karma, 1 two many

u can put wings on a pig and make it fly but u can't make it an eagle.....

a tiring day for me yet again... a satisfying but tiring day...

i don't feel well... though it have yet to affect my performance... i think i need a rest pretty soon... i don't forsee any rest around the corner any time soon....

as i completed my work, i sat by a corner to have a brief supper... i like to do this observation when i'm always alone doing my own thing... of course it sucks to have it by myself.. but like i got many options laying in front of me...

i saw a couple just a few tables away from me.. obviously this couple just have a fight... why would i say so?? i've been there... anyway i can c the shit face the girl is giving while is guy is trying hard to smile.... obviously behind every smile and face u c... there's always some great story behind...

during promotion today, i talked and also do a lot of role play with my new staff.... it is then when i sit back and evaluate

there r times i was trying hard to be someone i'm not... trying hard to change into someone or something which its not even me... i always teach this to my staff that when u r meeting customer... always come out from the presentation or meeting with answer or something new rather than questions... if u have questions or doubt then ask... clarity is power and always clarify when u don't understand for many times... with clarification u get to improve

i have a certain way or style when it comes to talk or deal with customer... i sit and look how my co-worker speak to a customer... which make him so seems likable... of course girls seems to buy his talk

to be serious.. his talk are at times full of crap.. his speeches r often fake, he could be laughing in front but he is actually only acting stupid...

i'm more straight forward, although i crap at times but i believe i'm more straight forward than he is... it's either yes or no to me, no maybe... it's always ok or not ok, not so-so.... and come to this.. i can't be as fake as he is.. if i don't like something i will say it and give reason why i say so...

but through a course of relationship.. i've learn.. thats not how it goes sometimes... sometimes u have to go a few mile because other party like certain things... and oh, don't even show your feelings too much to her.. angry, mad, or sad... it's a big no...

now, at this moment where i have the whole world for myself... rather going out to party.. which i don really like it that much... i think evaluation goes a long way..

when one day u no longer drop a tears for other party... this show the other party no longer important... let me share this small lyrics from a malay song to all... it goes like this

janganlah engkau menghancurkan segala
setelah lama kita mengharungi bersama
usah biarkan cinta yang suci
dilambung ombak karam dilarutan berduri

i always believe in karma........