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worst possible night... thats the interesting part on law of attraction... u keep thinking negative and bad things comes and haunt u if not hit u right at your face....

how vital it is to be thinking positive.... i had my fair share of awesome dates and days which would have kept me smilling all day and night....

i should have think of this when i need the motivation to pick myself up.... damn it.....

i can really talk and annoy at the same time... crap...

as i sit quietly..... i dare not to even think more of what will happen... i recall.. there's once this wording.. business is a constant trouble shooting.. when problem stops... business stops

i don know if this apply same on relationship but i believe in relationship... problem does make it grow stronger that is if both party or at least one party is strong enough else... it will drift far.. i'm in no position to give wise relationship advises... i can share that through experience... wonders can be true

people tend to say... when you're young... go out and have more fun.. know more people.. who knows u will meet the one... this is my take.. the one and those love at first sight exist purely in our mind.... it depends on what u want to think or how u want to think....

the one always exist... but it became more meaningful when the particular one give u the inspiration to work harder and go further....

same theory different application... how much u want something, if u want it so much... be prepare to shred every ounce of energy u have... be prepared for everything that is coming your way....

this is what i think in a relationship... yes.. women r like butterfly... hold it too tight u will kill it, hold it too loose it will fly away.... i say this.... y so headache... let it loose... if u r good, and i mean that damn good.. it will come back...

have faith and keep working to get better....

it's funny how a butterfly and rock a titanic...

have u guys heard of the butterfly effect?? it means a flip of a butterfly wing at the states can cause a hurricane in china.. this is what psychology teaches.. the butterfly effect... it's actually an analogy or metaphor saying that.... a small thing can lead to big effect... how important it is to keep our composure...

this is my last take and i cannot lose this... there's always 1 D & G, immitation exist.. substitute is there too but there always be 1 D & G....

i don't come here to say hi nor did i dress up this neatly to have a drink at a mamak store... i don't go through war for the sake of having the war feeling nor do i shed nights of tears just to shed it over again....

i have said the next time i do so it'll be the tears of joy and when i grab hold of it... i'm holding it tight... u got to chop my hands off if u want me to let it go...

many have gone through worst....

i have said it one to many times... whatever happen in the middle matter but it's not important, what stand as the most important is whather u reach your objective or not... what happen in past shape who u are... what happen in the middle prepare u when u reaches the final destination...

everyone will bound to shollow the bitter pile at least once... have u shollow yours?? i say screw this shit... bring the whole bottle in... either u finish the bottle or u die chocking on pills... we're here to live and be great people not to just live and die... people leave footprint here on earth... either at hollywood boulevard or at someone's heart... have u leave yours?? she definetely leave hers...

there'll be one D & G and one high school sweetheart. i will be damn if i don make it count this time round... i knew it's all in my mind either to make it or break it...

I am jest and this is what i do best... this is one of those worst night and if this is bound to break me or pull me down.... sorry, as this is unfortunately not going to happen.... u know superman?? yea... he's too strong for u...

i don tell myself how BIG the problem is but HOW BIG I AM.... so the next time u mr.problem come knocking on my door.. make sure u bring your papa and uncle or that big uncle because i am kicking your ass.... all around cheras...

as a famous wrestler once say... "do u smell what the rock is cooking"??

till then.... stay determine and stay focus.... next time u feel like a crap... give ownself 1 tight slap.. it works~!!