up up and down down

up up, down down

yeah... thats how roller coaster r... some enjoy while some hate it

i don mind the up and down but the twist turn, turn and turn that i hate most... like seriously, whats with the turning... pay to get dizzy and resulting in throwing up??

lets talk of something else

on personal note... i have been tired.. reading past entries.. it always stated that i'm tired.. have i ever been energetic.. oh lol

i don want to get too personal... just at times... craziness drive me really tired

on school work...

like seriously... i don get half of what i'm doing... PHD is seriously so not easy.... i don think it'll be easy but this is like serious Permanent Head Damage... it's crazier than u think it is...

on work...

the money is not enough and i'm working hard to increase that

on personal stand point...

self improvement is not gaining speed and i feel... i'm getting slower... which is not good... but i'm just tired of pulling my socks up...

let me share with u a story... interesting one

lady A and Boy B

Lady A requested she wants a, b, c and d. Boy B cant agree all but did however agree 2 of the above. the other 2 body B promise he will do his best.

Boy B turns to request. He request only a. Lady A rejects.

ok, maybe it's too much... boy B plans to request other..

at this point i want to say... basically it's pointless... lady A don really care what boy B thinks thus she rejects the first time... of the many times boy B request, it will be the same... the time when lady A agrees is when the request can be done easily by her.... it's not furfilling request then...

i'm very sure it happens to many men outside... going way out for lady A and being boy B

ok, up and running.. i just want to speak my mind out... heading out....