2010

put on a show, i just want to let make it lost control
so come and fly with me, and make our great escape
just let it be, i'll take u away and make it our private getaway

thats one of the small poem that is running through my mind before i type this

anyway let me share a small story with u all

i had this friend who all the time self proclaim he is an awesome bf who knows everything about his girl and how great he is in handling relationship, studies and also work

so his relationship finally takes a hit... he speaks on how his ex doesn't want to get back with him..

that sometimes truth r cruel and it hurts... seriously, i've learned this long time back and i always tell this to myself

ok forget about lemon

this life gives u mud, then make a mud pie out of it
if life kicks dirt in your face then wipe it off and keep going

i always believe in oneself if u want to make something happen, u go out and make it happen... if things seems cruel to u then by all means bit the bullet and make it sweet...

he speaks how the ex is ignoring him and all... to be honest i c no action from his side at all~!!

it's like a sales came in and tell me.. "the economy is bad, i can't sell, nobody is buying"... seriously, take a stroll down sg wang, mid valley or pavillion.. and if nobody is there then i understand about the economy situation... but if ppl r buying and u can't sell then it's your problem...

my point is.. if u want something u don't sit there and wait for it... u go out, grab it by its throat and shout it loud, right at its face that u want it....

this is where and how my concept stands... so long as u did your very best, there's nothing stopping u from getting it...

somehow along the line, not many people able to see or understand this

put it all aside... next year thats 2010 mind u is ushering in... oh wow, some began to asked.. whats your goal for next year... rather that saying whats my goal.. i was thinking y not we do an evaluation this time round... we evaluate how much we have grown on 2009..

now let's c form my side

i enter myself into the MBA course which of all.. trust me... its not such a pretigious course.. MBA should be much tougher than what i am experiencing now... what i'm doing now seems like a stroll in the park... anyway apart from that, i'm doing more tutoring i've just visited the much anticipated hk exhibition while expand my working knowledge and also network...

relationship wise i would say i've grown fonder and deeper with the particular someone... ok, it's not alot but i don think it's any lesser and easier as what u think it is because i doubt anyone can make it on where i am...

many claim i'm getting a bit proud and cocky but seriously after looking and listening to some dude especially how they handle their relationship... i can handle no peanuts... peanut butter jam... yea, thats what they can handle... peanut butter jam.. i even heard this funny conversation, listen up.. u'll laugh your ass off...

this guy is chasing this girl but then is kinda in a way comment or complain that she never really dated someone and is probably inexperience in the whole dating game as well as spicing up the intimate life... u c this is again my take... if that is yoru concern then go out and find someone else...

ok, thats some 2009 year we have there...i can foresee 2010 will not get any easier but hell.. i'm here and i'm ready for it...

msg to some of my friends... life ain't getting easier and it will never be easy... i've learn it that life is hard... but nothing will be too hard so long as u put your mind into it... and that is us, human greatest asset... rather than always think other people's problem y not think how to improve one-self.... u think rich and successful ppl spend their time thinking other ppl's problem or envy someone else?? rather they put their thought into action

so i reckon if in 2010 u wanted to get that mba so much, go and get it
u wanted to try sky diving?? go ahead and do it
u wanted to do scuba?? go ahead and do it
u wanted to try drugs?? then u can bang your head on the wall for failling to notice what should be done and what shouldn't be done
be wise....