not at all easy

everybody saying how it'll works out

it's so not easy...........

i think i'm having a bad fever and wanting to rest and let the track of tears dry as it is....

at this moment, i don really want to care whats going on... at least for this moment

i read someone wrote in his article

"don't worry i'm still surviving and doing fine... i wish u all the best and happiness u can get... u have stolen my heart away"

stupid ass..... firstly, u really think she gives a damn about u surviving or u doing well or not well?? i know u probably are saying the same to me but i can tell u... no, they don't give a damn.....

secondly, wish her all the best and happiness?? ask your heart if u really wish her that way or u really want to be with her?? stop playing the so call being all nice and gentleman.... u're a guy and i well know what u r thinking or want.... so quit acting like that.. again same applicable to me ya

u however will only agree the third sentence that she stole your heart away... poor u, but this is how love is.... they stole your heart away and then kick u in your face.... turn around and then laugh at your misery..... if in anyway u decided to jump off the roof.... god will push u to hell because u commit suicide.... so u c, love... they will kick and punch u down to your knees no matter how strong u r......

don be sad however because everybody in this freaking world will company u walk through this path, every second and minute of it..... u're not alone....

it's really ok to cry at times and speak your heart out..... u'll kill yourself by holding it back.....

it's all part of life... its ok.....

i saw a poster about ice kacang (hong dau ping)...... seeing that give me the smile i fail to show for the past few days....... it means more than just food