crap

crap is building up.... oh lord... bless me with the strength to control my emotions and my mind.. too much negativity is bad for health.. i knew that shit..

i'll be attending the millionaire mind at the end of next weekend... i can't wait... i always wanted to join the prestige club so much and i've finally got the chance.. i'm so looking forward to it...

i got a late call from a friend last night... she's relly into this guy which happen to have a girlfriend already... the moment she called and said her problem... i knew, she's really into this guy and is looking for someone to share this out... dear friend, u however have an exam coming and i really think u ought to focus on your paper as that is more important... i know how hard it is to focus.. trust me... i have been through the same shit as u do and it's always this type of thing which will eventually screw u up in the exams.... i've been through it and have also seen people gone through the same crap... u should really focus...

i talked to another friend to last night... talked a lot recently.. lol.. yea

this is the stupid part... u keep talking how pathetic your life is but u doesn't seems willing to make changes to it... or maybe u just don't see it... i've told u my opinion but unless u willing to make changes... i don foresee any changes..

is your life the same as what it is 4 years ago?? what u r doing and how u live your life style... is it going stagnant?? u should be going up.. if it's not.. it'll be the same 4 years down the road...

i don see i'm any better but let's do something about it.. heck, it's not talking about changing the world but let's change ownself... there's of course stupid ppl who tend to pull u down with either their action or words but why bother... they r just doing their silly full time job..

y waste time trying to figure why people do the things they do... or stop them from doing something... at times moment i wanted to rant something so much but what can i say??

i remember this wording

"remember remember, u've been through this before so there's no biggie".. i can't remember quote to quote but it's something like that... the quote have such deep meaning which i needed so much at this moment to pull those positive energy in..

i hate the crap that is going on at this moment...

god bless.. AMEN