i told u so

i'm beyond sad.... just ran through some pictures and i can just tell u how much it all hurts

but i c some people doing just fine and how strong some people are doing

i knew i should and can be stronger... it's seriously easier to be said than done

but i know i can... give me some time

lol... i can make an ocean already for the time i cried i think.. lol

i'm laughing at myself on this... i knew it has been sometime

what a weak ass

i talked to a friend the other day on this.. and she told me i have a pure heart when it comes to relationship

lol

i really appreciate such fine compliment but i cant help but take it as a form of motivation... again, i knew where i stand... if its that pure... do u think i will be ditch over and over again??

then that girl will come by and say oh no, u don't understand.. our problem is i don love her enough la, that i break promise la, that i lie la.. u know.. those things

but then... of all the cry, venting, feeling sad, bad, regret and it all... does it really matter??

i strongly think she found a better one and could be "the one"

though again, i hate that feeling and also all the crying... it won't matter in the end on how i feel... for human tend to be selfish... else she wont put me in this position and go after what she think is the right one la

i just find, keep looking, the whle re-adapting on new people is seriously tired....

she always said.. i look at her at certain way and she don't like it

i hate to say this but "i told u so"