give me the rain

went to the organic farm today... it's a fun outing.... something different and also something new...

did i learn something?? i do in a way... but at the same time i knew the dude that bring us around is crapping...

was a bz week for me... there's promotion, tutoring among some of the things i'm doing... i'll be starting my PHD research this october and my prof is really pushing me hard.. getting me ready for the research... seriously, i have not read so many journals for such a long time... it sucks in a way for i only get to sleep few hours every day... like seriously just few hours....

despite being tired and sleepy.... i somehow feel so excited about the whole research thing... i really wanted to do my PHD and here i am doing it... :)

as said... just sit back and enjoy the ride... it's a tough and tiring ride... but hell.. i'm very sure this ride is much better than just wasting my life...

anyway despite the bz schedule... i get to have dinner with someone... it's actually a post celebration thing.... for her birthday... didn't really get her a cake but i hope the candle and wishes will make up for it.... it was a good dinner and she really make the dinner worthwhile...

oh by the way, nothing happen... lol... when going out with a chick doesn not mean that something should happen.. ok??

anywya after the organic farm trip thing.. i went straight to tutoring... believe me.. it's tiring... the night before this morning's trip... i slept at nearly 2am... and i hate promotiong that just wreck my saturday... and this morning i have to wake up at 7.30... it's seriously tiring...

when i reach home after the whole teaching... to start working on a few assignment...

unexpectedly i fell asleep in front of my laptop.... suddenly my phone rang... someone came and look for me to have supper... feeling really tired, i spoke that unless i was giving a ride, there's no way in hell i'm going out....

fair enough to say... i was given my ride...

it's a couple that look for me... we talked... through the conversation... there's so many things that i saw... it was late at night and the girl was clearly really hungry... yet due to some circumstances the guy was force to work shift and the girl end up waiting the guy for a few good hours....

is she mad?? u bet~!! but after a while she forgave him and end up him giving her a kiss while she forgive him...

wow.... i was like.... wow

u know... thats what i want.... u c, she is great in her certain way and i really really appreciate it but if such case happen to me... i would be scolded really badly, worst i will be given a guilt trip

not saying someone is bad or something... i knew though she loves me... it was never enough... it probably was strong earlier on... it fades away half way through

she has been really awesome to me and i think i would want to leave it that way.... let then she enjoy the best in life, she deserve it...

as said... save her the sunshine and leave the rain to me...

i am superman afterall... yea, superman that can't fly..