make it

i knew i can make it and the start of the journey is a bit tough... but with determination.. i should be able to make it

i'm enjoying my studies at this moment... but i couldn't wait for it to finish either...

it's a tough tough journey... but again.. i'm sure i can make it

crap

and i hate this feeling at this moment...

the crappy feeling... yea..

crap

work harder

just ran through an article at kiplinger.com

it stated 5 young individual who earn their first million before 25... damn it

really got to start working like really hard...... just not hard enough

no... seriously... got to work twice as hard...

James Dean (I Wanna Know) - Now 53

king

last but definetely not the least... lets show them who is the king now..

happy birthday

happy birthday to all october babies....

may u be bless with many many happy returns...

with great years ahead, also with many gucci, LV, channel ahead too

:)

happy birthday again....

part 3 (bad luck)

part 2

to share

music to my ear

i could just spend hours listening to musics at this blog

http://only-rainbow.blogspot.com

it plays really cool and relaxing musics... which is nice to ear during night time...

great taste.... when u r in mood for songs of course

it gets annoying when u r listening to something else though... i don know how to pause the music... lol

keep shinning

everybody have their talents, some excel on certain field while others on the opposite field...

just because some people could not reach their dream, never let them destroy ours too

we know it ourself.. better than anyone we are not worthless crap and we should really let our talent shine..

i say.. keep shinning....

stop doubting ownself and start believing instead... u c wonders...

way to go

lol.. just realize one of my friend is actually one fm's happy hour 4pm-8pm deejay

i'm happy for him... way to go wayne~~

stand by

i know who has been standing by...

:)

well said

read from news somewhere that rooney wanted to leave Man Utd, seriously... i feel happy about it... i cant really hide my hatred towards Man Utd...

had a meeting last sunday... it was a really long meeting...

talked a lot too during the meeting....

we both shared our views and also thought on many things... studies, ladies, work and also many other things

though life is really about living it and enjoying it... one can't deny that living it needs cash and this is how all the rat race began... racing to get more cash

some eventually jump out... many however will not be able to do so... i'm one of them that is still running this race...

lets not think big

i was running through this facebook thing and saw one video posting... the title is of police intimidating and bribing.. some sort or so... recorded by a lady on cop... i don get if the cop is from JPJ, bandaraya or what... they r wearing this black uniform.. so i have not much clue...

anyway... my point is... the lady make a mistake... which prompt the cops to give her a summon... this is where she starts recording and seriously make a big fuss of how the cop is intimidating her, and how she will report to the police station that the cop took her identification card... i try to trace back the link but apparently it already been put as private

anyway those who have not much clue... i should put this really simple.. my opinion

this lady is seriously crazy... no, seriously dumb...

i mean, if u make a mistake.. admit u r wrong, and asked for solution.. the hell u want to talk so much... and secondly... u even asked the cop if he understand the word intimadating?? serious... if u r wrong.. just accept your summon... thats it.. like whats with all the smack talk...

and then worst... there's bunch of comment agreeing with the lady... all this remind me of the big accident that happen in cheras few months back.. whereby the BHP staff don't allow the fire extinguisher to be borrow...

first and foremost these r foreigners... ppl who hated these foreigner don't understand what is it like to be a foreigner and possibly working without permit in other country....

i know all this r opinion and everybody r entitle for their own opinion.... and have the right to reserve their own opinion... but when u r ready to speak your opinion out... make sure u r ready to accept criticism... don't take it hard, asked if u don't understand why others reject your opinion... its through conversation u understand more and maybe make adjustment on your opinion

and yes, opinion can be changed....

strictly speaking i'm a person who have lots of opinion on a lot of things... though my vocab r pretty weak at times in delivering my opinions... i don shy away from giving it out...

and i find as a scholar.. one should voice their opinion, view, solution and also point of what problem that they saw.... its a different angle all together, why then should we be ignorant or stubborn on certain things

take it as a healthy conversation that just include heavy topics...

healthy as in the conversation needs to be logical...

i was planning on changing my car... have been doing a lot of scouting... and i took this discussion of car changing to 3 person...

