my take

sleep really late yesterday....

went for friday's yesterday and for the very first time, not only am i dissapointed with the service that they provided but the food as well

i don't know why is it called a pop drink when it's very apparent it "ran out" of gas

it's medium rare and not well done

seriously

an interesting part took place too.. while i was walking and doing my shopping.. i saw this dude that goes by the name "black fit" with his brother that apparently have down syndrome

ok not that i love him nor do i know him a lot... but i used to hate him a lot... i don feel of such as of now

lots of things have taken place and i began to see certain things on a different perspective

anyway had a conversation with a friend until very late at night yesterday which prompt me to reach home late and thus working my journal till wee in the morning...

not bitching but just sharing

something interesting happen earlier though

while meeting up with my customer today and yes, it's national holiday but i still work... after the whole meeting finish i meet up with another friend of mine to had lunch together... little i know while we were having lunch... her "ex-boyfriend" came in... sat in front of us and start to yell...

it's weird but i keep quiet... arguments than flare between them and all of a sudden he direct his anger to me...

seriously?? it's my problem now... i keep silent and he keep asking and throwing words at me for no particular reason

u c, i have my hot button and i couldn't stand when certain words are thrown at me... for example i hate it so much when people start calling me stupid... i hate it

and god he keeps saying that....

for a moment, i stand up excuse myself and walked away

seriously though inside i feel like just bashing him up... like literally... i decide otherwise

of course i am proud of my action.. not that i'm sissy

u c, i promise that i will work really and push myself to be a really good man...

anyway while on my way back.. my friend then appologize for the scene and we continue our conversation... she then asked me... if i still keep in touch with my ex and if i am mad of her

to be honest i don really keep in touch with her.. i don really know what's going on with her life.. and i don think i would like or want to know about it either.. she enjoy what she is doing then by all means go ahead... am i mad of her?? she likes to give me this guilt trip but no, i'm not really mad at her... it's her choice and i had good memories with her...

she continue if i still believe in love

lol, lots of ppl asked me this question... do i sound that hurt to u guys

ok, i dont deny i got hurt like real bad... seriously, its bad...

but i do still believe in this funny love thing but i know love can't stand alone... guy without quality is still consider rubbish to me

seriously we should get our life on track.. stop wasting it

at 26, we should able to demonstrate certain achievement by now.. if achivement is about how high your marks is in facebook game or just some LV, gucci bag... u got some serious problem and thinking u need to do

everybody wants a simpe life... but don't forget we should also live this life... being successful is not an option... stating just want a simple life tell the whole world how useless u r for u dont even have what it takes to be successful...

even a 30+ year old guy who i deem as useful, buy his own big car and also start up his own company, while others almost single handedly support the whole family...

stop wasting life... thats my take