april 15

oh... its that time of month again....

i think i did a good job today... though sad but i did an excellent job in handling myself

check this out

i got more than few compliments today

the first came by this.... i visit my first customer... did a demo and try to close deal with her... this is her response

"jest, r u ok?? u look different from the first time i saw u"

i asked how different.. the haircut maybe.. haha

she responded "no, u look like a walking corpse... u don have the energy like u did the last time i saw u"

of course, i just got broken up.. what u want me to say or act.. jumping with glee?? i'm not that cold blooded... anyway i spoke to her..

she gave me a lot of encouragement... one of them being.... i'm only 26, doing my own thing while doing mba... i suffer now but great things will come my way later... she again give me a vote of confidence.... if its meant to be it will be.. if not, then its ok.... u'll c girls pouring in when u r a successful man....

how can i pour cold water on that statement saying negative feedback.. i respond with a smile...

she then continue how her marriage fail and how she wants to introduce girls for me... Haha~!! funny customer... i really appreciate what she did.... but i'm all fine by myself

whatever i don want to touch on that topic again...

anyway i went to my second appointment... same story, same statement and same encouragement

i'm really happy in a way they r being really supportive of me..

some even go to the extend of asking me to join their family for dinner on my birthday

i even got calls from friends supporting me asking me about my birthday....

i really really thank them for all the support that they show....

another friend from canada drop me a message.. we chat... he express much support and also gratitude that i had been very supportive of him as well...

i had change many times during the typing of this particular blog... the many times that i changed i was actually criticising or shooting at something but i know... as one once said... i only know how to shoot... i really want to change this... let's this be my first step

for once... i'm really happy while going to bed.... to have support during such tough time... really helps...... it really helps...

oh yea... happy annivesary to ermm.. myself... it's an important date to me... very important.... :)