the first person told me... "just changed, change la.. only few hundred more.. it won't hurt u.. just change it to the better 1 la"
-dumb ass answer... and i hate such asnwer because this ppl don't analyze the situation and just give stupid answer.. maybe he got lazy in analyzing it.. but because of such answer he gave... it makes him look down right dumb... he couldn't justify his answer and there ain't much reason.. he just talk..

the other two was just ok answer

i always feel this way, when a person who asked u question, he or she is already in doubt and want answer and when someone asked another individual question... u shouldn't throw more question to him or her... u will just confuse that person

u can justify why u asked so...

i dont know if ppl r just lazy or having problem expressing their thoughts into words

been doing some reflecting work.. reflecting myself....

one once told me what kind of person i am... and until an individual really know who i am... i'm an ass-hole

lol

i am whatever u say i am else why would u say i am

of course i can't please everyone but i cant be so ignorant of others feelings too... but then unless one told me whats their beef with me... how then i should know whats the beef all about

then someone again told me this... that i shouldn't have to wait until ppl voice their displease, prevent is better than cure

but u c, i really dont have time or energy to please everyone... u seriously think bill gates go around pleasing everyone or thinking about something else... how about eistein?? i'm not saying i'm one of them but i'm very many out there don't have time and energy to please everyone too...

hate or no hate... who like to have enemies but then... i don owe everyone the world...

inflated ego?? of course humble r always good... u c, jose mourinho r ego human, c.ronaldo r ego person... whatever it is, ego sometimes make u hate to lose... like really really hate to lose...

and my ego r nomally my opinion which i dont really brush it on someone's face... my blog is the place where i voice my opinion... so i dont think my ego r over inflated because i never brush it on someone's face... it's just my opinion voice out loud here...

and i don think its wrong

or course reserve your judgement... everyone have their own judgement.. like me.. seriously.. like to judge ppl base on a lot of things except the beauty of their personality.. lol

eminem says... nobody knows who u r is ok so long as the one who matter knows who u r, but most importantly, we should know ourself the best than anyone.. when asked who r u, u should have a well define answer of who u r...

well said

full of crap?

life is full of crap.. but with pinch salt of creativity... it could be an awesome day

a smile aday goes a long way but it does brigthen up some faces...

:)

love the way you lie mashup

VERSE ONE
I've been trying figure out a way of what I wanna say
But everytime I'm about to say it, my pride just gets in the way

But tonight that aint' the case, I came to say what I wanna say
My mind can think whatever, I promise I won't obey

I've been fighting through the stress, trying get if off my chest
But I guess, you're the only who truly knows me best

And we fighting every other day, but now it's nothing new
It's another typical day of the life of me and you

Some things you just can't fix, that's the way it gotta be
So I put the blame on you, then you bring it back on me

Don't you see that we throwing these problems up in a circle?
And if we continue with it, our love will never go further

It's the truth babygirl, don't act like you don't know
Everybody else does, we easily let it show

We holding on to something that we will know never last
So maybe we should call it quits and just leave it in the past,

VERSE TWO
Been here for a while, feels like I'm stuck now
This is the reason why I didn't wanna settle down

I know I love you, but love is so complicated
And now were both debating on something that love created

But it's so hard when you fall in love at such an early age
Different girl, same story, you're just scared to turn the page

So I break into a rage, fresh up outta the cage
I can't even look at you, I got nothing else to say

You begging me to speak for at least 5 minutes
40 minutes go by and we still ain't even finished

What the hell do I do? To finally prove to you
That there ain't another man that will love you like I do

You say you found another; I say I found another too
But we both know deep inside that's not really true

It's only me and you, and nothing will come between us
So if it's really love, I just hope we really mean it

VERSE THREE
I try to hold in my tears, but I just cannot do it
I know you ain't worth it, but I am about to lose it

Wait, what am I saying?! Cus baby you are worth it
And people call us crazy but we like to call it perfect

One second I wanna kiss you, the other, I wanna hit you
Lying, cheating, fighting, what couple don't got issues?

