another day in paradise

i can't walk but i'm trying
i can't talk as i need to think it twice
rip this soul apart if u must
tears are never a good company to sleep
u had it once, why do u give me plenty hundred more
names was called, i was being label, i was insulted

there won't be another day in paradise,
sun fail to rise
here comes the rain again, falling from the stars
drench in my pain again, silent become my enemy

i don know if i can yell any louder
cut me into pieces
the pain is inevitable beyond unbearable
dawn never seems to break, dusk seems far away
moonlight is not here...

i'm surrounded by all 4 wall
slowly closing itself on me...
i can't breath
u took my breath away
stomp me into pieces

for real
take me away
i never knew the things i did mean nothing
it is not till the king of pop die that he is remembered for who he is
i knew i did not build the perfect castle
at least the hut was build by my own hand
the hut with stand my rain, pain and hurricane

it's always just not compatible but never lies nor bad
if u got no answer of why a person want to lie to u for more than 30 months thats because there isn't 1
if u got no answer of why a person want to treat the person he share so many things with bad intention thats because there isn't 1

u say i dissapoint u. i couldn't agree more

u say the good things i did is small but i never did good things which is big
my thing of course is always the small thing

u don like listening to harsh words.. what makes u think others like listening to it to?
u don like to be misunderstood... what makes u think others like to be misunderstood to?

haters outside u can laugh your ass off at me... take yout point blank shot...

what is evaluation, what is open mind, what is validity and what is fair..

i woke up and c darkness around the world, but i c beauty left in u girl and u give me the reason to know everything will be alright, very enough till the end of time

my view.. although absurd and weird at times.. illogical to many and also impractical but i have my own reason, just because it was not view that way doesn't mean validity wasn't there.. a right or wrong statement is never right or wrong but how it's preceive by a person's mind.

till then

tonight... i want to be alone... i really want to be alone...