring... lyrics in songs r meant to be inspiring, touching and story telling...
black fit, happy feet, no feet, chicken wing with duck feet.. u know what... it doesn't matter what u're name is... all u haters outside.. u better shine your feet real nice because u r going toe to toe... one on one... with the great one...
that is what i called.. a show stopper effect..
my mind on my objective...
signing off... peace out... god bless..
freedom is given to those people with dicipline and not to those people that want freedom.... i find it to be so true.... without strong discipline... u r bound to wreck havoc with the new found "freedom"
i don think this only apply to teenagers... it apply to everyone...
assume u r a 30+ year old dude who start his own business... now the new found freedom is that he no longer need to report to anyone, no rigid rules.. just pure freedom but without discipline.. his business will without a shadow of a doubt... plunge deeper than the recession stock market..
yes freedom does not come with a cost but there is surely a price to pay if it's misused...
speaking of this... i got a phone call today... a friend of mine.. he is working in a bank... personal loan department... he didn't ask if i need any personal loan but he asked if i have any contacts... people's name and contact number.. so that he can call and ask about personal loans
many said.. this is retard.. because who will give him such name and number... i however admire this... this guy is taking initiative and doing something to meet the so call monthly target while at the same time being innovative...
let's take the 80-20 rule...
he called 10 ppl.. 2 responded.. but of the 10 ppl he called.. he ask for contactssssssssssss... assuming for every ppl he called he got 10 more contact... he will have 20 respond by the end of the day.. of the 20 ppl that responded, he closed 4.... number game but... nevertheless he is being innovative.. i often got calls asking if i knew anyone who is interested...
these ppl r trying to catch potential clients.. but then.. potential or not is not up to us or anyone to determine but is determine by the seller himself..
this is how i look at it... in my world... so long as u willing to listen.. u r my potential..
while doing my readings today a long time friend of mine msg me.. i enjoy the conversation with him... we talked a lot.. exchange idea in between... smart guy with a hardworking attitude.. just unfortunate... is not a risk taker...
i know a risk taker is never a good thing but to start a business or run a business... always involve risk.. just depends how risky is the risk.. anyway.. i find it to be a waste.. lol.. a very hardworking guy...
as i was doing my normal routine work today... something hits me... that is a figure of speech not like literally i got hit by something... i look around... and evaluate... y some dude drives a luxury car while some dude just drive a silly old worn out car... sometimes did we stop and evaluate ourself and things around us?? what make us lose out on certain things and why such thing occur?? why some dude can spend like nobody's business while some is hardly making end meets?? why some seems to have so many friends while some have only a handful??
as i drive... i begin to think and evaluate... and yes... i realize, it's the evaluation and the law of attraction... i realize some ppl fail to evaluate and tend to just let such thing happen on them.. whereby for those who evaluate have this negativity law of attraction saying.. this is how it is and he have to accept the fact
i once saw a clip... this guy is born with no limbs.. like no limbs.. no arms and no leg... but he live his life and enjoy every moment of it... from the clip.. he mentions... even if u fall, never stay down.. keep climb back up.. even with no limbs.. keep climb back up.. u will eventually make it... don live your life as it's your last.. the pressure is crazy but instead.. enjoy every moment of it... i came across this quote before... gods and immortal above envy us simply because we are mortals... there r things that happen will never occur again..
as i drove.. i over this song... i think this part is inspiring.. from TI live your life
Got everybody watching what i do
come walk in my shoes
and see the way i'm living
if u really want to
got my mind on my money
and i'm not going away
living the life, the life
in the windmill city
the life, my life
i do it how i wanna do
i'm living my life, the life
i will never lose
i'm living my life, the life
and i'll never stop it
motivating yet inspiring... lyrics in songs r meant to be inspiring, touching and story telling...
black fit, happy feet, no feet, chicken wing with duck feet.. u know what... it doesn't matter what u're name is... all u haters outside.. u better shine your feet real nice because u r going toe to toe... one on one... with the great one...
that is what i called.. a show stopper effect..
my mind on my objective...
signing off... peace out... god bless..
