god bless

it has been nothing but long and tiring month...

many things happen as of last night to, causes me to have a very late night sleep

reading an article earlier today... the article write about how the girl misses her ex so much even afetr the ex bf already married with a kid now... it has been 4 years ago since their last break up... she try to move on but find it extremely hard.. she's 29 now

at first glance i thought it to be absurd and stupid.. not to mention silly.. at age 29, so much to live and worry for.. but choose to worry about that instead?? come on~!!

but then... only i realize... we're not really robot or programme which can be turn on off as we wish... maybe she is really attach to him, and maybe she really like him.. in regards of how they break up... she is very much emotionally attach to him..

from that point i feel a slight pinch and pity for the lady

u think i'm any better?? lol~!!

talk to a few friend and i always have the tendency to asked ppl's opinion or view on me

some would say i'm a busy man, others would say i'm a heartless individual... i got the statement saying i'm a stubborn individual before too...

some says i'm cocky while some says i'm a bad guy

in regards on how many view me.. i believe... right or wrong, it could be a mis-prejudgement.. but then

i am whatever u say i am if not why would u say i am

i am really tired as of now, not mentally but physically... i hardly had a good sleep last night and i have to wake up really morning today

luckily there ain't any tutoring today else it would really exhaust me out

a friend call me up and asked if i'm interested with an evening job... i listen, it's a 7pm to 12 pm job.. works 6 days a week and pays 3,500 per month

good pay for such a short period of time...

furthermore it's not even sales.. it's basically promoting beer.. i always thought it's a female job but apparently they need male this time round

i past the offer around.. it's really tiring for me

i look back at few pictures... it really bring many heartache looking at those pictures...

oh my

i'm sure god put me where i am at the moment for a reason and i just have to trust him...

god bless