sigh

everything went as normal today... tired.. have not sleep a lot for these past few days... lots of work to be done...

talk to a few friend today... would like to share some of the stories

one of my friend share with me a story about his relationship with this girl.. i'll name this girl Amy.. the guy is called tim

they have been a good couple all and all... have been together for nearly 3 years... they been through a lot as a couple too... but for the past couple of months.. they have been hammer with many arguments which lead them to drift apart

during these period of time... lots of guys came after Amy and eventually Amy fall for one of them and leaved Tim behind...

crying in front of me... Tim looks helpless.. i spoke to him stating that i understand how he feels... but in relationship.. this is how it goes... and eventually at times it ends like this

nobody want or even hope that this is how it ends.. but seriously... what can we do

i am not at least for now... believe in this bullshit called true love...

i don't

and i continue... screw her... bitches will always remain bitches.. but this is the world we live in.. world of bitches.. yes they r many more good women out there its just unfortunately she is not the one

maybe its the guys fault but i look at this in a more general term.. it could also be the girl's fault.. i don't know...

but as i say... as bad as it sound... the home wrecker is all smile right now while u r the one who is crying

dont asked bout' me... i am in a much worse scenario... where i bleed nobody see, why i bleed nobody will understand...

i sigh to myself... and utter "crap" in between....