genting

i wanted to talk to her.. like a lot.. just to see if everything is ok

but hell seriously... who am i?? lol...

no.. i'm not the type of "friend" that will msg ppl goodnight if someone is attach... then lie saying got gf la... saying got friend la

if want to chase then be straight up... they call this low blow... act so lowly..

anyway, in position... just have a feeling nothing is alright or maybe i think too much.. maybe i am... my friend keep telling me i think too much

i went to this foot reflex today.... the sifu told me... an old friend of mine visited them last week

i keep quiet for a while.... i just ask if she came alone... they answer yes

i keep quiet for a while again....

for a moment there i wanted to give her a call.... just to ask how is she... but i hold myself back

and i remind myself how she already move on....

lol

call me weak for being stagnant but come on.... its only this period of time

give me some time...

i drove up to genting alone few days ago... in the middle of the night... wee hour

this is where is all started

i take a small breath and leave that place... lol

sound so stupid so go there just for a while.... that place means a lot to me though... like really a lot.... a lot of things happen there

goodnighe everyone