september 27

*day 01-day one went by with emptiness in it. day was torridly cold to start of with. i didn't do a good job today, i give myself 40 marks. fail. yes. i went to c my grandma today, also have dinner with her. actually i have something plan for tonight, somehow the plan did not work out. i'm going to have another swollen eye tomorrow.. Haha.... hemm..... i don know what tomorow will bring me. i'm beyond lost. yes i'm weak... hemmm..... one of those night.. oh wait, i forsee this night will continue for many nights to come... it's really tough... but i'm really exhausted... i put this at 30 marks, not even 40 for today...*

hem, had an interesting class today with only 10 people coming, i dont know where did others went... dinner was follow by a yum char session while watching football.. din get to watch much football, have not meet this friend for quite sometime and we exchange a lot of things... i listen and he listen.... we talked for a near 4 hours and its all about work... i guess i got nothing much to share except work... i wanted to talk so much on other things but i don think he wanted to listen nor does it matter too much to him... i hold back on that topic

i reached home and brush my teeth, as i jump into bed, i hold up my phone for a very very long time... there r many probably, questions, assumption,anticipation as well as hesitation.

hahaha... hemmm

i send a short msg... i roll on my bes for a long time, i couldn't sleep... i decided to blog

i came across a quote, before an actor to be awarded the best actor award he should learn how to act. before a person can run, he have to first learn to walk and at times fall