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i always find ppl who tend to give up easily on relationship to be weak

ppl who tend to take other party for granted by flirting outside or doing some hanky panky to be lack of respect

ppl who don enjoy the together time to be time wasting and stupid

u c, practically speaking... if u find a really really good girl.. like really really good girl or vice versa.... thats a keeper and practically speaking u should do your best to keep her... yea, i understand all the feelings involve and stuff but u enjoy being with that person then u should by all means u should try to keep it that way

u c, i always find this to be extrememly retard... A told me that A likes B a lot but they break up... B doesn't really want to be with A but A still loves B a lot... oh retard!! chase her back then if u wanted to be with B so much....

u c, it all depends on how much u want that thing... if u want it so much i strongly believe u will do whatever it takes to get that thing... but thats me though...

just don go around telling ppl who much u want that thing when u only say it..... or how much u miss it... don also tell me it won't work because nothing is impossible...

i wonder which school or parent taught u that everything r impossible... each teaching taught the same thing... as tony fernandez says... sky is the limit, dare to dream and nothing will be impossible... touch the sky if u can...

so those who like to say, no.. i can't.. it won't work... or is planning to beg their way into something... u can go fly kite... world doesn't go that way

and oh, in a relationship... please keep when u found a keeper or someone u really love..

till then

chelsea

chelsea oh chelsea.. u r one great dissapointment to say the least.. u ought to learn from the great Man Utd.. thats what u call great....u r trying really hard but still fall short... man~

stupid

they say u pay for your stupidity... how true~!

upset

u know.. i am at this point....~~~

merry christmas

happy holidays everyone

came across a new friend today... the more i talked to him.. the more i realize... man!! its a crazy world we living out there....

to many there's the white world and the black world

the white world is where ppl.. such as u and me earn our living through honest way while the black world is where people earn their living through.. erm.. basically the dark way and oh my, u just do not know the kind of big money they r making...

forget drugs, they have the capable of earning millions through many other different ways... if u include drugs... the sum is even crazier

i listened of course... not going to involve myself too much but it's nice to know how the dark world operates though... and just in case u thought these people r constantly living in fear... u r so wrong... they r living the best of their life...

wonder how rich young guys drives and expensive car, with an expensive watch and also a big house.. they have crazy way of doing it... i disagree on what they do but damn... these ass holes r good in making money

they of course not at all a bad person just that i want to acknowledge all people out there.. just becareful.. if things r too good too be true.. it's not true at all... be smart.. open your eyes and ears... people r not as simple as how u think they are... don be fool by their appearances...

seriously... i always say this

malaysia is what we call food heaven and a money making heaven.. know your way and u get the best out of this two world

till then

happy holidays and happy new year to all

crap

rope is slipping off,hands r glidding out
tears r rolling down, sweat r trickling down
i puff heavily and grind my teeth
my legs r haning in the air with nothing to support
spirit that burning fire red is now turning blue
standing on the edge, and i couldn't back off

just when u think u r tired, do know somewhere around the corner.. u have a company that is as equal tired as u do
just when u r about to give up, remember u r here for a reason.. nobody ever give up on u and neither should u give up on yourself

i know crap when u say u feel like crap...

no boundaries

u c, no human or people r as simple as u may thought they r... there's always more than just what u saw with your eye... human r complex and yes.. human r never simple...

never buy the i'm simple crap...

anyway let's do something diff today..

was sharing a small chat with someone when someone asked me... do u still remember your ex?? tricky question...

i asked back... do u??

he laughed...

u c... this is the point when i realize... regardless of whatever he will say next... will all be nice to listen or plain bullshit... the only one who gets to listen to the honest answer is between your brain and your heart....

sometimes.. just sometimes it speaks too loud, your best friend overheard it

this is my take... be it yes or no... it no longer matter because it's a past.. someone once told me.. past is very important because it shapes who u r at this moment.. couldn't i agree more?? i disagree.... it's the lesson u learned from the past that shape who u r... if no lesson were learned.. u r still the same u

and yes!! u r still the same u even before all the past that occur...

put it this way... look back and asked yourself.. how much have u changed over the past 10 years... on attitude and personality wise

there r certain things that don't change....

so regarding the statement of past shape who u r... seriously... i only buy partial of it... and besides whats so important of the past.... its the future that is important... and the solely reason we study history is to learn past mistakes...

back to my topic

i never c the point of asking... do u still miss or remember your ex?? it does not even matter.. and i don't waste much time or energy into thinking about it too much... it's past...

then it comes to the second topic

my other half... i got asked if we're hard getting along

now then... there's good times and bad times.. everyone will get a chance for that... i find communication not too hard, just that i think women r not easy to understand

this make me remember a word someone thrown at me couple of days earlier... "why u so hard to get along, while others r so easy"

i'm very sure there's an answer to it.. no, no.. there's a few answers to it... but if u were to asked me...

i would probably say yes

i really realy enjoy engaging an interesting conversation with other individual with some slap stick jokes of course but overall the conversation to me has to be interesting

u c, i have no interest in speaking about games, or listening on where u've been to.. i enjoy conversation which i could learned something or get something out of it...

