sitting here in the library... really hard to focus on my assignment.. it's noisy here and the two dudes that is sitting beside me... seems to be looking over their shoulder every now and then to c what i'm doing which irk me a lot
i mean come on.. what u guys looking at?? can't u mind your own business??
lucky enough for me i have my mp3 to accompany me...
this assignment is by far much easier to do compare to the previous one... though my pages r still blank, i very much have gather the information i needed...
the rain had just stop raining here... sun beaming endlessly through the crack of window...
this alone bring many many memories... both sweet and sour...
seriously, P had a major impact on me, in every possible way
it's seriously a mix emotion thingy.... i know times and times again many has said to move on, to forget about it or to not think about it.. for an individual to have such an impact.. it's not easy and it does take time..
meet back with E the other day... had a drink and we chat and laugh.. her friend was there too... and couple more others... just as E leave the table to go to the washroom.. one of her friend asked me
"so, E still looking hot eh?? she's single now u know.. y don't u go for her??"
i look at her and smirk.. it's more than just her being single or not... to me, she is very much just a friend... i didn't give further explanation except stating i really treat and think E just as a good friend who tend to be there whenever i need someone to talk to...
she laugh and ask again... really??
i nod...
the whole relationship thing is really complicated... not that i want it that way but sometimes this is how it unfold itself... how don't want a simple relationship?? who don't wish a relationship is so perfect there ain't much argument??
she had really supported me whenever i needed that support... and to that I'm very very grateful... a shoulder for me to cry on when i needed one very badly... we shared many many laughter and really enjoy each others company...
however when things turn a little off the track, your tantrum is unstoppable..
u dislike me being direct, lifeless, and not listen when u r yelling.... u dislike the fact i was not romantic enough and that my work always came first
little u know
i'm so afraid to make the wrong decision and upset u i tend to ask u directly
i don't want to indulge myself with the clubbing, bar or drinking because not only i dislike it, i don think u want to indulge yourself again with these type of guys
i answer back when u r yelling simply because i hope u understand why i make such decision and not to defy u or create more argument
it seems like i'm trying to defend myself..... i'm very sure i am... but i don have such intention
nobody knows if this is for the better or worse and only time can tell..
i am however sure this is what u want......
u told me u no longer want to even waste a day of your precious time with me... from that day i knew... beg or even cry won't do anything, anymore
if it's meant to be it will be... if its not, no matter how hard i chase back.. it will never work out
it's better to better myself for only true qualities shine brighter than anything
let's try to be more gentleman this time round.... and see how it unfold
u said it once... a mature, stable gentleman always win...
it's seriously a mix emotion thingy.... i know times and times again many has said to move on, to forget about it or to not think about it.. for an individual to have such an impact.. it's not easy and it does take time..
meet back with E the other day... had a drink and we chat and laugh.. her friend was there too... and couple more others... just as E leave the table to go to the washroom.. one of her friend asked me
"so, E still looking hot eh?? she's single now u know.. y don't u go for her??"
i look at her and smirk.. it's more than just her being single or not... to me, she is very much just a friend... i didn't give further explanation except stating i really treat and think E just as a good friend who tend to be there whenever i need someone to talk to...
she laugh and ask again... really??
i nod...
the whole relationship thing is really complicated... not that i want it that way but sometimes this is how it unfold itself... how don't want a simple relationship?? who don't wish a relationship is so perfect there ain't much argument??
she had really supported me whenever i needed that support... and to that I'm very very grateful... a shoulder for me to cry on when i needed one very badly... we shared many many laughter and really enjoy each others company...
however when things turn a little off the track, your tantrum is unstoppable..
u dislike me being direct, lifeless, and not listen when u r yelling.... u dislike the fact i was not romantic enough and that my work always came first
little u know
i'm so afraid to make the wrong decision and upset u i tend to ask u directly
i don't want to indulge myself with the clubbing, bar or drinking because not only i dislike it, i don think u want to indulge yourself again with these type of guys
i answer back when u r yelling simply because i hope u understand why i make such decision and not to defy u or create more argument
it seems like i'm trying to defend myself..... i'm very sure i am... but i don have such intention
nobody knows if this is for the better or worse and only time can tell..
i am however sure this is what u want......
u told me u no longer want to even waste a day of your precious time with me... from that day i knew... beg or even cry won't do anything, anymore
if it's meant to be it will be... if its not, no matter how hard i chase back.. it will never work out
it's better to better myself for only true qualities shine brighter than anything
let's try to be more gentleman this time round.... and see how it unfold
u said it once... a mature, stable gentleman always win...
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