drift

drift... it's not the stupid jay chou movie that i'm talking about..

u know something is drifting far when u see one

or drifting off when u feel one

i don really want to say much about it.... cause there isn't much to even say about it in the first place...

it's really mix thingy...

don't understand?? forget about it.. i tell u more next time

got into training today... u know what really tick me off??

friend is friend and i'm pretty clear about this all but i really hate people who think negative all the time... i seriously hate it... i know that i couldn't change everybody's thinking but y on earth would one be negative??

because lack in confidence?? we give ourself confidence and if we fail to give it even by ourself... go out and get it.. in short.. i don't care how u get it... u just have to push your confident level high

and i also hate when ppl shy away from challenges... hello?? is this how u gonna teach your kid next time too?? and the normal reply would be.. it's different

bullshit... it's the same.. if u cant even apply this theory to yourself don't even expect your kid will follow... so because he is your kid, u can shy away from challenges while he cannot?? that's like so BS

yes, i might sound stubborn at times but i really have my own set of thinking.... not many like it but i really hate to change my set of thinking for i beleive it is me who think and thats the reason why god give us brain... he didn't give us brain for decoration purposes

i began to talk to a lot of ppl and also did a lot of thinking these few days... i always tell ppl that it's really not gentleman for a guy to come in and brainwash the girl thus causing strain to their relationship...

but the more i sspeak of this, the more stupid i feel... y so?? because i don think ppl will even practice this shit... no, serious

i had this trick pull on me numerous time... and i just have a feel... it's a constant matter...

so seriously, acting gentleman is really stupid of u guys... just go out and do whatever u want.. and if u happen to like a girl that have a bf... screw that shit...

many would say if the girl can do this to the bf she will do that back to u

does it even matter?? this is how the world goes by afterall... only gentleman finish last... yea, like literally last

some would try to act gentleman will trying to get the girl... either way, u r still screwing with the girls mind

whose fault it is?? does it even matter??

steady enough to not let this get into your brain... that is what i claim as important... because this shit will eat u alive...

it's like i'm some sort of hater... hate this and that

there's something to look forward to next sunday.. i really do, just however.. again... i don think i'm the only one...