magazine

i was walking in my college on staurday.. came by a book stand.. meet with this guy.. he is doing some reading.... i was looking at forbes magazine.. he told me.. "young man, do u know the difference between these magazine"

friendly guy.. i reply.. "i don't"

he continued, there is a difference between the time magazine, forbes magazine, fortune magazine and the reader digest... lol, of course i know there's difference but i'm more interested in knowing whats the difference.. this is what he told me..

it depends what u want to learn from these magazine...

reader digest is more of improving your english... time magazine prepare u for conversation with people of all rank... it gives u knowledge of current affair... forbes and fortune is same magazine but fortune is more designated for students and forbes for working man because fortune magazine analyse in depth

interesting... i learn something that day but hey... he could be wrong but anyway i decided to proceed with what i wanted to do... i subscribe to time magazine...

lots of things is going through my mind as time goes on... i don't even know where to start or how to end... i cannot change things that have happen

i agree with this statement.. "if i will be worse of why settle for that??" the bar is high... i have to do better to eclipse what your parent has achieve and had been doing greatly for the past few decade... it's so not easy... but of course i shouldn't take this as an excuse, it's just another mountain to climb through... it's not easy but hey who say life is easy

life is never fair... never fair nor is it easy.... tough shit and i'm going through it...

and i tell myself... this is only another challenge god throw to me... it is always meant to bring us to hell before heaven so that we can appreciate heaven... how interesting is this hell trip... drowing us with it's pool of madness, burning us with its flame of emotions, hitting us with its ball of negativity and ripping us of our determination and faith...

i always tell myself this.. there's always haters and asshole outside that try to piss u off but never... surrender yourself and get upset because of external factor... never to lose your composure...

as i was doing my normal visiting customer routine... i saw mr. magicboo.... he gave me this idiotic look which make him look more stupid... like what's his beef... i feel like giving him 1 tight freaking slap... but i know.. this is a test... the more this test wants me to lose my compusure.. the more i'm not letting the devil win....

there r at times i just want to lock the door and be alone..... there r at times i just want to yell on top of my lungs.... and there r times i just want to have a break from all this...

i talk to this person as of late... she told me.. guy's word cannot be trusted especially the i will wait for u phrase

honestly... i think that's the most stupid phrase ever said... wait?? what r u waiting for?? do u know i'm always waiting for money to come itself... money won't come itself and the girl u r waiting for.. won't come itself either... u have to work hard and tiredlessly for it.... although i have no clue why can't girl come to us rather we have to go to them.. but hey.. what to do when we have fallen deep and hard for that girl... but yea... wait for money and girl...

chances of u dying of choking on "toufu fa' is higher than the girl or money come rolling in by itself...

sometimes... there r things better left unknown rather than knowing it... really.... it's better left unknown....