break free

u still leave in the end
told myself not to cry
told by others not to feel sad
i order a cup of tea and add in some milk at our favourite spot
i order 1 cup more just in case u showed up
we have promise each other we'll had breakfast together till we got old
the tea is getting cold
together too with my heart
feel so sad that i did not get to say my last goodbye
feel regretful that i did not get my last hug
feel dissapointed that it did not end with a smile on our smile
its like i'm trap in this maze
struggling to break free
missing the scent from her hair
it's like i'm trap in my own feelings
hard to break free
it can be beautiful and not this complicated