may 15th

took an emotional hit yesterday... woaa... the effect was to say the least... tremendous to last till this morning.... it tooks me a while to set myself in.... on what i should do...

i met with alan today... have a very light breakfast and talk a lot on business.... he told me... if i knew wai meng.. cellnique's boss... i say i do... he told me... quote to quote... "do u know he aim for 100 million in 1 year??" 100 million.... thats' a lotttttttt of money...

it's not impossible... i asked him... what is the secret to that...

this is what alan said... "sees big picture, dare to dream and focus"...

focus.. thats what i'm talking about... i lost my focus this morning... and this shall not repeat...

i know life there will be obstacles and hiccup along the way.... life is never fair nor is it perfect... life is meant to be tough...

i knew yesterday was meant to be a test... and i should be strong to take this.... small wind or wave shouldn't be rocking my boat... no... it shouldn't.... so... thats the best u can give?? cause u know what... i'm still standing...

how tough u r depends on how focus u can be..

i saw magicboo yesterday... i'm sure he saw me too... hey~nothing happen... anyway.. he shouldn't be bothering me... i am my best competitor, i am my biggest enemy... if i can overcome myself... i always believe.. it's the survival of the fittest... hell, let's raise the bar so high this time round.. i make sure nobody can jump over it...

really honest... if this is going to make my life a tough shit... bring those tough shit in cause i'm going to give it hell.. yes i'm going to give it hell....

i'm so pump up now.. i think i better use this energy on my work...

hola on all blogamaniacs later....