day 1

wake up with a swollen eye.. another hollow day

losing in a twirl... this all seems too familiar...

same time last year i'm here all broken down again...

crap..

many asked if i have enough sleep.. to be frank, how to sleep??

nto up to my gold standard today but it was not disappointing act... go to work and get my job done.. get each specific work done... got an invitation for a movie while others asked me to go to club... i shake my head disapproving such feat... u'll go ahead

It's true i probably lack the passion to do anything extra but rather i just feel tired

one of my staff resign today... spoke to him for quite a while to gather feedback... interesting feedback

he asked... u seems bz, do u invest hefty time on relationship thing?? i didn't answer much as i think there ain't much point to argue over with nor trying to defend anything... as i listen drew some criticism as well.... rather than defend i agree and listen.. this then suddenly struck me

one once said "can u for once agree and just listen?? not trying to defend or lays other blame"

it's so much easier to be said than done...