what a day

now... what is a day without blogging about her...

she turn the magic or spell on again.. making my life amazing simply by sending those caring sms....

princess literally melts me....... though something is amiss... it's still better than none i guess... at least i get her attention this time round...

got to have dinner with her today.... she looks awesome... she looks different too... the feeling with her is different this time round... how diff.. erm... just different

i however enjoy her company a lot... i can't deny there r times when i have this negativity surround myself on how tough this shit is.... but i understand if i want this.. i need to be strong... stronger...

sound desperate?? no.. it always depends on how u look at it..

i get to be real close with her today... honest.. her fragrance sweep me off my feet.. yea.. like literally... seconds become minutes, minutes become hour.... for a moment.. time seems to stop... yea... sound fake but it does... that moment i realize what does "take your breath away" means...

its not easy going through this... it's so not... but i knew... that it'll worth it all in the end...

oh... i wanted this so much... so much~!

crap~!! if life is going to make this tough for me... i'm so kicking its teeth out.. yea, mr.life... u'll be seeing your local dentist soon... i'm giving u a beckham like kick... am not stopping at anything~!