i like soccer to a certain extend but u never c me going around talking about soccer... girls, u'll c me paying attention to ppl talking about girls because to be honest, i have little clue or knowledge abotu women and listening much does help me in understand women better.. however i don tend to have guy friends talking about women ina serious manner...

other than conversation which i can learned or get something out of it... i have completely no interest and have no clue on how to respond in a perfectly good order...

as say... just because i did not speak about it does not mean i do not know nor i'm not thinking about anything...

yes, yes, yes... everyone is diff... i know....

my mba is ending pretty soon... i don feel too excited about it... as a phrase goes, one life ends another starts...

someone asked me something the other day... how can someone tolerate ONS... what is wrong with them?? u c, this is my take.. there's no right or wrong answer in this world and we couldn't justify other's prespective wrong simply because.... it's different

it's their life and if they want to have fun it that way... by all means go ahead..

if someone else is reading this, i would like to add this comment for that special someone's eye

"a person go into a beauty saloon show and tell only one thing, and that very thing is to look good, nothing else.. not to check out their couch or their massage oil.. they want to look good. A person who goes into a furniture store show and tell he is looking or scouting for a particular product, not to check the girls out or to dance.

when an individual wants to look professional i say full steam ahead, ppl don't just plunge and take risk out of nowhere unless they got a good feeling about it.... don jump out if u don have that rush to do it... stick with what u're doing and full steam ahead... i'm so glad u r full steaming it.. i'm afraid i might forget about this after tonight but i know general masters will work towards your advantage more than the thesis one... paper is one thing, without experience, even a Ph. d is useless unless u r teaching"

life is always hard and we r born into this
take life by its neck and show life what u can do with it

story

heard of a 4 year old got drunk and break into neighbour's house to steal christmas gift??

mom say he is following how father's footstep who is in jail now

i can say... this is one problematic child

lost and found

ever had something which u thought were lost but u found it??
ever had something misplaced but u found it back again??
ever had something stolen but were return back again??

how about losing something and fight to get it back again...

i tasted few, experience less but have definetely understand many...

i really enjoy these few weeks with that special someone... how should i describe it... it feels good... we communicate well and we're getting along well.. i don have much to comment nor complain about...

i came by a blog today... i don really visit the blog before but i start to read about it today... then i came across this sentence.. i'm choosy about guys... to be prefectly honest with u all... anyone that tell me they r choosy with guys r girls.. r plain retard to say such wording... now, y would i say such... u c.. as choosy as u "self-proclaim" to be... i c your prefect choosen one to be quite lame to be honest... he is not all that handsome, tall, big muscular, smart or earn hell lots of money... he could somewhat if not worse that your average joe u saw out there

sure.. it's personal preferences.. but how can such ppl fit into your choosy bill?? u might as well stated.. only choosy to average joe... i reckon.. he possibly.. not even probably... possibly the guy at the right moment... yes, moment is important but what the heck?? is that how u define by choosy?? serious... i was so amazed when i saw that statement.. man, we're living in this crazy world....

just got recover from my fever over the long weekend... it sucks to be sick...

and oh yea.. speaking of choosy.. those guy that so proclaim how good they r to their gf, what in the world r u doing with u gf, or shouting at her?? i almost laugh when someone told me.. i love her a lot.. bullshit!! seriously, if u love her so much, what in the world r u doing with 2 gf?? have u ever c a country with 2 president or 2 prime minister?? have u ever c a football team field 2 goalkeepers?? if yes then i would rather fill it with 11 keepers.. so when u told me.. how much u "loved" did u seriously think ppl will not blog and laugh about u??

oh another thing which i would like to blog about to... if the never-to-the-point thing. many feel they r a direct person but fact is i realize... they r actually many idiots out there

do u know why some score 90 in their exams while some don't when they spend the same equal amount of time studying?? stupid?? hardly... problem lies on the fact u don't give the examinar answer they r looking for.. when they asked u A, u answer A not B, C, california or bangladesh cricket is fun to watch.

i began to realize how some ppl have the tendency of not answer the question... all the freaking time... and i'm thinking to myself.... man!! r u stupid or what...

funny

plant and zombie

have u guys played this game before?? u know.. i never really got tired of this game simply of how it was introduce to me

it's a sweet memory game with many great moments too...

there's a lot of history behind this game....

not many know how to treasure what they have or the so call other half till it's too late.. even when it's too late... not many seems willing to show they willing to get her back... the road ahead r always going to get rough... no, nobody expect it to be this tough but thats because of our lack of experience... we simply have not gone through have poo as lunch, figure of speech mine u

as TBE began to grew bigger, i've finally increase our staff strength.. i'm happy how the family is getting larger... lol, yea the wallet is however not getting any larger...

