destruction

Man united got beaten and i enjoy the sight of its destruction... Man united fans has been cocky and talking crap all week long... from radio to roadstand to virtually everywhere... looking at all the little devils wearing red shirt getting their favourite team kick... was a "back at your face" sight...

5.11am now.. i don't know if i should be sleeping or what i should be doing... have lots of things going through my mind at this moment..

have a few friend watching the soccer thing with me.. everyone is virtually talking cock there... seriously.. i was just a bit "too deep" into thinking something i didn't even bother to talk along...

i have been an impatient dude with a tendency to get aggitated easily... but i have been doing my best in being patient and control myself as of late.. seriously.. many things have taken place and going through my mind that make me seriously tired... i know it's not only me...

i have been doing this countdown quietly myself each day but then... does the countdown really matters?? if a person would to ask me where i stand at this moment... i honestly do not even know how to answer u.. i wish i could answer this myself too.. i just knew i need to keep doing what i'm doing and set the bar higher as time goes by... how will this end up?? heaven knows.. no, no... seriously.. heaven knows.. i have been understanding but does anyone try to pat me on my shoulder and ask me how is everything??

either ppl come and tell me to do otherwise or just plain tell me their problem... some however critise what i do... where is the support?? oh yea.. back of my head.. i keep forgetting about u...

i know that for whatever thing i'm doing of stand up for at this moment will come back to me one day.... i don't ask for return but i know god do not let me go through this for nothing... yes i choose this road but i know... what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger...

inflict as much crap on me as possible... make me sick, make me tired, make me go crazy... F*** it... i will remember the day i walk this road...

see u on top.. that is if u haters can even reach the top...

i don want to think if it's open or an in............ take your time sitting on the fence...