work harder

got to work really hard to achieve something

even when everybody tells u that u can't do it

against all odds, we have to rise up to challenge and so call "get the job done"

nothing ever comes easy in this world and we have to huff and puff for it

some might be really lucky, born with a silver spoon, lets called it the diamon spoon nowadays,

but unless the kid is somewhat brilliant and hardworking... the riches will not go far

keep pushing and working, this is what i tell myself...

i know i can climb this wall with my bare hand..

and i just finish my journals as well as my work... its tiring and i'm sleepy... but then again, as i just hola.. who say achieving something is darn easy...

there r setbacks in life and in times, it will even rain stones and u will have sand kick into your face, not to mention insults and also laugther that comes along it

but believing in our own ability is much more important... we dont need to make them eat their words, just hang on tight

i have at this moment, thousand of things running through my mind.. no seriously like literally thousand of things

from work to school to P.... no, its really a lot of things to think about

it's not about my fault or your fault, i wont stand the guilt trip and will only deal with it logically... though i know at times it is very hard because u don just deal logically with someone u care...

i receive a msg earlier, a friend of mine.. stating how she cant sleep because she almost got rape... serious matter... i asked her to report it to the police... she hesitate... and i stop replying... in just a short while i even find her messaging me to be annoying... i mean, seriously... u cant sleep because of this "rape" thing still bothers u but when i asked her to go report it... she hesitate.. like what the hell... am i right to say so

this is an example of how i deal things logically... basically no feelings involve..

and i knew there r things which u cant deal with it logically...

i forgot at times who i am... u don lead me just like that... i'm seriously much better than that... like much better...

u 2... whoever that is reading this.. much better than whoever preceive u to be... stand up and stiffen that upper lip...

i know at times we will be weak but we cant be so... i have my fair share of downs...

i don need no leader to lead me... najib alone is more than enough to bring much headache...

i lead my own life and i don need a leader to tell me who i am or what i should do... i appreciate comment and also opinion and maybe at times guidance too...

but i don need people to lead me through my life... u can support but u don need to lead it...

just need to work twice as hard... sometimes we need to fall in order to walk.. fall again in order to run... fall again in order to jump... fall again and again.. but stand back up.... thats what matter

thats my two cents

my favourite quote... "make sure u r damn proud of what u have achieve so far... if u r not.. u r not working smart and hard enough"