oh yea

i'm drop dead tired... like seriously drop dead tired

though both mentally and physically from the exhibition.... i am glad with the turn out... though still a few walk away but at least we r again getting close to our target...

went to this gala dinner on friday night... had a blast and when i say had a blast... not only did i meet a few new friends... i really had my fun...

i talk to a lot of people during the gala and i learn so much through talking to them... though nothing much but i get to talk to chui ling and also taking pictures with her... i am particular impress with the way she thinks... an individual that were born to be successful...

she mention that life is worth living if u r living nice, comfortable and rich... though being happy is very very important but u will enjoy life more when u r really living it...

i don't really understand her statement until i start to observe and also talk to other people and i find that successful people lead an awesome life.... no, they r not as empty as what it portrait in the movies... again, its movies....

they really enjoy their life...

and true enough, when a person if successful, many things will come with it...

by talking and mixing with this people, i'm very certain... i don just want to live my life... i really want to live and enjoy it... i don need to be super rich to do so but i need to be really good in my field

as exhibition went by, i was like.. "look at this empro guy... this guy's life though have its stress but he really know how to enjoy his life.. respected in his field, earning good money, media likes his, have a goof family, and is really enjoying it..."

i went to my friend's wedding dinner yesterday and saw someone...

heartache?? u bet but i try to be strong.. :)

from that night i again refresh my vow that i will do my very very best to be successful... i'm very sure she has her was and her decision is right... even if i need to burn the roof down, i will make sure i will work so hard that i will give my future wife more than what someone will give her

call it naive or childish but lets make this a challenge to better myself... i'm very sure that someone got this special factor... or winning factor.. i don know what but hell, in regards... i will do better... at least for this moment i will take htis as a motivation

a part timer of mine just resign yesterday after just 2 days of work... let me share with u this story

he sign up to work for 4 days... not 2 days..

in regards of how hard the job is or how out of field the work is... u never give up in the middle.. thats rule number 1... rule number 2, no matter how hard or tough the situation is... u always give your damn best

thats 100% bitch

speaking of determination i don think when it comes to determination i am weak... i considered myself to be a very determine guy who stick something till the very end... that i will bite the bullet and make sure i get the job done....

i take this phrase again as my motivation

u can kick, tease or even yell at me but when i stand up... i'm so going to kick your ass.... period

love will be tested by time and in time we learn to be strong as well as understanding the word compromise... we also learn the word of not giving up

i say this once and i'm going to say this again

sunshine or no sunshine
rain or no rain

i will fly and god... give me the strength to do this... i know i am weak and have been weak... but here i kneel in front of u, give me the strength to do this

i am jest and i know i can do better than all this... don look down on me... wait for me on top.. i will get there very very soon

by the way... some jackass...

please watch your mouth when u r trying to look down on me... talk to me when u have something... don just run your mouth when u have nothing to show.. piece of shit...