tom

today marks a black star on my calender... it's what i consider as a sad day

lol.. many would probably guess what i'm about to write... give me a break... i am here pouring my feelings out...

i watched a very touching movie today... ironically the theme song for the movie is called nothing gonna stop now...

there's this line which i really like.... it goes something like this

let them see we're crazy
what do they know
put your arms around me
baby don't ever let go

the lyrics make me drop a tear or two...

i always say i hate all this emotion thing because it create misery to us all... and i try to be as emotionless as possible.... but i knew to one individual, that's one thing i can't hide

i had a dream and in that dream i see us growing old together...

i also saw this movie called inception and also shutter island...bot hof these movie... leonardo played as the lead actor

but both is similar whereby both of these character that he played.. he cant forgive himself for what he did to his wife....

rather than feeling remorse... i feel bad fr myself that i can't even do something right... and this eats me alive....

till here for today... more to be shared tom...