may 26

watch this movie today.. it's called "i love you man"... it's a funny movie and i recomend it to everyone who would enjoy a good laugh... i enjoy mine..

i really enjoy my day with her today... though we only have a brief breakfast and a brief dinner.. it was all pure fun... she has never look better... the ice-cream was sweet too... i really have fun tonight...

oh... and how she look at me when we were going down the escalator.. she literally stop the time.. everything seems to stop moving, leaving only me and her... i knew how much i wanted this the moment our eyes meet...

as night drew closer and i need to send her home.. i wanted to stop just a few feet away from her house and tell how... just how much she means to me and i'm willing to... at all cost, to get it..

as i reaches home.. i saw my dad having meeting with his round table of knights... i saw cheques and money on top of the table.. i sit by the side and listen...

these ppl r rich~!! throwing money out like nobody's business... ppl say we're in recession and that we r poor?? bullshit... i'm poor.. this guys here r rich!! i hate it whenever i sees this... it makes me feel useless and stupid.... we all have the same brain and i have the previledge of gaining extra knowledge else where... i should be earning those money..

be patience many says.. well.. do u realize it's this patience that define and rich and poor person?? how much more patience can u hold?? 10 more years?? man.. we 1980's babies.. r getting old.. i'm born at 1984... 25 this year.. how many more time i can waste?? i don't know about u but seeing this ppl.. really in a way... motivates me..

u c.. women nowadays r smart too.. if marrying a guy will be worse of.. why r they marrying u... make them pregnant u say.. u think bringing up a child is cheap... everything needs money...

i have a friend telling me this.. enjoy your life first.. see the world first.. enjoy before u married.. this is my take.. true.. youth come once and it will quickly disperse as we grew older.. with youth comes energy.. as we grew older we grew wiser not more energetic...

if we don use our current energy to earn more money.. but enjoy life first.. u want to wait till u 30 only start earning money or what?? i prefer i travel and enjoy my life a bit when i'm 30, with my family... i don't disagree with travelling and seeing the world at this age.. i just don't buy the idea.... i think, work harder now.. even if it means u have to take on extra jobs... make every hour counts

I'm doing my MBA now and gosh... this is what i feel.. after leaving school for sometime.. getting back to school is tough... it's different.. it's tough as i have a different mindset now... so i come to understand this.. energy level won't be the same when u r 25 and 30...

1 of my customer share with me an idea.. she says.. "jest, what u r doing is not easy eh??.. how do u motivate yourself to work" of course in front of her i answer.. "i do it because of passion"

i always believe in this... doing what u r doing is because of passion... but what drives u to be more aggresive is definetely the money... if sell 1 thing only gives u 1 ringgit.. how motivate can we all be... but if it gives u 1000 ringgit... i'm sure.. u die also will sell it out... u c where i'm heading to now??

TBE seems to be growing day by day... alliances were form and sales is pouring in.. though not as much as it should be but the figure is not dissapointing either..

there's a quote in the movie that i watch just now.. it says... "why do u married her?? why her??"

loving her is 1 thing but because u like who u r when u r with her and enjoy her company and attention... many would always answer.. i like who i am when i'm with her.. who then r u when u r with her... r u the normal u or were u someone else??

some ppl say... i'm myself when i'm with her.. i'm comfortable...

that... is a disaster.. a good answer but is a disaster... when u r u... too comfortable usually tend to lead in slipping up...

this is my take.. when u r with that person u always seems to do your best and want to improve yourself... to push yourself to the limit.... a different person when u r with her... with energy going through the rooftop... that is what i consider as u like who u r when u r with her... not being comfortable and be who u r.

i know it's complicated but take a slow digest... i hope u understand where i'm coming from....

till then....

my 2 cents for today....

stay motivated... don tell yourself u try but u can do it...

u want something and u need something is 2 different thing.... setting a goal and setting a path to the goal is also 2 different thing... knowing yourself and understand yourself is also 2 different thing...

evaluate where we stand sometimes can help us to become a better person....