no boundaries

u c, no human or people r as simple as u may thought they r... there's always more than just what u saw with your eye... human r complex and yes.. human r never simple...

never buy the i'm simple crap...

anyway let's do something diff today..

was sharing a small chat with someone when someone asked me... do u still remember your ex?? tricky question...

i asked back... do u??

he laughed...

u c... this is the point when i realize... regardless of whatever he will say next... will all be nice to listen or plain bullshit... the only one who gets to listen to the honest answer is between your brain and your heart....

sometimes.. just sometimes it speaks too loud, your best friend overheard it

this is my take... be it yes or no... it no longer matter because it's a past.. someone once told me.. past is very important because it shapes who u r at this moment.. couldn't i agree more?? i disagree.... it's the lesson u learned from the past that shape who u r... if no lesson were learned.. u r still the same u

and yes!! u r still the same u even before all the past that occur...

put it this way... look back and asked yourself.. how much have u changed over the past 10 years... on attitude and personality wise

there r certain things that don't change....

so regarding the statement of past shape who u r... seriously... i only buy partial of it... and besides whats so important of the past.... its the future that is important... and the solely reason we study history is to learn past mistakes...

back to my topic

i never c the point of asking... do u still miss or remember your ex?? it does not even matter.. and i don't waste much time or energy into thinking about it too much... it's past...

then it comes to the second topic

my other half... i got asked if we're hard getting along

now then... there's good times and bad times.. everyone will get a chance for that... i find communication not too hard, just that i think women r not easy to understand

this make me remember a word someone thrown at me couple of days earlier... "why u so hard to get along, while others r so easy"

i'm very sure there's an answer to it.. no, no.. there's a few answers to it... but if u were to asked me...

i would probably say yes

i really realy enjoy engaging an interesting conversation with other individual with some slap stick jokes of course but overall the conversation to me has to be interesting

u c, i have no interest in speaking about games, or listening on where u've been to.. i enjoy conversation which i could learned something or get something out of it...

i like soccer to a certain extend but u never c me going around talking about soccer... girls, u'll c me paying attention to ppl talking about girls because to be honest, i have little clue or knowledge abotu women and listening much does help me in understand women better.. however i don tend to have guy friends talking about women ina serious manner...

other than conversation which i can learned or get something out of it... i have completely no interest and have no clue on how to respond in a perfectly good order...

as say... just because i did not speak about it does not mean i do not know nor i'm not thinking about anything...

yes, yes, yes... everyone is diff... i know....

my mba is ending pretty soon... i don feel too excited about it... as a phrase goes, one life ends another starts...

someone asked me something the other day... how can someone tolerate ONS... what is wrong with them?? u c, this is my take.. there's no right or wrong answer in this world and we couldn't justify other's prespective wrong simply because.... it's different

it's their life and if they want to have fun it that way... by all means go ahead..

if someone else is reading this, i would like to add this comment for that special someone's eye

"a person go into a beauty saloon show and tell only one thing, and that very thing is to look good, nothing else.. not to check out their couch or their massage oil.. they want to look good. A person who goes into a furniture store show and tell he is looking or scouting for a particular product, not to check the girls out or to dance.

when an individual wants to look professional i say full steam ahead, ppl don't just plunge and take risk out of nowhere unless they got a good feeling about it.... don jump out if u don have that rush to do it... stick with what u're doing and full steam ahead... i'm so glad u r full steaming it.. i'm afraid i might forget about this after tonight but i know general masters will work towards your advantage more than the thesis one... paper is one thing, without experience, even a Ph. d is useless unless u r teaching"

life is always hard and we r born into this
take life by its neck and show life what u can do with it