i don feel pretty well at the moment... i caught the flu bug... i'm glad someone already recover before i caught the flu bug... during a second interview today, i got asked a question... u seem confident with that particular statement

haha!! girl... if i don sound or look confidence, i will be the worst sales there is in the market... u c, ppl buy things base on physical and emotional need... either way its always the law of of attraction or i call it the ripple effect

when u c someone or meet someone, bringing with u is a positive energy, u will in one way or another influence the other party with the positive energy. however, a lot of ppl tend to have this negative energy around them...

anyway my point is, when u approach anything or everything with that positive energy, u will be surprise how it turns out...

u know, winning someone back is so much and i mean so much tougher especially that person already gave u up comparing to chasing someone... keeping a relationship going on is not any easier too...

let me tell u, i hate losing... when i want something i work really hard to get what i want.. i was frequenctly at the end of the joke when i was in high school... a fact which when i look back make me realize.. i no longer want that...

y a 25 year old is driving a nice car and living the luxury life... now, i don really care considering the fact he got a loaded dad or inherit millions upon millions from his uncle.. what i really care is... if he can be at the level.. i don c why i can't...

i especially hate ppl who rub in my face when what they have r from their family... i beleive in climbing the ladder and reach the very pinacle with your own hand... like lim goh tong or mahathir... these ppl literally take the country by storm on how they reach the very top

not that i really like the ferrari and all... it's just the fact of i hate losing... i want to be on top and not the middle or the low life

however i couldn't deny either that i actually love the life of fishing, owning my own orchard, house without tv and just living by the beach... some village life?? thats a stress free life... oh, i'm so looking forward to retirement... :p

2010

put on a show, i just want to let make it lost control
so come and fly with me, and make our great escape
just let it be, i'll take u away and make it our private getaway

thats one of the small poem that is running through my mind before i type this

anyway let me share a small story with u all

i had this friend who all the time self proclaim he is an awesome bf who knows everything about his girl and how great he is in handling relationship, studies and also work

so his relationship finally takes a hit... he speaks on how his ex doesn't want to get back with him..

that sometimes truth r cruel and it hurts... seriously, i've learned this long time back and i always tell this to myself

ok forget about lemon

this life gives u mud, then make a mud pie out of it
if life kicks dirt in your face then wipe it off and keep going

i always believe in oneself if u want to make something happen, u go out and make it happen... if things seems cruel to u then by all means bit the bullet and make it sweet...

he speaks how the ex is ignoring him and all... to be honest i c no action from his side at all~!!

it's like a sales came in and tell me.. "the economy is bad, i can't sell, nobody is buying"... seriously, take a stroll down sg wang, mid valley or pavillion.. and if nobody is there then i understand about the economy situation... but if ppl r buying and u can't sell then it's your problem...

my point is.. if u want something u don't sit there and wait for it... u go out, grab it by its throat and shout it loud, right at its face that u want it....

this is where and how my concept stands... so long as u did your very best, there's nothing stopping u from getting it...

somehow along the line, not many people able to see or understand this

put it all aside... next year thats 2010 mind u is ushering in... oh wow, some began to asked.. whats your goal for next year... rather that saying whats my goal.. i was thinking y not we do an evaluation this time round... we evaluate how much we have grown on 2009..

now let's c form my side

i enter myself into the MBA course which of all.. trust me... its not such a pretigious course.. MBA should be much tougher than what i am experiencing now... what i'm doing now seems like a stroll in the park... anyway apart from that, i'm doing more tutoring i've just visited the much anticipated hk exhibition while expand my working knowledge and also network...

relationship wise i would say i've grown fonder and deeper with the particular someone... ok, it's not alot but i don think it's any lesser and easier as what u think it is because i doubt anyone can make it on where i am...

many claim i'm getting a bit proud and cocky but seriously after looking and listening to some dude especially how they handle their relationship... i can handle no peanuts... peanut butter jam... yea, thats what they can handle... peanut butter jam.. i even heard this funny conversation, listen up.. u'll laugh your ass off...

this guy is chasing this girl but then is kinda in a way comment or complain that she never really dated someone and is probably inexperience in the whole dating game as well as spicing up the intimate life... u c this is again my take... if that is yoru concern then go out and find someone else...

ok, thats some 2009 year we have there...i can foresee 2010 will not get any easier but hell.. i'm here and i'm ready for it...

msg to some of my friends... life ain't getting easier and it will never be easy... i've learn it that life is hard... but nothing will be too hard so long as u put your mind into it... and that is us, human greatest asset... rather than always think other people's problem y not think how to improve one-self.... u think rich and successful ppl spend their time thinking other ppl's problem or envy someone else?? rather they put their thought into action

so i reckon if in 2010 u wanted to get that mba so much, go and get it
u wanted to try sky diving?? go ahead and do it
u wanted to do scuba?? go ahead and do it
u wanted to try drugs?? then u can bang your head on the wall for failling to notice what should be done and what shouldn't be done
be wise....

working class

oh yea, i'm very much belongs to the working class too... for i have to also work to live

oh, listen to this verse

we this working class people
running around with only chicken feed at the end of the month
we work like dogs
but still earns a bit
unfortunately we're not brave enough to rob a bank
we this working class people
r slave to money
happiness is not ours to share
suffering is ours to bear

haih