my 2 cents

9.27pm.. it's a tiring day today, with work piling up both at school and office... i woke up with puddle of water lying at the roadside... i'm happy.. the morning's air breeze through and i can smell the "just-after-rain" feel...

whats more excited than having breakfast with my princess... seeing her in the morning always gave me that special motivation to start off my day...

slightly after breakfast, i start working on my school's assignment.. i'm having lots of fun this term as i'm studying organization behaviour... it's not a tough course but rather a fun course... as sun peak on top of my house, i received a call... an urgent call to settle some problem that my customer is facing at this moment.

darn it... i was thinking of making myself a good lunch... i settle for a two piece strawberry bread and head off to my customer's place... problem settled and i'm off to another appointment...

the heat outside is crazy... and i really mean crazy hot... as i walked by i saw a refreshing soy bean drink... i parked aside and ran across the road for the drink... the first gulp was refreshing but before i got to swallow it... i nearly throw up... polis diraja is there giving me summon... i ran across.. but despite what i saw.. to no avail.. i was fine for simply park..

now.. i know it's less than 3 minutes of parking but a wrong parking is a wrong parking.. and i have to swallow the summon ticket.. crap!! i take this ticket as my motivation and i work my butt off to secure as many presentation as i can... i got a few calls... i knew i can make up for the loss...

after work and tutoring i went back home... after a shower i drop down to bed and there i was.. laying there for a good 2 hours before i was woken up by a bad dream.. it's a bad dream.. a dream that involve my lil princess

u c... to me... my princess really means a lot if not the world to me.. she has her version on wher she stand or where i stand but i can tell u... her version is the censor version and mine is the unrated, uncut version... lol.. thats what i think... i have a verse dedicate to my princess.. here it goes

"there's so much darkness in the world, but i c beauty left in u girl, and that's enough to let me know that everything will be alright, and this is all enough until the end of time"

anyway, i got this bad dream about my princess... i woke up, sit back... to realize it's only a bad dream... i shake my head... well, my princess... let everything aside, u r everything to me

i picked myself up and start working on my assignment when a call came in.. i start to get busy again... i got a proposal to open a beauty saloon.. i think, it's a good idea but definetely not a strong proposal as it don really generate the type of income i'm looking for.. furthermore... it could end up with me losing money every month to keep it going.. i prefer the F & B biz.. even naza group is doing it...

stock or share market is another option i'm seriously considering..

they say if u were to work, make sure u r enjoying or having fun with it.. i'm very happy at this moment i found what i want... i'm enjoying what i'm doing and having great time doing it.. thinking of new ideas and exploring new ideas everyday make me realize... there's a difference between a career and an occupation

i then got another call from my school mate.. we talked.. he describe me as a single-minded, self-motivating and get on to the task type of person.. interesting comment.. we talked more.. i've learned more of him during this conversation... a person with bright mind.. really bright mind.. he told me he plan to go for PHD and i have nothing but joy on his behalf.... he should.. knowledge know no boundaries and if u have the brain.. by all means.. go for it.. at least that's his ambition..

as i ran through articles on the net... i read this blog... this guy was ditch by his girl... he was extremely sad and find no energy on working... took a long leave and stayed at home.. he cried... he try to get her back but to no avail...

at the moment of reading the blog... i totally understand what he is going through.. i just don agree with what he is doing.. i know it sucks to get dump, and to get ignore feel even worse.. i so understand how he feel...

his blog continues.. it has been more than 2 months, i resigned from his job and is doing freelancing now... his motivation are gone.. he misses her a lot and keep wonder how she can move on so quickly...

i understand what he is going through and this is my take... life is never fair.. i don really know this blogger but seriously.. life is never fair... u misses her a lot, that i understand but have u really asked yourself what have u done to reaches to this point and what have u done to get her back??

if u don even know the answer to these question... u can continue to cry..

seriously.. what has happen to malaysian men... not applicable to everyone but to the very few that is surrounding me... they r either sissy-faggot, kid-in-adult-body-that-still-have-not-grow-up-espcially-with-silly-net-gaming, hotshot-wanna-be (yes, wanna be), or just playboy.

i understand about playboy thing, they have it everywhere.. i just don understand how come girls fall this trap and then blame all guys r the same... silly women with silly.. extremely silly thinking to generalize all guys r the same.. can i have 1 apple and generalize all apple r bad??

now let's talk about faggots... seriously.. these faggot r sissy as hell.. not only r they vain nd walk 1 one... they r soft and talk like one... trying to look good is 1 thing but trying to look good and eventually looking like a faggot is a massive failure

another thing which i notice.. is the hotshot wannabe.. this is what i notice when i went clubbing last week.. i saw many guys... walk and talk as if they r some kind of hotshot.. oh please... especially this dude.. got kinda brush by one of my friend during the club.. he gave this blood shot stare.. i mean come on.. u expect to go to a club and not get touch by anyone at all?? the rich and famous people that i met and knew never acted like hotshot but rather humble and down to earth type of person... so u r definetely not rich or famous... maybe rich wanna be..