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
serenity
tonight chelsea will go head to head against barcelona.. i'm all out to support chelsea so go chelsea...
ok... today is an interesting day.... and yes~!! she makes my day special today... i'm very very happy with how things start to unfold itself...
meet with a customer in the afternoon today... i think, i have not been doing much demo as of late... i fail to get the desirable result... but of course i manage to twist and turn my way around and force a sale.. lol... so yes.. how this whole thing unfold itself is going to be interesting too...
as i continue my work... honest... as of late.. the heat wave is crazy~~ so yea.. lucky u guys who work in the office.. u don have to embrace the heat... and the mosquitoes... the number is increasing... i hate these heat and mosquitoes..
dinner came by... had an awesome dinner with her and end up receiving some cute mms from her too... well, jest... look at it the positive way.... its always the thought that counts
sometimes i hate it when night falls... i always start to have this negative thought when night time came... start to drift away and think things that is not useful... focus... yea.. thats what i need to do.. some yoga to focus myself..... lol
i will make today's blog short and simple... i hope this time round... it will work out perfectly... no.. not hope.. i'm sure it will.... i just need to stay focus and have faith on what i'm doing... as said... steady feet, don't fail me now...
i was told once... there r ppl who don fall down hard, when climb back.. they don dare to climb high because afraid will fall down again... i was the type that climb high, when look how high i've climb... instead of stop i just told myself.. i can't fall because if i did.. it'll be real pain.....
while some climb up slowly.....
i'm glad my qualities is shone out that makes u notice me again... i'm happy... i knew this is going to be a long road but let's make this an instant classic... i'm making this memorable.....
so to those tiny devil voices that is whispers those negativity into my brain every now and then... SHUT UP...... for real... SHUT UP....
made some changes to the blog... it hope it looks better.. more changes will hopefully come soon... i'm looking on how to add a chatterbox... i do not know if i'm really that bad with computers.. i don't know how to do it so if anyone knew about this.. i need a little bit of your advise....
i've enjoy my day a lot today... i hope to u blogamaniacs or peeps that is reading this had an awesome day too....
everybody has a somebody... when u found that someone special... this is what i think.. lol.. don't worry about crossing that yellow line... go for it... god give us food but he don't throw it into our nest... just like money.. it's there for us to earn... he don't just give us the bills..... the society and world is structure in a way.. it's the survival of the fittest... i always say.. nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing... yes... nike says is right.. just do it.. of course... the legal way.. lol
as said... bless us with the serenity to accept the things that we cannot change, the courage to change the thing that we can change and the wisdom to know the difference...
till then.... signing off from now....
ok... today is an interesting day.... and yes~!! she makes my day special today... i'm very very happy with how things start to unfold itself...
meet with a customer in the afternoon today... i think, i have not been doing much demo as of late... i fail to get the desirable result... but of course i manage to twist and turn my way around and force a sale.. lol... so yes.. how this whole thing unfold itself is going to be interesting too...
as i continue my work... honest... as of late.. the heat wave is crazy~~ so yea.. lucky u guys who work in the office.. u don have to embrace the heat... and the mosquitoes... the number is increasing... i hate these heat and mosquitoes..
dinner came by... had an awesome dinner with her and end up receiving some cute mms from her too... well, jest... look at it the positive way.... its always the thought that counts
sometimes i hate it when night falls... i always start to have this negative thought when night time came... start to drift away and think things that is not useful... focus... yea.. thats what i need to do.. some yoga to focus myself..... lol
i will make today's blog short and simple... i hope this time round... it will work out perfectly... no.. not hope.. i'm sure it will.... i just need to stay focus and have faith on what i'm doing... as said... steady feet, don't fail me now...
i was told once... there r ppl who don fall down hard, when climb back.. they don dare to climb high because afraid will fall down again... i was the type that climb high, when look how high i've climb... instead of stop i just told myself.. i can't fall because if i did.. it'll be real pain.....
while some climb up slowly.....
i'm glad my qualities is shone out that makes u notice me again... i'm happy... i knew this is going to be a long road but let's make this an instant classic... i'm making this memorable.....
so to those tiny devil voices that is whispers those negativity into my brain every now and then... SHUT UP...... for real... SHUT UP....
made some changes to the blog... it hope it looks better.. more changes will hopefully come soon... i'm looking on how to add a chatterbox... i do not know if i'm really that bad with computers.. i don't know how to do it so if anyone knew about this.. i need a little bit of your advise....
i've enjoy my day a lot today... i hope to u blogamaniacs or peeps that is reading this had an awesome day too....
everybody has a somebody... when u found that someone special... this is what i think.. lol.. don't worry about crossing that yellow line... go for it... god give us food but he don't throw it into our nest... just like money.. it's there for us to earn... he don't just give us the bills..... the society and world is structure in a way.. it's the survival of the fittest... i always say.. nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing... yes... nike says is right.. just do it.. of course... the legal way.. lol
as said... bless us with the serenity to accept the things that we cannot change, the courage to change the thing that we can change and the wisdom to know the difference...
till then.... signing off from now....
funny logic
If your father is a poor man, it is your fate but, if your father-in-law is a poor man, it's your stupidity.
I was born intelligent - education ruined me
Practice makes perfect..... But nobody's perfect...... so why practice?
If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for?
How come "abbreviated" is such a long word?
Behind every successful man, there is a woman And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.
The wise never marry. and when they marry they become otherwise.
