ranting again

i'm beyond exhausted as of me writting this now... physically i have been hovering on the promotion thing for a few days now and literally every weekend i have a promotion to do... it's not my only effort but the whole TBE and i am very proud of everyone that is involve... i'm sure the effort that every individual puts in will bear delicious fruit soon...

mentally i have a lot of things i want to rant... it's just i have not much in knowing how to rant it out.... i also don't want to bitch something that i can't do anything about in which i have choosen a certain road... yes i have the right and the freedom to go otherwise... so it's literally pointless in bitching about it....

all and all i can say that life is never fair.. never... and life is meant to be tough... like real tough shit... on top of working hard to earn peanuts... as a boss, i have to dealt with company issues and also politics in which is a constant... constant trouble shooting... and on top of all that... there's relationship and also family issues....

there's a quote saying if u r sailing too smooth... u might be sailing the wrong direction...

it's a love-hate relationship thing.. i hate life but at the same time i enjoy what it's giving me... so yea if u ever thought u're in a complicated and tough life... everyone is going through the same shit...

i think i need a break... just a break with someone i enjoy to be with... but hey... as said.. if life is sailing that smooth.. i'm probably is sailing the wrong direction...

i'm working hard... really hard to make everything works the way it should work... nothing in the middle should matter if i ever reach my objective...

i really hate when these hiccups try to cause turbulance or stir my mind with negativity..... like please... get the F out... i don't tell myself how big the problem is but i tell U~!! how big i am... yes!! i'm nobody but i'm putting up a fight against all odds... u haters try to make my life miserable... u better give me your best shot...... cause the next time u seeing me... i'm going to give u hell

my rant for today~~~