part 4

ever wonder how come some girl would stick with a guy even though the guy is cheating outside??

for this past few days i have meet a lot of this type of girls and guys

one thing i realize and saw

when together this guy r really sensitive and gentleman to their women... they r sweet talker and just know the way to their heart

so yes, they r not really rich not are they any better because they cheat.....

girl really want someone they admire and someone who treat me like the princess their dad treat them...

she used to had disagreement with her family simply because of me... had it in her previous relationship too... no man acknowledge the effort she had put in... thats really really stupid of me

don say her... i couldn't even bring myself to forgive myself....

i don know how much or if i will even change but i knew... i need to do something.....

i know this is something i got to do, though not something i want to... it's better for me to accept the fact than hold on and hurt her... really want to work this out but i did not realize and change in time.... everybody say i shouldn't be in this relationship because i'm hurting... again i just don think anyone knows the whole story....

i never knew she had touch me this deep until my evaluation and realization... and my oh my... think back... i really miss a lot of things that she did and she did a lot of things which touches me a lot... which prompt why she is so special to me...

u go girl... do something for yourself too... :)

i still like u a lot and think u r really special but lets c if the chance will ever come by again... i don think there's a rush but take it slowly... afterall, i never thought i can ever be with u and there we were 3 years ago... i never thought i could have get u back but i was really lucky enough to get another shot... i firmly know... if it is meant to be it will be

it's really pointless going out and point my finger at everyone saying its this fault and that fault.... only when will i learn to study it's my fault....

blame other is easy if she's in high school.. if thats the case then u better off date high school people...

haven't been through a lot myself nor know a lot of people but i knew...

its pointless just being yourself without any quality or quality without being yourself

oh.. i got a feeling, at least for once... tomorrow i won't wake up with swollen eyes....

enough of the tease already.... lol, i know how bad i look

oh, check this out, even my student asked me what's wrong with me.. lol

rather than focus on work and forget about her... i think focus myself to be better is a better option.. why forget about her when what we both shared are something special to me... more than special it's extra-ordinary... i should be happy we were together for 3 years.... and i knew many wanted that did not even had a chance with her... really happy with it..... though i deeply regret my action

crap

so sorry despair23 for feeding u with such sadness as of lately... u have been really kind to me... ok i know u r a blogspot but i treat u like a good buddy here.. lol, u really does listen

u mean more to me than just a blog or a place to rant... u were created by someone special.. specifically for me...

*wink*

to my blogamaniacs out there... stay strong as outside is a tough world... thanks for the support shown.... no, for real.. thanks.... here i wish all reader the best in everything that they do... keep it up my friend.... u gys r doing a good job