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the story goes on... when happy meet happy.. it will always be happy, when sadness meet sadness.. it will always be sadness...

but what happen when happy meet sadness?? then it's either happy enter sadness world and be sad or sadness enter happy world and be happy

this apply to real life but unfortunately... nobody know who is the sadness and who is the happy... everyone think they r in the happy world...

ppl tend to be selfish at lots of time... sometimes, there r things that were done which can't be undone..

when a couple go different way... everytime when they meet back up... definetely there's going to be one which feel bad... it's either the guy or the girl... but one bound to feel bad..

problems came knocking on my door as of late... it keeps knocking and forcing itself to come in... but this is life... u will then get satisfaction by solving the problem... imagine if there's no problem.... how dull and boring life will be... life is a constant troubleshooting.. each have their own definition of paradise...

i have wanted to upload a song to be shared with many... very unfortunately, blogspot don't support mp3.. or maybe i m lacking knowledge in this field... technology or IT is never my thing...

let me reserve myself today.....

Haha.. this crap always happen to me and makes me feel down and lack of confidence... i may came by strong and confidence... with many times often show determination as well as strength to overcome adversity.. deep down, i'm also a human who also need some understanding and some care....

yes... we may have arguments here and there but she is always the one that acknowledge when i am in distress... always a shoulder for me to put my head on... being independent and strong is always a good thing... but there r nights or times when u need that shoulder...

many will say, there's always one outside... friends r there too...

i have always say.. when i wake up i c darkness in the world, but i also c beauty left in u girl.. and u let me know that everything is going to be alright, enough right up to the end of time...

i know there r things which can be replace, substitute...

a friend called and talk to me yesterday... he asked if everything is alright... i did not say much... he told me about his ex... how when they break up he go to bars almost everynight... it took him so long to get over her... he finally did, and along the way he meet someone... which he say makes him so happy....

the girl which broke up with him went on to get married....

he told me... "i agree that u say dating have to use heart and not brain... there's no logic, fairness nor conditioning... u will just know if she is the right one or not"

of course i will stand back up... stupid ass problem is not the thing that will bring me down to my knees... i've learn taking bitter pill the hard way... oh trust me, it's hard to swallow.. but it's ok.. if life give u lemon, u make lemonade out of it...

now.. if life give u -54 degree celcius... winter never going to be forever.. spring will come.. but for every fun summer, comes beautiful fall which lead to cold dark winter.. everything is a cycle.. there's up and down in everything... fittest survive the winter...

i clearly know what i want, what work means and what relationship means..

if it is to be, it's up to me.. bring the shit in.. piece of crap~!