Success is a relative term. It brings so many relatives.
"Your future depends on your dreams" So go to sleep
There should be a better way to start a day Than waking up every morning
"Hard work never killed anybody" But why take the risk
The more you learn, the more you know, The more you know, the more you forget The more you forget, the less you know So.. why learn.
A bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where a train stops. On my desk, I have a work station.... what more can I say...
I was born intelligent - education ruined me
Practice makes perfect..... But nobody's perfect...... so why practice?
If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for?
How come "abbreviated" is such a long word?
Behind every successful man, there is a woman And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.
The wise never marry. and when they marry they become otherwise.
Success is a relative term. It brings so many relatives.
"Your future depends on your dreams" So go to sleep
There should be a better way to start a day Than waking up every morning
"Hard work never killed anybody" But why take the risk
The more you learn, the more you know, The more you know, the more you forget The more you forget, the less you know So.. why learn.
A bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where a train stops. On my desk, I have a work station.... what more can I say...
english r crazy
There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins were not invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese the plural of choose?
If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?
In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital?
Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways? How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?
When a house burns up, it burns down. You fill in a form by filling it out, and an alarm clock goes off by going on.When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.
And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese the plural of choose?
If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?
In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital?
Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways? How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?
When a house burns up, it burns down. You fill in a form by filling it out, and an alarm clock goes off by going on.When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.
may 6
2.15am... i should be sleeping but no.. i can't... my mind is filled with lots and lots of things... things i knew i shouldn't be thinking of... shit....
i knew this is going to be tough... and i also knew it's going to take a lot of attitude to pull this off... i din foresee that "one-of-those-night" will be tonight...
what have i put myself in... let's call this a past midnight rant shall we??
i really don't know what this life is leading me to... this piece of trash... hurdles after hurdles.. hiccups after hiccups... if life is in front of me.. i will give it 1 big slap... and yell at it.. asking what it wants from me?? i mean.. come on... the hell is with dipping me into this pool of crap?? like i'm some kind of buffalo wings?? or what?? french fries?? dipping into the ketchup?? like can't u dip me into the pool of peace of mind?? it has to be the tough shit pool...
what?? u don't think i'm working my ass off hard enough?? come on.. give me a break... and YES I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO........... and i'm going to soldier this through.... but come on!!!!!! give me a break..... really..... give me a break..... life is never fair and never easy.... but the hell is with me getting the tough end?? come on~!!
honestly... i'm so giving this life thing 1 big bitch slap...
so yea... the more u think i'm going to give up because of all this shit u throw at me... u know what?? i never expect to come out from this war alive either way.... u better give me your best shot... if this is your best shot.. i still have 7 months to go before 2010 reaches... be sure i can't sleep for this coming 7 months because of this hard thing u throwing at me...
and to u lousy customers... the more u try to reject me?? the more determine i am in closing your sales~ u dont give me endless crap as in u don't have money, technology will change, no result or no intention of growing your business... so don't give me stupid excuses.. i'm sick of it... the moment TBE step in.. u r so freaking buying from me...
and to haters outside... don hate nor do u need to talk behind my back... let's talk face to face...
and to the loser.... please!!! only talk when u have something to back yourself up..... if u have work for 10 over years and still stuck in that shit hole... go and stab yourself... like literally stab yourself~!! don't even act like a big shot in front of me if i happen to see u... u r an embarassment... u hear me... an embarassment....
people call me JW.. y don't u call yourself ET... the E stands for embarassment..
and that to my blogamaniacs... despair23's midnight rant...
checking out.... with a slight peace of mind....
i knew this is going to be tough... and i also knew it's going to take a lot of attitude to pull this off... i din foresee that "one-of-those-night" will be tonight...
what have i put myself in... let's call this a past midnight rant shall we??
i really don't know what this life is leading me to... this piece of trash... hurdles after hurdles.. hiccups after hiccups... if life is in front of me.. i will give it 1 big slap... and yell at it.. asking what it wants from me?? i mean.. come on... the hell is with dipping me into this pool of crap?? like i'm some kind of buffalo wings?? or what?? french fries?? dipping into the ketchup?? like can't u dip me into the pool of peace of mind?? it has to be the tough shit pool...
what?? u don't think i'm working my ass off hard enough?? come on.. give me a break... and YES I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO........... and i'm going to soldier this through.... but come on!!!!!! give me a break..... really..... give me a break..... life is never fair and never easy.... but the hell is with me getting the tough end?? come on~!!
honestly... i'm so giving this life thing 1 big bitch slap...
so yea... the more u think i'm going to give up because of all this shit u throw at me... u know what?? i never expect to come out from this war alive either way.... u better give me your best shot... if this is your best shot.. i still have 7 months to go before 2010 reaches... be sure i can't sleep for this coming 7 months because of this hard thing u throwing at me...
