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i leave a comment.. stating it has been 3 years and 2 days... i don think many would really care... seriously, it's only me who cares about it afterall...

i receive another msg yesterday night from a customer... its another supportive message.... i'm more than happy to read that...

it's second customer showing me support all the way through....

make this clear....

i freaking love her lots.... and seriously want to be with her and even go a step further... however i wouldn't let u guys down... u guys have been nothing but full support me... and to this i will reply my thank by not being so lifeless.. i will do my best to not see u guys with a swollen eyes the next time we meet....

i know its hard but i won't let u guys down.... i had let her down and i won't in anyway let this happen again......

i know i will pull this through but that i need time for it....

the friend that i met with yesterday have gone through worse shit.... mine is seriously nothing much compare to theirs.... if they can survive and not go suicide.. i should be stronger....

dear P,

i hope u choose the good one, don be mistreaten... it really kills me to know that... don settle for second best.... go for it but if u run till u r too tired... i'll be here for u.... despite it all.. even as a friend... we share too much to throw it all away... u r the only one who really know me and i hope i am the one too.... so if u ever need to talk, u can always just turn around.. i'm always around the corner....

u c how hard it is if i were to say that... lol

let it be ba.. if it is to be, it will be

this time, i don think if it is to be it's up to me... sometimes something... its really out of your own control.... being too stubborn or hold on something too tightly will in the end hurt u of who u r...

it's 3 years and 2 days as of now... how long already eh..... i know.... there won't be fresh air to breath.. rather... lets c how this unfold....

:)