perfect smile

staring out in the rain with a heavy heart
its the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pull me back like a wake up call
i've been looking for the answer somewhere
i couldn't see it was right there
twice much as many stars in the sky
what's the like, what's the use if u're killing time
but it's fine just by looking in your eye

it's a sickening evening, with a heavy head and a heavy heart
the pounding i'm getting in my head is killing me...

it's all a with or without thing

oh... i have many things i wanted to share but grief is holding me back and i just don feel like writting or saying anything at this moment...

talked to a friend of mine today... we speak a lot.. and i mean a lot... telling me what is rigth what is wrong... OMG, stop it already... and in the midst of the conversation i hang him up.. he called back.. can u believe that??

of course i say sorry because the line cut off himself... and he go on and talk... and talk... and talk...

oh enough already... yelling inside of me... i'm really tired of listening to your stupid stories and what u think of certain agenda... frankly not only i don't care, it sound like rubbish to me

oh i receive some of my result from the MBA class. and i can tell u... how bad everyone in our class did... that add to the already gloomy day of mine

i can't say much because i knew i did not put enough effort into the exam and doing bad is totally my fault...

i remember i used to study pretty damn hard for my exam...

speaking of exam... i came to learned that one of my friend didn't do too well on her ACCA paper... she ought to study harder, in my opinion... if 3 hours everyday does not make the cut.. then i reckon cut all entertaiment and just study... for 5 hours everyday... u can make up for the entertainment later but don't drag these exam, it's a pain in the ass....

let me share this small poem with all

the sky is getting darker
being away doesn't seems like i'm being more free
the air doesn't seems to get any fresher
nothing is what it is to be
nobody is guilty of anything
just that each forget how to take a step back
the happiness all give to mr. silent
and u have taken away that perfect smile