november 11

cant sleep, though sleepy

for a moment, i finally feel my hardwork is finally paying off... though the fruit is still very raw but i am very very satisfied with its current growth... I for once have grown a lot during this hardship... and especially proud that i have make it this far...

many would have their fair share of say, i know

however i'm glad i no longer need to walk that hardship anymore

many challenges still lies ahead... its ok, one great leader once say "if u came out alive on the whatever challenges that is thrown, you already win"

I am especially proud of myself

still some distance but i make that 1 million from pure sweat and hardwork...

as i look back throughout the years, i have seen my growth, financially, emotionally and the way i handle certain aspect

i have also grown respect on certain individual

in god i trust

seizing opportunity is one thing, building result out of it is another

jumping out of comfort zone is definetely the hard part into a drowning zone, jumping out from the drowning zone is even tougher, seeing how many ppl fail and die there... i knew, i merely make it out

status means nothing if its not earn, same as respect

but who am i to say anything as i have yet to earn mine

every individual play their part.... this i knew

respect is not earned by how many money u earned but by what legacy you have build

though some politician are dirty, however many were not known on what they have sacrifice to be where they are

i however at this junction of my life lack the respect on those spoil second-generation which i would put it under those who born since 1978.

These spoiled child have no clue what life holds, picturing how perfect the world is

am i the only one that is annoy by this??

seriously, i can handle as many hardship that can be thrown at me...

its just handling women's emotion puzzle me

but its ok.. this is the exiciting part of life... balancing it all out

i just want to yell "I HAVE CRAWL OUT OF THE DROWNING ZONE~!!"

:)

and i did it all without my parents help.... financially and also emotionally

wife and god did the magic

credit to them

not friend

-n-