sleepless

i couldn't sleep the whole night.... too many things that is bothering me.. i took a small nap.. but i can't...i woke up everytime i close my eye

i end up taking a cold shower and a small walk outside my house before i sat down and work on my assignments which is due tomorrow..

I have been delaying the stupid assignment for a long time.. honestly.. i don't have the heart to do it previously and was just a tad too busy... what makes me to determine to finish it this time round?? well... i can't sleep... i can't call her... i don't play games.... it's too late for a movie.... what else can i do?? my partner in crime is all drunk so i certainly can't talk business with him...

no.. i'm kidding.. i was thinking a lot about her.. but i knew she is sound asleep and that i also knew... she would want me to know what i should do... that alone is enough to make me finish this stupid assignment...

honest... i have a little bit sound of regret in taking this MBA course... though it's not superhard or heavy workload... i just have small problem balancing the MBA with working hours... i know it's possible.. it's just not easy... but anyway since i'm in.. i'm all the way out for it.. and i knew i will benefit hugely from this MBA

lots of cute and sweet wordings filled my empty head while i was doing my assignment.. honest... 1 tight slap~!! focus~!! as dawn breaks and sun rose... bird sings and noisy... freaking noisy dog barks... it makes me wonder.. like what the hell these dog barks for?? taking over a roaster's job or something?? bark to let everyone know... morning is here?? hey doggie.. do u know in this world exist something called alarm clock?? even the alarm clock does not sound it means... people want to sleep..... ok.. now i' m being silly

anyway.. i was impress with how i proceed with my assignments... by 9 am.. i have finished 90% of the assignment...

a person liberate me yesterday... she said.. does it really matter what other think or say?? it is until a person know the whole story... will a person understand why a person do the things they do...

we're all judgemental individual and i believe.. accepting criticism is part of life... sometimes i don't have to go all out to change a certain traits of ours to please everyone... but... at least don't create conflicts...

i was talking to one of this guy yesterday... this is what he told me... he was very young when he started his own event company... he however manage to land a fashion event... a big event which require certain backing from certain individuals from the goverment...

he went to see that individual... he told me... wonder why he would want to help u out as u're not giving him any benefit?? i listen closely

this is his answer

"tan sri... i'm like your son... also the son of malaysia... the elder or past generation have succeed but they succeed without sharing that secret formula to be successful with the new young generation.. without your help today, u will destroy me and i won't be able to go anywhere... malaysia needs sons like us and wisdom from u to continue what the past had build... "

the next day.. that "tan sri" sign the papers that he asked for...

don asked me how true it is... it's definetely for us to evaluate... i agree that we young generations r the drive of the country... just how r we driving this country forward... and yes.. i do believe we play a role.. small or big.. i'm sure we play a role..

i really really enjoy my time spending with her both on friday and saturday... god has been kind to me... i don't know if this will be a 100M run, a 200M, 400M or a marathon run... i don't know... i just know and sure that i'm in this run and i will have to keep running.. no, u silly blogamaniacs... i'm not stopping this run...

there's no certain in life... and all i can do is really enjoy this run... i don't know when, where, or how this run will end...

ppl once told me.. if it's meant to be it will be.. while others said.. fate is in your hand

this is what i think

god show u the path.. its up to u to walk the path...

so long as there is a single ounce of energy left... i will be running... the moment i stop is maybe the moment i broke my leg... but lol... can't i crawl?? so yea..

ever read this comic when u guys were young?? what happen when an unstoppable object meet an unmovable object?? when it clash... even superman died...

well... i'm no superman...

but i know.. superman or no superman... to u... let's raise the bar a little higher shall we?? u once said... i was the type that will just climb and when i realize i'm too high... instead of climbing down.. i will keep climb up and just tell myself that i cannot fall... well... let's keep raising the bar...

u r that sweet escape... no... my sweet escape..

till then...