balloon

i had originally meant to make a scrap book for u to explain all my doubts and worries and why i feel this way

i hoped it to show me slowly falling for u, so this book could have a happy ending

the contect goes like this

1) reasons
2) lists
3) the beginning to the end
4) state of feelings
5) how it all began
6) April 15th
7) may 1st
8) christmas blues
9) christmas gifts
10) my imagination kills me
11) breakfasts and weekends
12)distances
13) Falling for u

my love has gone beyond my reach
i walk alone, on her favourite beach
her warmth, i no longer enjoy
not even with fantasy ploy
nor stroke again her silken hair
i reach out, but she is not there
i sleep alone, the bed is cold
oh, i hate this growing old

dusk is just an illision because the sun is either above the horizon or below it. and that means that day and night are linked in a way that few things are there cannot be one without the other yet they cannot exist at the same time. how would it feel i remember wondering to be always yet forever apart, a glimpse of eternity and in a flash it's gone.

i held her close once to me with my eye closed, wondering if anything in my life has ever been this perfect and knowing at the same time it didn't. it wasn't that long and it certainly wasn;t the kind of kiss u see in movies these days but it was wonderful in its own way and all i can remember about the moment is that when our lips touched and i knew the memory would last forever

the ocean has been singing to me and the song is that of our life together