sorry baby

I found this interesting story

One day, after school exam, the girl called the boyfriend.
"baby, i got off early today, are u free to pick me home now?"
"sure baby, give me 5 mins"

it was 2 in the afternoon, the sun was raging hot. 5 mins gone. she looked at the watch. 10 mins gone. he did not show up yet. she started to worry.
After 15 mins, he finally came and she asked, "what took u so long?". he took it frivolously and answered "well, i was watching TV..." the girlfriend was quite angry. He knew and he said "I'm sorry.". He is a self importance and high egotism guy. He never said sorry and it was the first apology he made to the girlfriend. She looked at him and forgave him. He is the type of person that never expain, never argue, and would never want to have a fight with his girlfriend. As long as he said sorry, she would actually forgive him. He would only apologize to his girlfriend, the one and only one.

She blamed him for not changing his attitude and never changed or improved even though he admitted his faults. she was upset. she thinks that the boyfriend was using the apologies for sheltering himself. After 59 times of apologies, she finally dropped her tears and told him "please stop telling me that u're sorry if u're not intended to change. plz stop making me believe that u would actually change." he was guilty, he hugged her tight and said "i'm sorry" for the 60th times

after a period. the girlfriend started to distrust him
"what happen to u lately?" the girl asked in the phone
"nothing happened?"
"then why u behaved like this?"
"i said nothing happened"
"do u know that i'm feeling very insecure and that i'm so worried about u.. do u really care about me??" the girl started to cry
the boyfriend silent for second and told her "i'm sorry"
"i don't want to hear sorry anymore" she hanged up
He never called back, the girl thinks he doesn't care about her. That was his 99th sorry..

they both never contacted ever since that day. Sometimes she received some silent calls. she knew it was him.
After a month, as she was passing by his office she decided to look for him. The office colleagues told her that he has quit the job a month ago. The girl called his mobile but only left with voicemail. She started worried about him. She called the house phone, but no one ever picked up. She dropped by to his house but no one was there. She assumed that he has shifted somewhere else to work or maybe family trip or perhaps he has a new girlfriend and moved to somewhere else.

while she is thinking all the possibilities, her cellphone rang. It was from the boyfriend's mother
"he has been admitted to the hospital"
the girl was shock
"he wanted to see u" said the mother

she took the cab to the hospital, she was panicked and she has no clue about what happen. she ran to his room, she saw him laying down without much movement. The boyfriend was making eye-contact and look at her.
She started asking him "what is happening? why didn't u call me?"
he didn't answer, he just stared at her
He dropped a tear and said "i'm sorry" closed his eyes thereafter

"plz don't pretend. why sorry? i don't want sorry. please wake up"
"i'm not going to forgive u, please wake up. i beg u, wake up.. what happen"
that was is 100th sorry

the nurses and doctor pull her away. she was totally blanked. He never left her, just that she not able to touch him. Sometimes she dreams of him telling her how he has been doing. He is always with her, in her mind, in her heart, she is still thinking of him. calling her baby most of the times.

A few months later, the boyfriend mother gave her a box. there are 100 pieces of photographs inside the box. At the back of each phot marked the word sorry with a story

1st sorry-baby, i didn't mean to be late today. I know this is the lame reason on watching TV but i got a heartache before i tried to come for u. I couldn't move. I tried my best. forgive me please.
2nd sorry- baby, I...
3rd sorry- baby, I...
100th sorry- baby, I didn't mean to leave u behind, just that god did not give me a chance to take care of you, to put the ring on your finger. U r the first girl that i've ever say sorry, and u r also the person i would like to spend my life with. Forgive me as i couldn't bring u the happiness. Don't cry, i don't wish to see u cry. I love u

the last phot was taken in the hospital with him at his best smile