deng tit lei

deng tit lei......



everything can be solve with a clear mind...



started the whole JB journey today and i can tell u how bad the day is....



a friend told me this which really motivates me.. it goes like this



the jest i know goes something like this "u can scold and u can talk, but when i stand up u're going to pay more"



u c, u r in the end dealing with jest.... and to top that... i should kick ass and not let my ass be kicked...



sometimes we tend to get weak, forging a net of guilt on top of ourself and laying ourself in this bed of negativity



it's logical to be strong but sometimes even superman would want to take a break



speaking of this.. i used to be one girl's superman... and u know even superman got yelled at till he cries.. lol



u c, each individual have their weak point... its ok... but don't get down for too long... dont rest too long.. or else life will come in and kick your teeth out and break u down...



life is this bad....



knowing this, god always tend to bless his children, thats u and me mind u, the strength to walk through it... its down to us to acknowledge such blessing and grind through it



along the way or walk of life... friends will come and pick us up... encouraging us too... while some have the wife/husband or family... if u have it all... u r damn sure lucky



i always have this lovely smile to bring me through, when the smile is gone, god always bless me with friends to go through the hardship


i said before that in this world there's one beauty which is very very dangerous and that is the beautiful smile of a lady

hemm...... deng tit lei

i got a challenge from a friend... telling me to go and talk or c P... daring me to c how strong i can be or have became...

u c, i hate to be challenge and would accept any form of challenge anytime but no, not this... i am desperately weak in front of her.... i dont need to show how strong i am for i knew, i cant even do this... at this moment

i will however kick your ass anytime on anything.... ok fine, i knew there r something which i might not be excellent at but i am a stronger challenger

:)

finishing up my journals and report for tom... seriously, i cant wait to grad from this PHD

:D

i really want to have a sense of achievement in my life and though its really really nothing special , i knew i had tried to achieve at least something...

seriously, not like stuck as an audit in a small firm and only have a ACCA to show... lol~~ or just driving this crappy old car... ok ok, maybe there's this burden la or whatever story.. i don't know... maybe u have your struggle la... giving u benefit of doubt..

i beleive that we should constantly improve ourself and not put ourself in the comfort zone too much... its through hot water that we will thrive and be successful...

it's a struggle in the beginning but who told u its always easy.... we will be demotivated and feel helpless but what doesn't kill us will make us grow stronger....

yes it matters how we end what doesn't matter is how slow we start... so long as u can finish the race and finish it with such awesome feat... then my friend, u have an achievement u can be proud of...

not just life but both life and career... not just career too.. but both life and career...

both of them sucks to me.. lol but i know... despite the hurdle... i will finish this race strong...

and i know, so can u too

deng tit lei... :)