and to u lousy customers... the more u try to reject me?? the more determine i am in closing your sales~ u dont give me endless crap as in u don't have money, technology will change, no result or no intention of growing your business... so don't give me stupid excuses.. i'm sick of it... the moment TBE step in.. u r so freaking buying from me...
and to haters outside... don hate nor do u need to talk behind my back... let's talk face to face...
and to the loser.... please!!! only talk when u have something to back yourself up..... if u have work for 10 over years and still stuck in that shit hole... go and stab yourself... like literally stab yourself~!! don't even act like a big shot in front of me if i happen to see u... u r an embarassment... u hear me... an embarassment....
people call me JW.. y don't u call yourself ET... the E stands for embarassment..
and that to my blogamaniacs... despair23's midnight rant...
checking out.... with a slight peace of mind....
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
what a day
now... what is a day without blogging about her...
she turn the magic or spell on again.. making my life amazing simply by sending those caring sms....
princess literally melts me....... though something is amiss... it's still better than none i guess... at least i get her attention this time round...
got to have dinner with her today.... she looks awesome... she looks different too... the feeling with her is different this time round... how diff.. erm... just different
i however enjoy her company a lot... i can't deny there r times when i have this negativity surround myself on how tough this shit is.... but i understand if i want this.. i need to be strong... stronger...
sound desperate?? no.. it always depends on how u look at it..
i get to be real close with her today... honest.. her fragrance sweep me off my feet.. yea.. like literally... seconds become minutes, minutes become hour.... for a moment.. time seems to stop... yea... sound fake but it does... that moment i realize what does "take your breath away" means...
its not easy going through this... it's so not... but i knew... that it'll worth it all in the end...
oh... i wanted this so much... so much~!
crap~!! if life is going to make this tough for me... i'm so kicking its teeth out.. yea, mr.life... u'll be seeing your local dentist soon... i'm giving u a beckham like kick... am not stopping at anything~!
she turn the magic or spell on again.. making my life amazing simply by sending those caring sms....
princess literally melts me....... though something is amiss... it's still better than none i guess... at least i get her attention this time round...
got to have dinner with her today.... she looks awesome... she looks different too... the feeling with her is different this time round... how diff.. erm... just different
i however enjoy her company a lot... i can't deny there r times when i have this negativity surround myself on how tough this shit is.... but i understand if i want this.. i need to be strong... stronger...
sound desperate?? no.. it always depends on how u look at it..
i get to be real close with her today... honest.. her fragrance sweep me off my feet.. yea.. like literally... seconds become minutes, minutes become hour.... for a moment.. time seems to stop... yea... sound fake but it does... that moment i realize what does "take your breath away" means...
its not easy going through this... it's so not... but i knew... that it'll worth it all in the end...
oh... i wanted this so much... so much~!
crap~!! if life is going to make this tough for me... i'm so kicking its teeth out.. yea, mr.life... u'll be seeing your local dentist soon... i'm giving u a beckham like kick... am not stopping at anything~!
quotes
God Gives every bird it's food, But he does not throw it into it's nest.
If you want to be successful, it's just this simple: Know what you're doing. Love what you're doing. And believe in what you're doing
Whatever the mind of man can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
The first step toward success is taken when you refuse to be a captive of the environment in which you first find yourself.
If you don’t set goals for yourself, you are doomed to work to achieve the goals of someone else
The only place where your dream becomes impossible is in your own thinking
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i particular like the last quote... the only place where your dream becomes impossible is in your thinking... law of attraction, negativity brings u nothing.... confidence and positive thinking... that is what make us superman... that is the difference between a winner and a loser...
i always believe... sometimes u r shock on how far u can go when u believe in yourself... don defy physics but u will be impress on what u can do by simply believing in yourself....
as said.. People only see what they are prepared to see.
Only by going too far can one possibly find out how far one can go... so true
If you want to be successful, it's just this simple: Know what you're doing. Love what you're doing. And believe in what you're doing
Whatever the mind of man can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
The first step toward success is taken when you refuse to be a captive of the environment in which you first find yourself.
If you don’t set goals for yourself, you are doomed to work to achieve the goals of someone else
The only place where your dream becomes impossible is in your own thinking
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i particular like the last quote... the only place where your dream becomes impossible is in your thinking... law of attraction, negativity brings u nothing.... confidence and positive thinking... that is what make us superman... that is the difference between a winner and a loser...
i always believe... sometimes u r shock on how far u can go when u believe in yourself... don defy physics but u will be impress on what u can do by simply believing in yourself....
as said.. People only see what they are prepared to see.
Only by going too far can one possibly find out how far one can go... so true
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