i will make it

the song by nelly called just a dream caught my ear earlier this morning...

it brings a lot of memories to me... but i know its ok...

was extremely tired from the trip.... what actually makes it feel worthwhile is when i visited the tag heuer watch shop... oh wow... i have been thinking of getting a watch for myself for quite a while... this is the very first time i'm being serious with it... i walked in... talk about the price, learn about the watch and basically just about anything about it....

the price for the watch is pretty high end... however i really want to reward myself... lol, yea an excuse for getting myself that watch... a friend asked me why cant i just get a normal swatch or mickey mouse watch... the price is much lower... to be honest i don deny and furthermore its not like i'm a millionaire or something... but why not just get something i really like if financially allowed....

u don need to be a millionaire to do so

u c, i'm not really a stingy person but its just that when my company started, financially i'm tight... some individual however would presume i'm stuck like this forever... well, of course i cant stop them for thinking that way... it was that bad but i c things picking up... :)

and i keep telling myself that i should really work to better myself....

sometimes walking away is hard but why stay at a place when u knew the other party already change her heart since like the dinasour time... its long gone...

i wanted to look for her so much earlier today... just to c and ask how is she doing... then i told myself this

"stop being silly and stupid, of course she is doing great... i am nobody just concern about her, think about ownself better..."

sometmes there r lots of beautiful things in this world where u wanted to share with that special someone... she dash it all off.....

again i hope her other half can do that job n let her c those beautiful things... wait a minute, thats not even a problem.... i'm sure he can do a much better job than me

a friend told me.... at least i had my good times with her...

funny words... those r words trying to console ownself... i should accept i did a bad job and should improve on that and not thinking "oh we had our good times"

screw that shit

i will make it.... i will.....

not a dream but a statement

i will make it

and those that will make it... my blessings to u...

only to some audit donkey, good luck trying to be a success ya...