feeling

i'm beyond tired... thanks to someone, i need to stay up until 4 in the morning to pick him up... and also thanks to someone, i have to wake up as early as 8 to deliver things...

now i'm beyond exhaustion... oh, where's that familar comfort...

it's 6.15pm here... i don even feel like having dinner... i just want to crash and have a good rest

i took a quiz yesterday... send by a good friend of mine... oh, the result was apparently very interesting.. lol especially the rose thing

check this out.... when u meet your gf... will u give her 20 of red roses, white roses or combination.... the answer was interesting

if a guy give 20 red roses meaning he is willing to give it all
if the guy give 20 white roses meaning he expect more from the girl
if it's 10 white rose and 10 red rose.. he expect a fair amount of love giving...

interesting enough.... what colour of roses will u give??

it's raining heavily now... oh, got to be careful... the road is slippery...

there have been many disagreement before as well as agreement... we used to agree on a many common ground but also argue and disagree over many other grounds as well...

a friend told me a long story before he left to melbourne... i listen... another friend then drop me a quote... this is what he say

to win the actor oscar award, u first need to learn how to act.

a short yet simple quote but in it has deep meaning to it. what have u derive from it??

let me share with u a story.... couple months back i make a decision.. so important and vital, it changes the way i'm going to live my life... i thought to myself.. oh, this is it.. i'm done with it and i'm very glad with the decision...

anticipation was there although i'm pretty nervous to be honest... but nevertheless... i began to notice how others do it and how i want to do mine... i have mine plan out... it's going to be different and definetely memorable... to say the least, i couldn't wait... although i knew the burden will get heavy but i couldn't wait

one thing lead to another... hiccups which visit every now and then.. gave me a visit... i did not do a good job on welcoming the hiccup.. so when it came... it rock the very foundation....

embarass?? no.... i tasted worst
hurt my ego?? no.. i tasted worst too
scared?? no, surely i have been through worst
helpless?? nope.. i always believe impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible so long as u pt your will and heart into it

sad... yes, though i have been worst, this is just different

*sigh*

oh..... world is full of crap..