july 28

11.05pm now... have a long presentation today with end up fruitless.. crap~ i definetely not letting this slip off.. i'm closing this...

after the appointment.. i had dinner with a good friend of mine.. yea, a good friend of mine.. he is really kind enough to had dinner with me... we talked... as we're talking one of his friend went by him.. ok.. i don know what's wrong with this so call "friend" i won't really label him friend because his saying seems to be making fun of him...

now, there's a difference between arrogance and plain idiot when u make fun of someone.... that guy is just plain idiot... i don know how or why he don't stand up but then... i have learn this rule... in this world, there's many people.. and i meant a whole of people who tend to say stupid things that will make u upset or mad....

the best way to counter such problem is stay silent and smile... so whats the benefit of arguing back anf forth... he got a reason to say the things he wants to say.. he might say so just to put u down but then... he is stupid either way...

try this.. when someone say something nasty at your face... instead of getting mad try smile and stay silent... it really gives a diff point of view...

i am whatever u say i am if not why would u say i am.. a statement which come with a loud if not subtle meaning...

as we continue to have our dinner.. we saw an old guy.. selling tissue packet... he barely can walk but is still working to sell tissue... he could probably be 60 or over..

our topic change to that... my friend say he is pity for the old guy

don get me wrong but i don feel pity for the old guy at all... i feel bad but i don feel pity..

why.. u must be asking.... u see, this is my point.. if he work hard enough during his younger time, he won't be selling this at this age.... some say he got cheated, but come on... idiot got cheated while smart people, if got cheated always learn their lesson well and able to stand back up...

u probably be saying.. his children took all his money... then its his fault again... what kind of children did u raise that took away his parents money?? there is a lot of reason why he is selling napkins at this age.... others are all excuses.. i don know the story behind... there could probably be a strong reason why he is doing what he is doing now... but from what i saw, i just think he didn't work hard enough during his younger times....

i could be totally wrong... but it's merely my very own space of thought

the person i meet up with today for my appointment... opened her own beauty saloon when she is 27. her business is not doing good... but that simply because she already lost all her motivation to work... i find her to be pretty negative and lack of energy... he can't portrait her thoughts properly and fail to evaluate why things is happening the way it is for her business

she gave a whole lot of excuses on why it fail to live up to expectation... one of her "reason is that her saloon is at first floor" but does moving to ground floor give u a huge jump on income?? is walk n customer your targetted customer?? she then praise that i have the bravery to come out and start my own business at my age...

seriously... i'm considered a late boomer... some already a datuk at my age... i'm peanut compare to them...

she then continue saying how she wished that her brother can be more motivated... her brother is plain lazy and is not working...

this is my take.. in the world of course exist people like them so that there exist more successful people...

i read a blog today.. no offense.. seriously.. no offense

the blog is about a girl taking a shot at a guy try to portrait himself as mature and loving but then cheated on this girl. did not take her out for a date for a whole 9 months.. her next statement continue of such.. "do u think i'm stupid?" frankly... u r... because u let such event took place... u stayed at his place...

move in too quick and yet u din notice any difference... even if u did.. u let it happen and only call it off after 9 months?? u can say how much u love him or so... i know love is blind... i really do but girl.. u let it drag too long.. yes!! there r many player outside.... but if some girl r really smart and alert... do u really think the player will exist for long??

i know sometimes feeling is hard to control... despite many good men outside.. there r plenty of players outside too and why oh why.. fall for their sweet talk... u r experience and mature enough to know the difference between a sweet talk with the truth...

a guy could be just a waiter but so long as he is loyal and have ambition... hands down he will be a loving guy for u... just loyal alone will probably starve u.... he got to have ambition...

when we're young.. teachers taught us to write an essay called, my ambition.. if i were to asked u to write your ambition now.. can u write it?? not faking it but a real essay about your ambition.. if u can't write it out base on honesty... u r having problem...

it's not easy to find a loyal man nowadays... but there's plenty more from the way i look at it... i just don know why girls keep falling for the player trap then blame all guys r the same...

it really irritate me... just because one or two guy u met r players doesn't mean all are... just because one or two girl u met r bitches or sluts doesn't mean all of them are too...

one asked me if the world is ever fair... friend~!! life is never fair... the ruthless one always win.. it's survival of the fittest...

at this modern age... the player seems to be the fittest one..

anyway... honestly speaking, girl.. u really let it happen.. don blame him for he is only playing his player part.. u should have c it coming...

emotion should never overtake a person's mind... it's hard to do but it can be done.. i was once overtake by emotions and my god... i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can do nothing... it feel like crap and it's suicidal... it's really not easy to handle stupid emotions... i have yet to handle them but i hope to grow better...

it was said, when pray for strength, god does not give u strength but opportunity and endurance to make u stronger... when pray for rich... it give u opportunity and desire to succeed..

all this praying this is all law of attraction.. u keep telling yourself that every day, u r bound to attract it

but then.. i believe a person who believe at god is always a better person than a person who don't have faith....

till my next blog.... if my comment have offended anyone in anyway.. my appology, i have no such intention. i may have come in an indirect way but i don meant it. i'm just being blunt and open with my thought. my thought r always base on circumstances and never on selective individual.

till then.. signing off with a tiring day..