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read over a status today.... she put single... not sure why but i assume she got broken up... it came as a shock to me... 4 years relationship for her... though i knew they had their fights but i always envy they manage to pull through...

oh well

got my celebration yesterday with a bunch of friends.... so happy... no, seriously happy... we went all the way to kuala selangor to eat the seafood then to go see fireflies.... it's seriously not the most amazing food nor the best firefly boat ride... but i really enjoy the whole thing... :)

guess what?? i got a surprise birthday cake too.. it's a very very small and tiny one but one full with heart.... 7 people and 1 tiny cake?? u guys can do better~!! lol but u know what.. i'm still very thankful for it

i was actually waiting to c if someone will message me saying happy birthday... it didn't came... others came pouring in though... it's ok, i tell myself... just as the expectation sets in... it'll bring along dissapointment..

went to c a lot of cars yesterday... i finally narrow down to the few ones i want... let's c how it goes for the next few days.. :)

got another invitation for a party tonight... to celebrate my birthday.... i'm so so so so happy.... people actually do throw a party for me??

all along it's only she that throws a party for me and i'm more than happy for it.... celebrate with someone special... a cake from her.... it was always awesome with her...

anyway... after the whole seafood kuala selangor thing... we manage to go for a second round... no more extreme drinking for me.. Haha... we talked and laugh till very early in the morning....

we all head home at around 3am... i check my cell... empty... she's asleep i tell myself....

it's 11.24am now... i'm very sure.... i won't be receiving anything sms from her.....

as i sit here looking at my assignment sheet.... i make a wish yesterday

"give me the strength to be a better man, a chance for her, myself, my family and in work. i wish that she can c if i had make it a better for her"

the candle was then blew....

remember our last celebration was on kl tower?? i wish that u'll come back and how it did came true....

rather than come back... i really want u to be with a better man and i hope i can be that better man for u

i again look at your pictures... omg, it's hard to look at it.. lol

seriously, i really think u r that pretty and u damn know how to melt a man's heart

darn...