I'm about to snap, and like magnets we attract
But no matter how bad, we just keep on coming back

I promise that I've changed,
I promise I'm not the same
I can promise this that and that,
But I know that I'll never change

I can't get away, I'm addicted to the pain
You always made sure, I'll never fall in love again

You're the pieces to my puzzle, you complete me so it seems
It was never my intention to smother you in my needs

The moral of the story, is I hope you understand
There' ain't another man that will love you like I can

work harder

got to work really hard to achieve something

even when everybody tells u that u can't do it

against all odds, we have to rise up to challenge and so call "get the job done"

nothing ever comes easy in this world and we have to huff and puff for it

some might be really lucky, born with a silver spoon, lets called it the diamon spoon nowadays,

but unless the kid is somewhat brilliant and hardworking... the riches will not go far

keep pushing and working, this is what i tell myself...

i know i can climb this wall with my bare hand..

and i just finish my journals as well as my work... its tiring and i'm sleepy... but then again, as i just hola.. who say achieving something is darn easy...

there r setbacks in life and in times, it will even rain stones and u will have sand kick into your face, not to mention insults and also laugther that comes along it

but believing in our own ability is much more important... we dont need to make them eat their words, just hang on tight

i have at this moment, thousand of things running through my mind.. no seriously like literally thousand of things

from work to school to P.... no, its really a lot of things to think about

it's not about my fault or your fault, i wont stand the guilt trip and will only deal with it logically... though i know at times it is very hard because u don just deal logically with someone u care...

i receive a msg earlier, a friend of mine.. stating how she cant sleep because she almost got rape... serious matter... i asked her to report it to the police... she hesitate... and i stop replying... in just a short while i even find her messaging me to be annoying... i mean, seriously... u cant sleep because of this "rape" thing still bothers u but when i asked her to go report it... she hesitate.. like what the hell... am i right to say so

this is an example of how i deal things logically... basically no feelings involve..

and i knew there r things which u cant deal with it logically...

i forgot at times who i am... u don lead me just like that... i'm seriously much better than that... like much better...

u 2... whoever that is reading this.. much better than whoever preceive u to be... stand up and stiffen that upper lip...

i know at times we will be weak but we cant be so... i have my fair share of downs...

i don need no leader to lead me... najib alone is more than enough to bring much headache...

i lead my own life and i don need a leader to tell me who i am or what i should do... i appreciate comment and also opinion and maybe at times guidance too...

but i don need people to lead me through my life... u can support but u don need to lead it...

just need to work twice as hard... sometimes we need to fall in order to walk.. fall again in order to run... fall again in order to jump... fall again and again.. but stand back up.... thats what matter

thats my two cents

my favourite quote... "make sure u r damn proud of what u have achieve so far... if u r not.. u r not working smart and hard enough"

i know

and its 12.55am...

i can't sleep now... why??

cause i have things that is bothering me which i don't like

what is that

for instances... i dont like it when i need to be told what to do... i know what i'm doing, of course there will be instances whereby my decision could be wrong thus throwing me off composure.. i rarely have no clue on what i'm doing

not many people in this world have that capable to throw me into doubt on whatever i'm doing... and i hate that doubt feeling...

seriously...

me?? of all people and i was doubt on my doing?? please god, spare me...

i'm getting tired of this... judge someone else...

i know what i'm doing.... and i'm sure its on the right track

dumb nut

first and foremost i really hate some people who keep on calling... u c, if i din pick it up or i shut u down it usually means i'm busy so stop being so annoying.... throw me a message and i will get back to u

dumb ass

u have anything urgent, please look for my staff and thats the reason why i employ them...

i always say this if i were to do their work then why on earth do i need them?? they r there to take over my duty... in certain way...

seriously

dumb nut

killing me

got woken up by some crazy ass bang... don't even know where it came from but enough to wake me up..

damn it

so here i am.. to drop a few words before i continue my sleep... got to wake up really early tom morning for some breakfast... not that i hated it... i kinda look forward to it...

:)

oh gosh.. work is catching up and unfortunately for me.. my cough is still lingering around.. it should be fine in a few more days

watched a lot of movies these past few days.... and i'm happy.... i really enjoy watching movies

ok, not to pen in more words as i just want to write something down

i'm sure everything will work out fine... as said... if its fated, no matter how u run away from it.. it'll come back and bite u in the ass... whatever its good or bad... if its fated, its fated...

my point is this.... don worry too much of what holds.... trust yourself and do good yourself.. whatever will be will be

goodnight all... more to write tom... if i got the time... work and classes r killing me~!! but hell... i enjoy it.. :)